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I can't name whatever I'm feeling

I just know it really hurts

Makes me want to stop existing

I am filled with hatred

For something unexplainable

I feel numb I feel tired

Tired of everything

The place where I once used to feel comfort

Doesn't give me comfort anymore

Nohting gives me comfort

It just keeps getting worser and worser

I really don't know

I wish I had someone to blame

Someone to shout at

Someone to yell and get angry at

But it is me

I am the reason for all this

And I can't scream at me

Because I know what I have been through

Maybe someone can punch me?

#random thoughts #midnight thoughts

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Allow people to like you, to enjoy your company, to want to be your friend. Allow them to compliment you, allow others to think you're cool and funny even if you think you're not. It is not up to you to tell others how to feel, and remember that people might see the positive things in you and qualities that you have been failing to see while being too self-critical. Allow yourself to be liked by other people, even when you don't see why they should. Don't self-isolate because you think you are not good enough for other people.

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Alanis Morissette, Sorry to Myself/Haruki Murakami,1084

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Fyodor Dostoevsky, from Selected Prose; "The Double,"

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I can't promise you a forever as i haven't seen one, but i promise you the now. Because Emily Dickinson wrote "Forever is composed of nows".

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Sometimes i think if nobody spoke to me, i'd never speak again.

-Alice Oseman

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{Alice Oseman, Radio Silence/ Emily Palermo, from Untitled/ Franz Kafka, from Diaries/ Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar/ Marya Hornbacher, Waiting/ Nikos Kazantzakis, from a letter to Galatea Kazantzaki wr. c. May 1922/ Mahmoud Darwish/ Anna Akhmatova, from The Complete Poems of Anna Akhmatova; "The Old Portrait"/ Lyric Hunter, from "A Garden," Swallower/ Albert Camus/ Varsha/ Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Meek One}

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Memories warm you up from the inside. But they also tear you apart.

-Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore

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Normalize not forcing people to choose you. If they think they can find better elsewhere – let them. Respectfully.

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Remember the present.

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Rainer Maria Rilke, Rilke’s Book of Hours: Love Poems to God [originally published 1905]

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a little something i'm working on rn

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Friedrich Nietzsche

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F. Scott Fitzgerald

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i thought it was obvious

my grades started dropping,

my room looked like a mess

my smile and my appetite disappeared,

I stopped talking to my friends and just stayed in my room all day

but somehow

nobody noticed

no one helped me or asked me if I'm okay

I was completely alone and it ate me up inside

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