Bunny_Emo_Teto

Everytime i speak with another person I approach them with kindness and empathy. I always expect them to return the gesture in kind. I expect to be respected. That has never been the case. Empathy must be taken by force, but that empathy is meaningless if it is taken. Now what?

The world is unkind and rewards those who are unkind. The world was doomed to fail. I was unfortunate enough to see it happen.

My life has never worked out for one reason or another. Nothing ever works for me. I was not designed for this world. I should have stayed cruel. The gift of kindness I thought my experience gave me was a curse to be kind in an unkind world. A method to be used. I remain a tool.

My safety net has been torn to shreds by the misery others have brought to the world. The cold hard pavement designed to be the foundation of that world, shatters my head. My blood paints the world. This world of blood.

I have never been treated as I wished to be treated. The golden rule has helped only those designed for this world. The platinum rule is a fallacy designed to exploit the kindness of others. Thank you father for teaching me this rule. So that I may suffer as a broken cog.

My dream last night was really complicated and detailed. It was like I was playing a combination of a bunch of my favorite games. It was cool, but stressful as I was taking It very seriously in the dream.

I feel shocked every time someone laughs at Trump for what he is doing. This isnt a joke This isn't funny People are dead People are dying People are having their rights stripped from them The largest fascist nation in the world is slowly being created. I am terrified.

I truly don't think I belong anywhere