The Elite Esquire

           For the longest time, I never understood why my girlfriend’s ex-boyfriend Shamar Hastings had a problem with me. Him and her broke up on pretty amicable terms and even though they didn’t really talk to each other anymore, they were cordial with each other whenever me and her ran into him around campus or at a club. But when it came to me, he was always giving me weird looks or talking shit. There were times where he’d be a complete dick to me for no reason. I’d gotten used to his attitude towards me but I couldn’t lie, that shit was annoying as fuck. Then again, I had my own secret reason for wanting him to be cool with me.

           “We need one more guy, Keith,” my friend Cordell said as we were about to play a game of touch football.

           I looked around and quickly spotted Shamar talking with a group of dudes. I ran over to him and asked, “Bruh, you wanna play some touch football with us?”

           He gave me a side-eye and replied with a quick, “No.”

           “Come on, man. We need one more player.” I laughed a little and teased, “I know you ain’t scared.”

           “Nigga, I said no. Step the fuck on.”

           I shook my head and pointed to one of the dudes he’d been talking to and asked, “What about you, big man?”

           “Yeah, I’m down,” the dude replied.

           “That’s wassup,” I said before taking my shirt off and shaking my head at Shamar. “At least somebody over here ain’t bein’ a lil’ bitch.”

           Shamar looked me up and down and smirked as he said, “Whatever, nigga.”

           Me and the other dude ran back over to where my friend and some other guys were waiting and started our game. It was a hot night and we were all at the park for a cookout that was raising money for a program ran by our college that helped young black men get into college or trade school. I knew Shamar was going to be there because he was in our black student union just like I was. As usual, he was being a dick and putting up a front like he was too cool to do anything but walk around shirtless and flirt with girls.

                                              Me (Keith Townsend)

           “I told y’all I’m too fast for you,” I said with a laugh as me and the other dudes finished our game. “You lucky we didn’t play for money.”

           “I know that’s right,” Cordell said with a smile as he gave me a high-five.

           As they stood on the field talking, I ran over to a cooler and grabbed a bottle of water. I turned around and literally bumped into this tall and slim pretty girl with long braids. I smiled and told her, “My bad, beautiful.”

           “It’s okay,” she said this cute smile on her face. “You’re Nikki’s boyfriend, right?”

           “Yeah.”

           “She must not be too bright. What kind of a girlfriend lets her man come to a cookout by himself and walk around all shirtless and sweaty?”

           “The kind of girlfriend who trusts her man.”

           “Oh, you’re one of the rare ones, huh?”

           “Yep.”

           She rolled her eyes and said, “Thanks for giving me another reason to hate Nikki’s uppity ass.” She flicked her braids off her shoulder and stormed off like I’d just cussed her out or something.

           “You lame as fuck for that,” Shamar said as he stepped over to where I was standing.

           “I’m lame for not cheating on Nikki? Damn, no wonder why she dumped you.”

           “First of all, me and her broke up with each other so she didn’t dump me. Second of all, it’s not cheating if you girl is out of town.”

           “So, I’m supposed to dog Nikki out just because she’s out of town? That sounds like some raggedy ashy ass nigga logic to me, bruh. There’s nothing any random woman got that I want.”

           “Man, there ain’t shit better than new pussy and you know it. You can talk all that bullshit about bein’ faithful all you want, but that shit is clearly an act. I can look at you and tell you don’t only smash Nikki.”

           “Bruh, you don’t know anything about me. You don’t even have a single clue.” I took a sip from my bottled water and stared down at his crotch for a millisecond.

           He smirked and licked his lips before rolling his eyes and saying, “Yeah, bet.” He climbed up on a park monument near the cooler and asked, “Why you always talk shit whenever I’m around?”

                                                  Shamar Hastings

           I gave him the craziest look and responded, “Nigga, I know you are not talking! Man, you’re the one always on some bullshit. I don’t have any problems with you, Shamar.”

           “I don’t have any problems with you either, bruh.”

           “Okay, but you’re the one who acts salty all the damn time. Don’t try to flip that shit on me.”

           He laughed and said, “Okay, damn. You mad now?”

           “Man, whatever.” I drank more water before asking, “How did you know Nikki was out of town?”

           “She tweeted that she was going home and added an airplane emoji the other day.”

           “Oh, okay.”

           “You ain’t gotta worry, man. Me and her don’t text or hit up each other’s DMs or anything like that.”

           “Trust me bro, I ain’t worried. I’m secure with my shit.” I looked at my phone to see what time it was. I then put it back up and told him, “I guess it’s time for me to go.”

           “It ain’t even been nighttime that long yet.”

           “I gotta work in the morning. I need to get home, take a shower, smoke a blunt I rolled up earlier and get some sleep. Well, first I need to play some Madden NFL 18 and then go to bed.”

           “You got Madden NFL 18? For what, PlayStation 4?”

           “Yep.”

           “Shit, can I come? I can help you out with that blunt, too?”

           I gave him another look and said, “Man, I don’t know. You be trippin’.”

           “Bro, it’s all good between us. For real.” He climbed down and shook my hand before asking, “Your roommates don’t trip, do they?”

