Slow Decay

Even if I have nothing.

I have the air.

The wind.

The sun.

I have nature.

I have ever element around me.

I have the universe.

I am the universe

And I am beautiful I love me.

I have life and I love life.

I will love life every second I have.

For she is true beauty.

The wind ripping through me.

The sun shinning upon me.

For I am blessed to experience this reality.

For I have all I need from nature even if I have nothing.

I love life.

We are pained angered and tested.

driven close to madness and insanity.

But we must remember who we are.

What we are capable of.

Turn from things visible to things invisible.

There is a lot of pain and hurt inside me.

Tho I’m not a religious man.

In times of misery I turn to god.

I turn to family.

In this living hell I am exhausted.

Exiled from happiness and contentment.

push to a place that is crushing and un delivering.

Tho this is the place from where wisdom and strive come from.

Pain and suffering are endured.

For God is by my side.

Looked down upon and thought less of.

Tho this also I endure.

For those heavenly bodies gaze upon me.

Called a jester & a fool.

tho I endure.