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my multimuse is finally up! you can find me over on @starwritten, where iโll be writing hana, zenyatta, jesse, and lena! (and possibly more in the future ;* )
my multimuse is finally up! you can find me over on @starwritten, where iโll be writing hana, zenyatta, jesse, and lena! (and possibly more in the future ;* )
my multimuse is finally up! you can find me over on @starwritten, where iโll be writing hana, zenyatta, jesse, and lena! (and possibly more in the future ;* )
@grimesuckerโ || from here!
itโs hard to imagine theyโve reached this pointโ for SO LONG sheโs been at his side, a permanent fixture even while the rest of the world TWISTED & WARPED ; sheโs been a CONSTANT, & although 64N6 L34D3R presents STOIC demeanor, internally his heart is BREAKING.
โฆbut this is for HER. although theyโve made a PLACE for her in the undercity, even though sheโs found a HOME here, they both know itโs not where she BELONGSโher coming down was an ACCIDENT, a MISTAKE ; heโs come to TREASURE her, but the only way to prove just HOW MUCH is to send her HOMEโโ
words fail to rise, tongue still behind his teeth ; 54M54R4, unwilling to say goodbyeโ she fills the space with a palm to his cheek, one that has eyelids fluttering shut, tipping towards her touch as his hand rises to rest against the back of her own ;
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย maybe if he doesnโt say it, it doesnโt really need to end.
ย ย ย ย Itโs funny, kind of, in a not-at-all-funny way. Strange, too. Hana has spent so long fantasizing about this moment, this chance. Sheโd spent countless nights laying awake, countless breakdowns holding herself until her nails broke the skin of her arms, praying to every deity she doesnโt believe in, just wanting to go home -- and yet now she feels like sheโs leaving home instead.
ย ย ย ย She had been around when Dox had stopped being Dox and had started being -- fucking 54M54R4, of all names, and she had been around for everything before it, too. When she looks back on it, the years have passed so quickly, and with so many things happening, and now Hana canโt believe itโs over. Itโs over. Now sheโs going back to a place she hardly remembers, after all this, to people that may not be there anymore.
ย ย ย ย It begs the question -- is it worth it? This chance to get away? She finally has the chance to leave it all behind, and Hana doesnโt want to. Well, she DOES, but. . . It feels hollow. Like sheโs abandoning Dox. Itโs ridiculous โ Dox โ 54M54R4 doesnโt need her around, she can tell, heโs capable, strong -- and she doesnโt belong here, she never has, but something about the way sheโs survived made her feel like maybe she could.
ย ย ย Words donโt want to come, now, after everything, and Hana feels that if she says goodbye, thatโs going to be the last thing she ever says to him, so she keeps her lips shut as she presses into his personal space -- and, for once, he allows her. Not only that, but he seems to WELCOME it, and as his hand covers hers, she lets her head fall against his chest, the first tears sheโs cried in five months welling up and spilling down her cheeks.
ย ย ย โI guess this is it,โ she finally whispers, voice trembling as she looks up to 54M54R4 with a watery smile.ย โWho wouldโve thought, right? After everything, this really is how it turns out, isnโt it?โ For once, Hana doesnโt try to dry her face, and instead gives a laugh they both know she doesnโt feel.ย โMake me a promise. Promise -- donโt promise to just not forget me, promise to remember me. Maybe think about me sometimes, like โ like the time I kicked your ass for the first time at the arcade, or something. Not forgetting isnโt enough. You have to promise to remember.โ ย

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me: why AM i writing so much content for uc!hana..... me, going to my inbox, realizing the only overwatch/meka-aligned asks are from people who arenโt active anymore: ah
โ You canโt live in the past. You gotta move on. Let it go. โ
so i canโt find the prompt list, but,
ย ย ย ย โHow am I supposed to do that!?โ
ย ย ย ย The outburst surprises Hana, honestly. She hadnโt meant for it to come out soโฆ Explosively. She didnโt want this to escalate, but it seems like maybe it will anyway.ย โI mean, I โ I get that thereโs no going back, and I canโt โ I canโt undo my own dumb mistake, and I get that Iโm the one who got myself here, but how am I supposed to just let it go! It isnโt that easy, Dox!โ Thereโs an awful kind of knot in her throat and an even worse knot in her stomach, and her legs are doing that trembling thing they always do when she gets into an argument.
ย ย ย Itโs taking all her energy not to cry right now, but tears are still a second away from spilling, and Hana dares Dox to mention them.ย โHow am I supposed to move on? Huh? If you have any genius ideas, feel free to share! Tell me how Iโm supposed to stop living in the past, tell me how Iโm supposed to let this guilt go! Because Iโm all ears! And if you canโt, if you donโt have any wise ideas beyond telling me to move on, then I donโt want to hear it!โ And there are the tears.