           “Well, only one is still in town for the summer and he works security at a club for older people until four in the morning. The other two won’t be back until the week before classes start later this month.”

           “Shit, cool. Let’s go then.”

           “Alright. Follow my car with yours. Oh, I need to stop by CVS first.”

           “Okay.”

           The moment we got into our cars, I knew it was going down. I wasn’t too sure about Shamar at first but I knew he was DL when he licked his lips after catching me staring at his dick print. When it comes to DL dudes, you have to pay attention to both the subtle and not so subtle shit. I’d thrown as many hints as I could like saying no woman besides Nikki had anything I wanted. I also had confirmation when he asked if my roommates would trip; which is code for asking if they’re always around. Still, I’m glad he stayed in the car when I went into CVS. I could’ve easily been wrong about him and there’s no telling how he would’ve reacted if he saw me buying condoms and a two-pack box of Fleet. When we got to my apartment, he’d already changed up his demeanor. I knew he wasn’t gonna put up that bullshit front anymore.

           “You sure your roommate will be out until late?” he asked as he followed me into my room.

           “Yeah, bruh,” I replied as I sat my CVS bag on my bed.

           With no kind of warning, this nigga stepped up to me aggressively like he was gonna punch me but instead he kissed me and squeezed on my ass through my fitted sweatpants. I have no idea how he knew I liked to be manhandled but I wasn’t gonna ask any questions. My dick went from soft to hard automatically and so did his. He pulled his out and I did the same. Our dicks were about the same size which meant he had about eight or eight and a half inches.

           “I been tryna get up in that ass,” he said to me in between kisses, “but you never caught on to my hints. I caught yours tonight though.”

           “I figured you did,” I said back with a laugh. “How long you been on the low?”

           “Shit, since back in high school. You?”

           “The same.”

           We started kissing again and playing with each other’s dicks. I was ready to give up my ass to him right then and there but I needed to clean it out first. I grabbed the Fleet from the bag and turned to try to go to the bathroom but this nigga pulled my sweatpants all the way down, squatted behind me and started licking on my asshole. That shit felt so good that I almost fell over. I had a feeling he was a freak but I wasn’t expecting him to start rimming my ass before I got to make it smell fresh. I probably wasn’t that funky since I’d showered before going to the cookout but still, I’d played touched football and gotten sweaty.

           “Damn, that ass is good, nigga,” he said while rubbing my now wet hole with his thumb. “I’m fuck the hell outta you, Keith. And I ain’t on that bullshit.”

           “Is that right?” I asked.

           He smacked my ass hard and licked on my asshole a few more times before standing back up. He followed me into my bathroom. While I used warm water and a little soap in the Fleet bottle to clean out my ass, he watched and jacked off. I’d never had a dude watch me clean out my ass let alone get turned on by it. He was loving every second and beating his dick harder and harder. After a good while, I was done and ready to take a shower. He joined me and couldn’t keep his hands off me.

           “You gonna let me wear that ass out?” he asked me while fingering me with his soapy middle finger.

           “Hell yeah,” I replied.

           “I’ma fuck you like I used to fuck your girl when she was mine, nigga.”

           Hearing him say that shit turned me on even more. I wanted him to fuck me as hard as he could. I rarely hooked up with dudes so whenever I did, I always wanted them to fuck me good. I prefer to bottom with dudes because for me, getting fucked was a different type of pleasure than fucking and I got enough pleasure fucking Nikki and I wasn’t really interested in being a top for a guy. I’d be vers with the right dude but with a dude like Shamar, I was strictly a bottom.

           “Put that ass up in the air, nigga,” he told me as he pushed me down onto my bed after our shower. I arched my back for him and he smacked my ass hard repeatedly. “Damn, that shit so fuckin’ tight.”

           He kissed, licked, sucked and slurped on my hole like there was no tomorrow. I hadn’t had my ass eaten that good before so I had to bury my face in my pillow to muffle my moans. When he slowed it down and softly slid his tongue deep into me and sucked the outside of my hole with his lips, I broke out into convulsions. I was on the verge of busting a nut because he was also gripping my dick hard from the back, so I had to stop him a few times. I wanted to save that nut for when he was fucking me.

           “Let me suck that dick, bruh,” I said to him when I couldn’t take anymore.

           He pushed his middle finger deep into my asshole one more time and then sucked on it as he laid down on my bed. I grabbed his hard dick and started sucking him all the way down to his balls. None of the dudes I’d been with were ready for my head game and Shamar was no exception. I had him squirming and stretching his legs out and grabbing his dick to keep it from busting a nut too soon. His dick was a little thicker than mine so I gagged a few times but I still managed to suck the soul out of that sexy caramel dick.

           “Suck that dick, nigga,” he called out. “Ah fuck!”

           Every couple of minutes he’d stop me and make me kiss him and swap spit with him before making me suck his dick again. That shit was so hot that I almost busted a few times while I jacked off. After sucking him for forever, he pushed me back and started sucking my dick while fingering my asshole. Other than him, only one dude ever sucked my dick before fucking me and it wasn’t all that. Shamar knew what he was doing. He was sucking my dick better than any girl had, including Nikki. It was still hard to believe that I was doing all of this with my girl’s ex-boyfriend.

