Every beautiful moments

Thank god I get to nap at his sofa for one hour. If not getting home always hard to sleep when one making so much noise on her phone and one laughing away loudly. I really need a home of mine. I can't stand it srsly. Every single time it's like that even when I'm studying or trying to catch some nap it's still like that. Guess I got to find places to stayover more often then. It sucks so badly where anywhere outside is more comfy than my own home. How I wish I could have money to get a house now. Or even a room of my fucking own. Everytime it's like that and I can't even sleep until next day morning 7plus where I got to wake up for work at 8. Srsly am so f-up about it now. Even thinking about money makes me literally no mood anymore. Eversince last year, she had took my money and claiming she did not. Wtf?! I really feel like giving up and just work now. So that I won't have to keep feeling this way. Cause it's not helping me at all!! Sigh.

Srsly how long more can I go on with these. I rather sleep outside now than being at home facing all these. So much of saying I need to sleep but you feel that your son is more impt when he never once helped when you need help. I give up in this man. Srsly I don't believe Your words and everything anymore.

Oh fuck you!