ย ย ย Hana turns her head and scrubs her cheeks dry furiously. She isnโt sure who sheโs angry at, or why. Dox, for saying it like it was something easy to dismiss? Herself, for getting in this situation? For leaving when she was needed? Because she wanted to be a teenager before it was too late? Fuck, sheโs an adult, she should have acted like it.
ย ย ย ย โI left them, Dox,โ she continues, and now her voice is less harsh and more wretched instead. โI left them to go to an illegal party in a place I know nothing about, and I get that I was an idiot and thereโs nothing anyone can do, but you canโt just โ you canโt just tell me to move on, like itโs easy!โย
have some breakfast . you haven't eaten .
the war i finally won starters || accepting!ย
ย ย ย ย โIโm not hungry,โ comes Hanaโs immediate response, though the pang in her gut proves her a liar โ itโs more a matter of I donโt think I can eat anything right now. She isnโt sure why โ perhaps the stomach-churning guilt that had slammed into her when she first opened her eyes that morning. Itโs officially her second day here, and she still hasnโt adjusted โ her night had been spent awake, and if she cried, she did so silently, or at least Dox had the courtesy to not bother her.
ย ย ย ย The gravity of it all has since hit her, but the problem is that it keeps hitting her, and refuses to stop. She thinks of her father, worked to the bone day in and day out to provide for her and her mother. She thinks of her mother, bedridden and fragile and entirely dependent on her. Her friends would help, if they could, sure, she knows theyโre kind like that, butโฆ
ย ย ย ย Hana doesnโt realize sheโs chewing on her thumbnail until her teeth clip at her skin and the sting breaks her from her thoughts. She blinks down at it as though surprised, but given that she isnโt bruised or bleeding, attention flicks away as quickly as it had landed there. โMaybe later,โ she adds, looking at everything that wasnโt Dox or something edible. She doesnโt yet know if heโll accept that answer, but at the same time, either he lets her be, or he feeds her himself โ and sheโd certainly like to see him try.
LOOK he's not WELL-VERSED in acts of KINDNESS , but hana MAY just find a chocolate heart set beside her when she wakes up . ...on the floor, unmoved. at least she's been blanketed. // โฅ
late response but itโs time for soft ,
ย ย ย When Hana wakes, it isnโt quickly, nor is it gracefully โ it involves a lot of quiet grumbling and curses that would get her mouth washed out with soap in better circumstances, along with the usual tossing and turning and halfhearted attempts to smother herself with whateverโs nearest. The difference, this time, is that when she shifts around, she feels something poking at her, and because thereโs never anything poking at her โ courtesy of Doxโs minimalistic tendencies โ this trades a little bit of exhaustion for a little bit of curiosity.
ย ย ย She isnโt sure what she expects to see when she blinks her eyes open, but whatever it is, itโs certainly notโฆ Chocolate? Hana sits up and the blanket she hadnโt noticed before falls to her lap; she draws it up around her shoulders and takes a few long moments to simply rub her eyes and try to get her brain to catch up with her. Why would there be a box ofโฆ Is that Valentineโs candy? That would only make sense if it was Valentineโs Day.
ย ย ย Thatโs when the thought of Oh, fuck, is it Valentineโs Day? hits her, and Hana finally awakens enough to start processing things. From there, she begins thinking very many things in a very short duration of time.
ย ย ย ย Firstly, Dox got her a box of chocolates and โ presumably โ gave her a blanket, which is a kindness leagues above what he usually does. Secondly, do they even celebrate Valentineโs Day down here? Or did Dox go out of his way to provide a little comfort? โฆ Nah, thatโs a little unlikely โ while not entirely unkind, he still doesnโt give off that sort of vibe. He doesnโt seem like the kind of guy to celebrate holidays, though, either โ though Hana could just be bad at reading character.
ย ย ย ย Either way, thereโs a smile on her face when she lays back down and pulls the blanket up to her chin, making a mental note to get something for Dox when she has the opportunity. Maybe she can find some flowers or somethingโฆ Something to cheer up the depressing emptiness around here.
startersย /ย prompts taken from various characters starring in the gameย ย fire emblem : three housesย .ย feel free to change pronounsย /ย tenses as necessary .