           “Nigga, I’m ready to fuck,” he said while reaching over to grab the box of condoms.

           As he was taking a condom out to use, I hopped off the bed and ran over to my closet to get my bottle of lube. When I got back to the bed, he’d already slapped one of the condoms on his dick and was waiting for me to climb on top of his sexy body. I wanted to start licking on his big pretty feet but he was ready for some ass and I was more than ready for some dick. I squirted some lube onto my hand and spread it all over his condom-covered dick and squirted a little on my finger to put around and inside my asshole. I then sat the lube down on my nightstand and climbed up on him.

           “Are you gonna let me fuck all the time?” he asked as I was positioning his dick to enter my ass. “Because I wanna fuck you after tonight.”

           “We’ll see,” I replied.

           I got the angle right on the first try and I swear his dick head entered my tight asshole smoother than any other dude’s dick had ever entered me before. There was a little pain but it wasn’t like how it usually felt. When I came down on his dick more and felt pleasure from the stretching, I knew I’d come across some good dick. My dick was already hard but it was stiffening and pulsating like crazy because of how good his dick felt in my ass. It wasn’t long before I was dripping precum all over his abs.

           “Ride that dick,” he called out while clenching onto my sheets. “Damn, bruh!”

           “That ass feel good, baby?” I asked with a smile.

           “Hell yeah. I’m trying not to nut too soon. You gonna have to let me take control in a few minutes.”

           “Alright, let me ride this shit for a little bit.”

           I pinched his nipples as I started riding him harder and faster. He smacked my ass a few times before grabbing my butt cheeks and squeezing on them. He didn’t let me ride him too much longer than that. He sat up, kissed my lips, flipped me on my back with his dick still inside me and started fucking me missionary style. I held my legs back and let him go as deep as he wanted to go. There was a little more pain but it still felt more pleasurable than painful.

           “You better let me fuck again,” he told me as he stroked my ass hard. “If you don’t, I’ma take that shit.”

           “Ah, fuck! Fuck me, nigga!”

           “I should fuck both you and Nikki! You’d like that shit?”

           “I’d love that shit, nigga! Fuck!”

           I put my hand on his abs to get him to ease up a little but he slapped it away and said, “Keep yo fuckin’ hands down, bruh! You touch me and I’m gonna fuck you harder!”

           The pain was increasing but I was getting hornier because of it. He was fucking me harder than I’d ever been fucked and my ass was begging for more. I left my dick alone because I didn’t want to cum and risk messing up the intensity of it all. He was digging deep in me and all I could do was put my hands on his firm muscular ass and squeeze. When my ass started making these wet squishy noises, he lost control and pulled out of me.

           He snatched the condom off and hollered, “Fuck!”

           I’d never seen somebody shoot that much nut from their dick before in person. Hell, I don’t think I’d ever seen it in porn either. His creamy white cum was all over my stomach and chest, and some rolled down my sides and onto my bed. He tugged on his dick until every ounce of cum had rolled out of it and then he relaxed and tried to catch his breath.

           “I needed that shit bad,” he said with a laugh. “I need another one.”

           “Are you for real?” I asked while rubbing my sore and gaping asshole.

           “Yeah, I gotta get another one. Look how hard my dick is. Besides, you ain’t busted yours yet.”

           He reached over and grabbed another condom. While he put the condom on and lubed his dick up, I turned over and arched my back for him. I was already jacking off as he reentered me from behind. This time he didn’t fuck me too hard but he had me getting creamier and creamier by the second. My ass usually didn’t cream that much so I don’t know what was going on. All I knew was that I felt like I was about to have one of the best orgasms ever, and I did.

           “Oh shit,” I said softly as I hit that orgasm hard. “Nigga!”

           My dick never shot out cum that hard before. It sounded like I was pissing on my bed and the cum just kept shooting out. My ass and dick pulsated at the same time and I tightened up on his dick each time. I then started shaking really bad and he gently pulled out of me. He took the condom off and shoved his thumb into my asshole while jacking off. I was still shaking when I heard him starting to moan.

           “Here I cum, bruh,” he called out. “Ah fuck, Keith!”

           The way he said my name while shooting his second load all over my lower back and butt cheeks was so damn sexy. Since he’d gotten a second nut, I made him keep fingering me while I jacked off and got my second nut a little while later. I swear if weren’t exhausted we probably would’ve used all the condoms in the box and fucked for hours. However, we were done by that point. We took another shower together, put our clothes on and he helped me clean up. We then smoked some weed, ate cereal and played Madden NFL 18 for a couple of hours. He left because I needed to get some sleep before I had to work the next morning. After that night, we became buddies and fucked around all the time. Nikki had no clue and neither did anyone else since we both hid it so well. I’d finally found a balance to this whole DL way of life and a long-term partner to experience it with.

[Disclaimer]: Pictures used do not reflect the sexuality or personality of people in the pictures. They only serve as visual examples of the characters.

