𝄞tragic girl diary໒꒱ིྀ༝

WHY DOES NO ONE WANTS TO UNDERSTAND ME AND FORM A MUTUAL CONNECTION EVEN PLATONICALLY WHY WHY WHY

i need to kill a person to feel better i want someone to comfort me i want to let out all my emotions to leave my body hollow i need something bad to happen to those i despise why am i always suffering i cant do this anymore i cant do this anymore

turns out deep rooted hatred and self-loathing DOES affect my life, relationship and overall quality of life

i hate everything i hate everytging i hate everything onfg stupid uni i hate final exams and then im doing masters ts gonna be worse god if u love me let me pass

just fumbled interview for a masters program i was so excited for oml fuck me #TheyWasGonnaPlayInHerFace

I HATE EVERYONE I HATE EVERYONE

im not pretty enough to be quirky

should i dye my hair the color he first saw me with

my dream life is so simple yet still can’t be reached

my fears of being replaced were true

cry count :again

somehow anything i do every decision i make is the worst possible course of action and someone always gets mad at me. oh wow

when i have a good day with my friends but then come home and suicide seems like the only option again