โย feel free to say hi whenever you likeย โ
โย donโt hold back for my sakeย โ
โย you think Iโm so clumsy that I need someone to watch over me ?ย โ
โย you act like youโre full of regretย ,ย but I know you donโt really mean itย โ
โย you actually look more handsome to me with honesty on your faceย โ
โย donโt be ashamed of cryingย โ
โย could you keep quiet for a bit ?ย โ
โย youโre actually kind of amazingย โ
โย do you mean to imply you have no intention of acting a bit more respectably ?ย โ
โย ย stop acting so nonchalant about getting hurt or killedย โ
โย naive and uptight is no way to live your lifeย โ
โย youโd better watch that temperย โ
โย iย am absolutely disinterested in spending any time with youย โ
โย your lack of self-awareness is deeply troublingย โ
โย Iโll just be straightforward about taking advantage of youย โ
โย when will you tire of challenging me in pointless competitions ?ย โ
โย you expect me to believe that ?ย โ
โย iโve had enough of your foolish anticsย โ
โย i wish you would not sneak up on me like thatย โ
โย before you reprimand meย ,ย take a moment to consider your own failingsย โ
โย it is like hearing a snake sing an ariaย โ
โย am I hearing a deathbed confession ?ย โ
โย i never have any idea what youโre talking aboutย โ
โย donโt walk away when iโm talking to youย โ
โย youโll be the death of me for sureย โ
โย i do not intend to dieย โ
โย i canโt believe you put yourself at risk for my benefitย โ
โย i donโt think iโve ever seen you smileย โ
โย i do not desire your gratitudeย โ
โย youโre surprisingly strong for how slender you appearย โ
โย perhaps i was flustered needlesslyย โ
โย iย had forgotten how charmingly ethereal you can beย โ
โย youโre going a little overboardย โ
โย you have shaken me to my very coreย โ
โย so this is what death is likeย โ
โย if you get sick of meย ,ย iโm sorry ahead of timeย โ
โย iโm embarrassed just thinking about itย โ
โย youโre like a little brother to meย โ
โย spending the rest of my life with you doesnโt sound so badย โ
โย if our roles were reversedย ,ย I donโt think Iโd be able to forgive youย โ
โย you actually hate meย ,ย right ?ย โ
โย you havenโt stabbed me yetย โ
โย i want to be more like youย โ
โย i actually envy the size of your heartย โ
โย i donโt think you can solve all your problems by throwing a few punchesย โ
โย there arenโt a lot of people like you in the worldย โ
โย sorry Iโve been so oblivious to your needsย โ
โย sometimes you just canโt afford to wait around for someone else to notice โ
โย yesterdayโs enemy is todayโs allyย โ
โย you have to abandon old feudsย โ
โย learn to protect yourself before trying to protect meย โ
โย i always trust that youโve got my backย โ
โย if only people could be more like flowersย โ
โย if you promise not to resort to violenceย ,ย Iโll do whatever you wantย โ
โย iย canโt stand the sight of me eitherย โ
โย iย would be even more impressed if you hadnโt been screaming the whole timeย โ
โย iย did what was necessary to get you to complyย โ
โย you have so much power in youย ,ย just waiting to be unleashedย โ
โย iโm hopelessly terrified of youย โ

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I made this little piece as an example for animation i am going to make in my upcoming project, but one difference is that i wish it to be coloured.
iโm gonna start making a list of big dick energy things i say in class
dox: there are some things i will never tell you hana: calm down you edgy bastard i was asking what you wanted for dinner
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@grimesuckerโ || from here!
INVITATION INSPIRES PAUSE , mender stilled to stiffness - thereโs almost an AUDIBLE crack of STONE when he finally turns to face her , aโฆ STRANGE sort of PASSIVENESS upon his face ; itโs not that heโs HARD to READ , itโs simply that thereโs NO EXPRESSION upon his features - blank , dark eyes DULL in how they hold hanaโ he knows she MEANS WELL , but dox has no interest in allowing anyone that CLOSE to him .
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โ โฆlets put it this way, โ
ย ย ย ย he begins , wetting his lips ;
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โ there are some things i will NEVER tell you. โ
ย ย ย ย Thereโs something on his mind, Hana can feel it, but itโs similar to feeling a piece of fiberglass in your skin โ she can feel it, but the odds of her finding and extracting it are slim. By now, she likes to think theyโre friends, or something close to it, at least -- by now, they have to be, right? So it made sense, really, to ask โ she knows Dox values his privacy, but itโs important to at least offer.
ย ย ย Unfortunately, things down here work differently. Dox turns her down about as quickly as expected, but his manner of speech inspires a strange feeling -- not quite irritation, not quite concern or confusion - maybe a mix of both?
ย ย ย โOkay,โ she replies, hoping to mollify him a bit, reassure him that she wonโt pester, though thereโs an air of stubbornness about her as she continues, โBut Iโm here either way.โ Sheโs spent too much of her time mothering her own mother for the urge to care to just go to waste like this โ perhaps if she were in therapy, she would be met with โitโs not your job to fix peopleโ or โyou donโt need to take care of everyone,โ but sheโs not. A pause --
ย ย ย โAre you sure?โ Okay, maybe a little bit of pestering, just in case, but thatโs it. ย

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finishing an overdue assignment: :D accidentally closing the doc without realizing it hadnโt autosaved and wonโt show up in recovery: D:
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