© D.A. Morrison 2018

I’m so mad at myself for even being at this Kappa House Party. Real talk, I only came here because my older brother Mikeal told me that I needed to be here if I planned on impressing the chapter. Freshman interests typically don’t get invited to these things, but when your brother is the Chapter’s Polemarch, I guess you get a pass? Growing up with Mikeal, I knew that he had the potential to be a great leader, so I wasn’t surprised.

Unfortunately, walking through this party had me super nervous. I hardly knew any of the chapter members or any of the upper classmen that were at the party. I only knew a few people here – the five other men that were also a part of my interest group (we were all working towards earning a spot on the Spring line) and I didn’t have close ties with any of them. Many of them had been working hard to earn a spot on the next line since the previous Spring – so they resented me. Here I was, a freshman who happened to be a legacy, walking so easily into something that they’d worked hard at for the last few months.

If anything, it put me at a disadvantage – my fellow interests knew each other super well and they were well ahead of the curve when it came to knowing chapter and fraternity history. Not only did I have to get to know them and the chapter members, it meant that I had a LOT to catch up on if I wanted to be picked up for the next line. That only added to my nerves tonight but it wasn’t the main source of my uneasiness.

I’d been avoiding seeing Kordell in person since arriving on the Georgia A&M campus a few weeks ago, but there was no avoiding him tonight. It’s a shame, because I’d planned on having a good night.

Earlier in the evening, I’d planned on getting some dick. I’d been on the Georgia A&M University campus for a couple of weeks and I’d been too afraid to hook up with anyone for a multitude of reasons. I wasn’t really “out” so I was picky when it came to finding potential hook-up partners. After scrolling through Jack’d and finding another freshman that was equally discreet and up to my standards, I figured ‘tonight’s the night’.

My roommate had gone home for the weekend, which meant I could prep for this hook-up. I spent the early part of the evening showering and making sure my hygiene was good. I applied lotion to my entire body, wanting to make sure I wasn’t ashy. I slid on some tight fitting boxer briefs, some sweatpants and Ichecked myself out in the mirror. I might be a bit on the small size, but I knew that I was sexy. You couldn’t tell me otherwise.

Raheem Clark (Me)

I left the bathroom to get dressed when my phone began to ring. I raced over to my bed to check who was calling. I groaned loudly when I saw that my brother Mikeal was calling. Mikeal only called me nowadays when there was something related to pledging. I quickly prayed that there wasn’t anything going on tonight because I already had plans.

I answered the call and said “Hey big bro, what’s going on?”

“I need you to get dressed to impress tonight, the Chapter is having a House Party tonight.” Mikael said.

“Actually bro, I can’t make it tonight. I have plans.” I said, walking over to my closet to pick out an outfit.

“When have I ever cared about your plans? If you’re trying to make this line, you’ll be there. All of the interests re expected to be in attendance tonight.” Mikeal said, laughing.

“Mikeal, I’m serious!” I yelled into the phone.

“Raheem, you think this shit is a game? You’re the only freshman being considered for the Spring line and you wanna fuck it up because of some ‘plans’ with your little freshman friends? You’re coming.” Mikeal said, shutting me down.

“Mikeal, I hear you! Can’t I just miss this one thing?” I pleaded, placing my phone on speaker as I pulled a shirt over my head.

“Nah, you can’t. Do you need me to call Dad and tell him that you’re not serious about following in his and my footsteps?” he said.

“You know you don’t have to do that. Fine, I’ll cancel my plans.” I said, as I pulled up my jeans.

“Great. Moving forward, you need to keep your schedule open. This shit is only going to get more intense as time goes on. Plus, you need to vibe with the brothers in the chapter. Make sure you’re dressed to impress.” Mikael said.

“I’m already dressed.” I said, walking to the bathroom to check out my outfit in the mirror as I talked to my brother on the speaker phone.

“Good. Anyways, you need to make sure you impress my line brothers tonight. You know that includes Kordell, right?” Mikeal said, throwing for me a loop. Kordell was his best friend and someone I wasn’t really cool with.

“Mikeal, you know I don’t fuck with Kordell, right?” I asked in frustration.

“Honestly Raheem, I don’t know what happened with you two but y’all have to squash that shit. What happened between y’all for it to be this bad?” Mikeal asked.

“It’s nothing, I just don’t fuck with him like that. He started this shit.” I said, skirting around the issue.

“First off, I know you, so I know you’re lying. Listen, I ain’t dumb. I know something happened, I really don’t care, I just need you two to get over this shit.” Mikeal said.

“But-“ I started, with Mikeal interrupting me.

Mikael Clark (My Older Brother)

“Raheem, it’s not a situation where you have a chance. I’m Chapter Polemarch, so I’ve done my part to slide you into the current interest group for the next line. Me doing that for you definitely made some people in the chapter feel a way, Kordell included. You don’t know it but we are going to be voting on potential new members soon and if you coming into the situation with beef with one of the chapter brothers, that’s gonna fuck you up.” Mikeal said.

“They don’t know me to have an issue with me.” I flatly said.

“True, most of them don’t know you. But brothers talk. If it gets back to chapter that you made it through Pre-Pledging without ever talking to a brother because of some personal beef that has nothing to do with Kappa, I doubt you’re going to get through. I can only do so much for you, man. You have to help me help you.” Mikeal said, verbally backing me into a corner.

