Anything under the stars

Super maulan and brownout. What a way to end the year. Happy New Year!

It's the first time that I said I don't have money at home. Feels a little bit different. In a good way.

My mom and I were butting heads almost everyday because we can't seem to agree on anything re: sister's debut party. At the back of my head, we shouldn't even be doing this. Too bad I really don't have anyone that I talk to about this things. Seems like i already know what my few friends will said if I ever tell them.

Even with all these dear people around me, I'd still get this jittery feeling pa din pala.

Hindi ako mag fofocus sa crochet hangga't di ko nauubos labahin ko. Bow.

Went out in my balcony while eating icecream and I can't last for more than 15 minutes. The sun's too bright!! Huhu. Anuna.

Been binge-shopping a lot to cope up with the pandemic. Since my room is the only thing i see for 24 hours, a slight change is very efficient to help me sane thus the deliveries. I just purchased a kind-of-pricey shelf and I'm now overthinking if i should get a new mattress. I mean, do I really need one? Like right now? Can't it be postponed for a month or two? But if I'm going to get one anyway, what's stopping me from gettung it now?

Have you ever looked at the mirror and be horrified at what you see?

I don't know if it's just too much quarantine and not having to see people for 3 months, but I can finally look at myself in the mirror while smiling. It's a big accomplishment for someone who hated mirrors so much.

Had an hour of conversation with an old friend via VC and boy, I was so tired! I don’t think I can talk to him tomorrow again. 

Di ko magets yung mga people na nakakailang accounts na on email and social media just because nakalimutan na nila yung password ng accounts nila. Ugh. Ako ang nabobother. 

It's 4:30 in the morning. I can hear the people downstairs preparing for their day. I was just about to sleep though.

I realized I haven't been reading books for a year and a half ready. I used to read books a lot. I can even read a whole book just in one sitting. Maybe I read too much that everytime I start a new one, the plot always seems like something I already read so I won't be able to finish it. Maybe I haven't been looking enough for good ones.

Kamusta naman ang sira kong body clock.

Kagigising ko lang, maggagabi na naman 😒

Maggrogrocery dapat ako but there's a birthday celebration downstairs and I have to pass through them if I have to go out. My social skill is shaking.