“Fine, I’ll come tonight. I’m dressed anyways.” I said, feeling defeated.

“Great. Make sure you pull Kordell aside and squash this shit. And make sure you ain’t wearing any red tonight” Mikeal said, ending the call before I could reply.

“Great.” I thought to myself as I took off my red jacket and put on a grey jacket instead, I grabbed my keys and decided to head over to the Kappa House. One way or another, I was going to have to find a way to speak to Kordell. I just didn’t know what to say.

Kordell Green was my brother’s best friend and his line brother. Mikeal and I both had known Kordell since growing up on the same street back in Cleveland, Ohio.  Although they were both three years older than me, the three of us were virtually inseparable until Mikeal & Kordell began preparing to leave for college. When they were leaving, I felt like I was losing my best friends but I’d always prepared for that day.

Right before I started my Junior year of college, the two of them left Cleveland to attend Georgia A&M in Atlanta, Georgia. It was the HBCU where my parents met and pledged into their respective fraternity and sorority. Our parents had always planned to send Mikeal and I there so we could follow in their footsteps. Our father had been planning for the day that the both of became men of Kappa Alpha Psi Fraternity Incorporated since as long as I could remember.

Kordell seemed to follow in Mikeal’s footsteps so him deciding to attend Georgia A&M wasn’t much of a surprise to anyone. Knowing that I’d be joining Mikeal and Kordell down in Atlanta in the future made the pain of the two of them leaving much easier to deal with. I’d make new friends in the meantime and see them whenever they visited home.

Kordell also happened to be my former fuck-buddy. We’d fucked a few times throughout his Senior Year. We never really had feelings for each other – it was more of a convenience thing. We were both down-low, we were both verse and neither of us had feelings for each other so it worked for me. Well, it worked up until Kordell asked me to not have sex with any other guys while he was away. I declined, since we’d never put a label on what we were. I knew him and my brother enough to know that he was going to be fucking any and every one down in Atlanta. I didn’t think it was smart on my part to save myself for him when he wasn’t my boyfriend.

Kordell didn’t take that well.

Ultimately, we had a nasty falling out right before he and Mikeal left for college. He had a nasty mean streak. Mikeal tried to mend the relationship between us but neither of us wanted to deal with each other. It left our friend group fractured. I didn’t see either of them off before they made their move to Atlanta. I figured I just needed some time away from Kordell and he’d move past it.

Oddly enough, when the two of them first came home for Thanksgiving Break, they weren’t the same people…at all. Mikeal was more or less the kind older brother that he’d always been, but he seemed like he didn’t have any time to spend with me. We didn’t spend any time together during his five days together, which made me sad because I’d looked forward to seeing my older brother. When I couldn’t get Mikeal to kick it with me, I figured ‘maybe Kordell is down to kick it before he leaves for Atlanta again’.

Unfortunately, Kordell was even colder in his reception. None of my texts were being answered. Not one to be ignored, I logged onto Facebook Messenger and tried to message him…only to realize that I’d been blocked. I figured he deactivated his page so I logged onto Instagram…he had me blocked there too.

At that moment, I realized that Kordell and I weren’t going to be cool anymore.

For him to block me without any explanation was just ridiculous. I decided then that I wasn’t ever acknowledging him again.

From that day on, whenever the two of them came back home from college, I ignored Kordell. I did everything in my power to ignore his existence. Whenever he visited our house. I would walk right past him. At the beginning of my senior year of high school (his sophomore year of college), he tried to reconnect with me on social media and he unblocked my number, blowing me up with texts trying to get back on good terms.

I took that opportunity to return the favor and block him on everything. He’d been so incredibly cold and distant that I really didn’t want anything to do with him.

That was…until he decided to pledge Kappa Alpha Psi along with my older brother the following Spring semester. The two of them crossed (on a line with 11 other men) during the Spring of 2017. I always prayed that Mikeal and Kordell would grow apart during their time at Georgia A&M (so I could finally get my brother back by the time I began at Georgia A&M as a freshman) but now, I would certainly have to deal with Kordell if I planned on becoming a man of Kappa Alpha Psi at Georgia A&M. We would almost certainly become fraternity & chapter brothers and have more interaction than I’d hoped.

As I moved through the house party from one room to the other, I tried to discreetly greet the various brothers in the room, letting them know that I was present. Interests were encouraged to attend every event that the chapter held, even if it didn’t fit into our schedule. I continued to move from room to room, speaking to brothers and making note of the brothers that hadn’t seen me.

After 20 minutes, I’d almost greeted all of the 25 men in the chapter. I hadn’t checked the kitchen or any of the rooms on the second floor.

“Let me check the kitchen.” I thought to myself as I slid in-between random party-goers.

As I walked into the doorway of the kitchen, I immediately saw Mikeal and Kordell engaged in a conversation with a group of random women. Time almost stopped as I looked at Kordell. There he stood, looking fine as fuck. Even though we weren’t talking, I instantly felt that attraction to him. I felt my blood rushing as I took in his beauty. He was incredibly handsome He looked good. Honestly, I found myself thinking to myself ‘He could get it tonight’.

Kordell Green

Kordell threw a subtle nod in my direction and Mikeal waved me over. I walked over to the group, feeling myself get even more nervous.

“What’s good? I’m here in the flesh.” I said, as my older brother brought me in for a hug.

“Everyone, this is my younger brother Raheem!” Mikeal said, beaming with pride as the random group of women all greeted me. Kordell stood off to the side smirking with a cup of Nupe Punch in his hands.

“He’s fine just like you, Mikeal!” one of the girls said, reaching for my arm.

“Aw, thanks ma.” I said, trying to feign interest as most of the girls continued their conversation with Mikeal. Not knowing what to do, I looked over to Kordell, who used his free hand to point me towards a staircase. I figured I should follow him.

“Hey Mikeal, I’ll be back.” I whispered into my brother’s ears.

“You about to squash that shit?” He whispered in return.

“I’m going to try.” I said. He patted me on the shoulder as I followed Kordell up the stairs.

As I reached the second floor, I realized that this a sequestered part of the Kappa House. On this level of the house, there were three bedrooms with fancy signs above each door. Looking at the “Vice Polemarch” sign above the door that Kordell was facing, I realized that this was Kordell’s room.

Kordell pulled a set of keys out of his back pocket and used one of the keys to open the door. He didn’t say anything. He held the door open for me, ushering me into his room. I walked into the room and sat at edge of the bed.

Kordell closed and locked his bedroom door. He turned around and began to take off his red shirt and the tank top that he had on under it, revealing his athletic, muscular build. I couldn’t help but stare at him in awe. I hadn’t seen him a minute, he was looking GOOD.

“So, can you explain to me why you’ve been on campus for five weeks and you haven’t said a word to me?” Kordell said, folding his arms and furrowing his eyebrows.

I sat there, stunned. I don’t know what I’d expected but I wasn’t expecting him to start off so strong.

“I-I don’t know. I didn’t think that—“ I started before he cut me off.

“That’s right, you didn’t think. You’re trying to pledge my fraternity in the Spring and you thought you weren’t going to speak to me?” He said, walking up to the edge of the bed.

“Woah, chill. You’re the one that switched up on me. You’re the one that went to college and became an asshole, someone I didn’t recognize anymore” I said, standing up and raising my voice slightly.

“You know what, you’re right.” Kordell said, cracking a smile, throwing me off. I looked down to his crotch, realizing that he was now hard. Was this nigga still feeling me?

“Anyways, I heard through the grapevine that you thought that you were just going to slide through our chapter’s pre-pledge process without ever speaking to me. You know that shit’s dead, right?” Kordell said, slowly inching towards me.

“That’s not true. I’m here, talking to you now, so doesn’t that count for something?” I said, scooting backwards on the bed.

“Nah, you’ve had five weeks to speak to me. So now, we gotta figure something out because if I have my way, you ain’t gonna have the votes to get picked up for the Spring line.” Kordell said, smirking.

“The fuck you mean?” I asked, not expecting this conversation to head in this direction.”

“Listen, I tried to squash this beef shit with you a good year ago, but you blocked me on everything. So now, you gonna have to work harder for these letters.” Kordell said as he gripped crotch. I could now see the clear outline of his hard dick. As crazy as it sounds, I was turned on. I was upset that he was blackmailing me, but I couldn’t help but be turned on.

“You gotta me fucked up!” I said, scooting further back on his bed. This only made Kordell approach the bed with a sinister smile on his face.

“You want my vote? You gonna earn this shit tonight.” Kordell said, rubbing the outline of his dick.

“Kordell, can we talk about this shit?” I said as my own dick began to get hard. As much as I was turned on, I hated the idea of us doing anything under these circumstances.

“Nah, ain’t no talking. I tried to reach out to your ass last year before you came down here and you ignored that shit. The only thing I want you to do with those lips is wrap them around this dick.” Kordell said, laughing.

“You think I won’t tell my brother about this sinister homo shit you’re trying to do?” I said, scooting back until I reached his headboard.

“You think I care? Niggas have done worse in this house than suck some dick to earn their letters so like I said…the time to talk is over.” Kordell said, laughing to himself. ”This is fucked up, you think no one’s going to notice that you’re not downstairs?” I said, trying to get out of here. ”Ain’t nobody going to miss you and you ain’t a Kappa man so no one will be checking for you. Plus with the music blasting downstairs, no one is going to hear us.” Kordell said, rubbing his hands together. I sat there, stunned. I had inadvertently put myself in this position. “If you plan on earning my vote and the other brothers that don’t like how easily you got into the interest group, you might want to scoot your ass down to the edge of this bed and get to work.” Kordell said, grabbing his dick at the end of his statement. I saw that the impressive imprint of his dick became even more impressive, larger than before. I was temporarily mesmerized by the sight of his dick.

In a way, I felt defeated. I’d planned on hooking up tonight but I didn’t want to be forced to do it. Still, I knew Kordell was serious. I knew that he would make good on his promise to fuck me over if I didn’t do what he wanted me to do.

I scooted up to the front of the bed and found myself looking directly up at his crotch.

“Get off my bed and get on your knees, nigga.” He said. I then slid off the bed and got on my knees.

He then pulled down his pants and briefs and his dick popped out. He leaned in towards me and his dick came towards my face. My immediate reaction was to move away but Kordell wasn’t having it – he reached for the top of my head and pushed it down.

“You need to get your lips on this dick, Heem. You used to love this shit.” Kordell said, laughing as he guided his dick to my lips.

I did as I was told, feeling the tip of his dick enter my lips for the first time in a LONG time. I had to admit it to myself, I was turned on as he pushed himself into my mouth slowly. I did my best not to choke on his dick, I’d forgotten how thick it was.

Before I could get adjusted to having his dick in my mouth, Kordell grabbed the top of my head and pushed it down, sending the length of his dick well into my throat. I instantly felt tears coming to my eyes as I gagged on his dick. He started to thrust his dick in and out of my mouth continuously, his hips moving at an increasing speed and I did my best to not choke on his dick.

“Yeah nigga, get that shit wet.” Kordell moaned as he guided my head up and down his dick.

I couldn’t believe this was happening to me. It felt surreal and impossible that this was even happening…I thought I’d come here and squash whatever beef me and Kordell had and instead, I was on my knees with his dick in my throat. I was upset with the circumstances, but part of me thought “I may as well enjoy this shit.”

“You missed this dick?” Kordell taunted as I tried to handle having his dick lodged in my throat.

“Mmmhmmm” I moaned as he held my head down with one hand and the other was on his hip as he thrust his dick in and out of my mouth. My jaw was stretched to its limits. I felt my head getting light until out of nowhere, Kordell pulled out his dick of my mouth.

I gasped in relief as I was able to finally able to breath. He then smacked my face with his dick, slapping his hard dick against my lips.

“You didn’t have to do me like that!” I said as I coughed. Kordell simply laughed as he stroked his dick.

“Nigga, I went light on you. Plus, I just needed you to get my dick wet for the main course.” Kordell said.

“What do you mean by that?” I asked, having an idea of what he was alluding to.

“Boy, you know what I mean. It’s time for you to really earn my vote.” Kordell said, as he grabbed me by the arms and stood me up on my feet.

“Kordell, listen.” I said, grabbing his arms.

“I told you, ain’t no talking-“ he said but I interrupted him.

“Listen. I get it, you’re upset. I fucked up by ignoring you when you tried to clear the air between us. But I’m not with you forcing me to suck your dick and have sex. I was trying to get some dick tonight anyways so I’m ready if you’re down but I ain’t down to fuck with you like this. We got way too much history for you to feel like this is the only way you can get with me.” I said, hoping to ease the tension. I couldn’t have him going hard on my ass the way he’d been rough on my throat!

Kordell took a moment to think, before he replied.

“Okay. I hear you. You really pissed me off last year. I tried to apologize and make things right with you, and you ignored me. You then came here and avoided me like the plague…that really fucked with me. But my bad.” Kordell said.

“I’m sorry. We don’t even have to go back and forth about the past. We’re good? I asked him.

“We’re good, but you’re not getting my vote unless we can make up for lost time and get it in for old time’s sake?” Kordell said, smirking.

I’d prepared myself to take some dick tonight, so I was more than ready. I wasn’t expecting Kordell to be the source of me getting fucked but given the night’s events, it was a welcome turn of events.

“Nigga, let’s get it!” I said. He then began to remove his own clothes, practically getting naked in a few seconds. I tried to match his pace, unbuckling the belt of my jeans.

Kordell was impatient. He instantly turned me around and pushed me face down on his bed. With that, he gripped my waist and pulled my pants and briefs down. I moved my legs around (trying to help him remove my pants as I removed my shirt. We were both now naked.

Kordell lay behind me,taking both of his hands and bringing them to my ass.

“I’ve missed this ass, bruh.” He said as he slapped my ass and I cried out, in pleasure. The pleasure intensified as Kordell immediately dove his face into my ass, burying his tongue within my pink asshole. I moaned wildly as Kordell feasted on my hole, occasionally adding a finger or two. I found myself pushing my ass back to meet his tongue.

“Goddamn, Kordell!” I moaned loudly as he ate my ass like a professional.

“This ass taste good!” he said (temporarily coming up for air) as he fingered me, loosening me up in preparation of getting dicked down. I pushed myself back on his finger, anticipating the real deal.

When he was determined that I was loose enough for him, he removed his finger and scooted up against me, our bodies now aligned and his dick resting on my ass.

“You ready?” Kordell asked as he reached for a condom and a small container of lube. He placed the condom on his dick and added lube to his dick. He added some lube to my asshole and fingered me for a second. He then positioned the head of his dick against my loosened hole. I felt my asshole puckering…I was more than ready.

“Gimme that dick.” I said, pushing back on him.

“Hold still then.” Kordell said as he pressed his dick into my asshole. Once he applied enough pressure, his dickhead popped in. It felt so good to finally get some dick. The fact that it was coming from someone that I hadn’t talked to in two years made it even more hot.

Kordell pressed himself deeper into me. I breathed in deeply as I felt the length of his entire dick enter me. I felt tense as I  finally felt his six pack abs resting against my ass, telling me he’d fully entered me.

Kordell pushed his body weight against me and slowly thrust himself into me. I felt myself becoming more accustomed to having him in me…Kordell had a distinct stroke that I missed. I could feel every bit of his thick dick as it slid slowly out from my ass and back in.

I pushed ass back against him and he picked up pace. He gripped my hips and began to stroke my ass hard and deep, making me bite my lips to stifle my moans. Kordell was fucking me like a champ, hitting my spot. I was moaning loudly at this point, which made him fuck me harder.

“Fuck me Kordell!” I moaned, overcome with lust.

“Yeah ‘Heem, this is what you want, ain’t it” he said as he mercilessly drove his dick in and out of me, slapping my ass hard with each word.“

I continued to throw my ass back to meet his thrusts as he fucked me. At this point, I’d long forgotten about ‘reconciling’ with Kordell with my words, I figured that his dick and my ass was doing all the talking. The more he fucked me, the less I was able to think about everything that had gone down over the last two years.

“Aah, fuck me!” I moaned. I could feel my ass getting more wet with each thrust. I was enjoying the fucking when he suddenly pulled his dick out of me.

I turned around and looked at him. “what’s wrong?” I asked him.

He didn’t reply - he picked me up by the legs and flipped on to my back. He then pinned me down by my shoulders and arms. He used his legs to spread mine apart and I instinctively raised my legs and wrapped them around his back. He mounted me missionary style and carried on from where’d he left off.

“Don’t worry ‘Heem, I got you!” he said as he shoved his big dick back inside my guts and carried on with the aggressive fucking. With him above me, I couldn’t break eye contact with him. He was smiling – I couldn’t tell if it was lust or the feeling of revenge hiding behind his expression…to be honest, I didn’t give a fuck. I couldn’t hide the fact that I was enjoying this so it didn’t matter what he thought.

I squirmed under Kordell as his dick began to pulse inside of me. Every time his hips met my ass, I sank my fingernails deeper into his forearms,

“You like this dick, don’t you?” he said.

“Yes,” I heard myself respond. It didn’t make any sense to lie.

“That’s what I thought…you going to give me this ass whenever I ask for it? Kordell said, sending his dick deep into my ass.

“No, this is a one-time thing!” I moaned as I gripped his forearms tightly as he fucked me.

“If you want to get on this next line, you’re gonna be taking a lot of my dick. Tell me that you’ll give up this ass whenever I want it!” Kordell said,, gripping my waist and fucking me with all the force that he had, which sent me into a frenzy.

“Fine! You can fuck whenever-fuck! Oh-shit. Yes!” I replied, feeling his dick hit parts inside me that hadn’t been touched in a long time. At this point, Kordell was using his dick as a weapon, I couldn’t deny him what he wanted, He’d clearly wanted my ass in his life again and he was going to get it, by my choice or by force.

“Haha, I thought so little nigga.” Kordell said, smiling as he continued to fuck me. His voice was becoming raspy and uncontrolled and he started to grunt and moan loudly with each hard thrust he fucked me with. I moaned in response to what he was doing to me. I knew that we were both going to cum soon!

“I’m about to bust this nut soon!” Kordell announced.

“Cum, Kordell!” I whined and that’s when he slammed his body in me in massive surges and moaned “Here it comes!” loudly.

I felt him explode into the condom and he collapsed on top of me. I could feel his heavy breathing chest rise against me, our bodies soaked in sweat.

I caught my breathe, feeling exhausted from the fucking that had just taken place. I couldn’t believe what had just happened. I’d come here with the intentions of showing my face as a potential pledge and instead, I’d pledged to Kordell that I’d let him fuck me to earn his vote. Maybe he was joking.

Kordell remained on top of me, as he began to speak.

“So….we good?” he asked, smiling.

“I guess we’re good, if you’re good, then I am.” I said, looking up to him.

“Bet…so, about what I asked of you…” Kordell said, bringing up the elephant in the room.

“Yeah?” I asked, expecting him to tell me that he was joking.

“I was serious. Every potential pledge gets assigned to an older brother in the chapter…so expect to be hearing from me, a LOT. My sex drive is crazy, as you remember.” Kordell said, smiling. I was stunned. I couldn’t believe that he was serious.

“So wait, I have to let you fuck me and do whatever you say?” I said, as I lay there in disbelief.

“Essentially.” Kordell said.

“What kind of fucked up shit is this?” I said, feeling uncomfortable.

“You think them other niggas that are trying to join ain’t sucked a little dick or taken some dick these past few weeks? Hell, you think that I didn’t have to do some crazy shit to get these letters…? You better get with the program. You lucky…you’re already used to taking dick and at least you’ll be doing it with someone that gives half a damn about your.” Kordell said.

“This is so fucked up.” I said. At that moment, I realized something. The Kappa men were giving all the potential new pledges the same process that they themselves had gone through. My mind began to wander about if my brother had gone through the same exact thing and what all he’d been forced to do when Kordell interrupted my thoughts.