Maysilee (she/her). 20s. reader & writer. multifandom. college student. autumn enthusiast. avid coffee drinker. currently down the SotR rabbit hole and obsessed with figure skating.
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latest upload: bittersweet symphony chapter 7. it’s finally here! chapter seven of a multi-chapter Haymitch x tribute! reader story featuring looooots of angst & a pretend relationship
coming next: chapter eight of bittersweet symphony in august. when the sun hits, a fwb Haymitch x best friend! reader oneshot that showcases a darker side of Haymitch and a messy, complicated relationship in late july/early august
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An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jean Grey/Peter Parker, Jean Grey & Peter Parker
Characters: Peter Parker, Jean Grey
Additional Tags: Missing Scene, Spoilers for Movie: Spider-Man: Brand New Day (2026), Angst and Fluff, not friends not lovers not entirely siblings coded either but a secret fourth thing, Friendship, Friendship/Love, Character Study, Banter
Series: Part 1 of SpideyJean
Summary:
He notices how she’s nervously bouncing her foot, how her left hand is balled together so tightly on her knee that he can see the whites of her knuckles.
Without thinking about it, he reaches over, gently laying his hand on top of hers.
When her blue eyes find his, he freezes and he’s about to take his hand away again when she quietly says: „Thank you, Peter. You didn’t - you didn’t give up on me, even though you had every reason to. Even though I gave you every reason to.“ She grimaces, the far-away look in her eyes telling him that she’s deep in thought, probably reliving the same series of events he’s currently flashing through in his mind as well.
Or: A missing conversation between Peter and Jean at the end of the movie, before Jean leaves town ...
the Jean/Peter dynamic in BND intrigued me so much, I just had to write something for them ... I still haven’t made up my mind on whether I truly view them as a romantic ship or not, though the connection and chemistry between them is definitely there if you ask me 🤭
possibly hot take: i feel like peter and jean had more on-screen chemistry than peter and mj. and i hope they let peter and jean be closer! i've seen some posts insisting peter and jean have more sibling energy, which is fine, but tbh i got more deep, intimate, "i see you, and you see me" energy from it. it was really nice ngl.
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everyone else fighting over Rofia vs. Riara endgame, meanwhile I’m over here thinking about Rafe x Barry lol. Which, I’m like 99% sure won’t happen, but wouldn’t it be so fun if it did?
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okay, but what about Kook princess reader x pathetic, down bad! (frat boy era) Rafe?? like, they’ve been hooking up for a while and there’s this obvious tension between them and Rafe is down bad for her, but she doesn’t want anyone to know that they’ve got something going on? sort of a he fell first and harder and she feels nothing/he feels everything vibe? also I’m thinking of maybe making the reader Topper‘s sister, just for some added drama 🤭
no, but I’ve seriously got so many ideas for Rafe fics right now, someone please tell me where to find the time to write them all 😩
thinking about writing a Rafe fic based on Why’d you only call me when you’re high? because that song just screams Rafe to me and I do love me an angsty fic 🤭 (currently thinking: pogue reader, enemies with benefits, probably a no treasure hunt au though I’m not decided on that yet, and a deliciously painful mix of angst and smut??)
Rafe loves taking you out to the Country Club … 18+; MDNI! featuring: boyfriend!Rafe, agoraphilia/risk play, semi-public sex, hints of praise kink, overstimulation seriously, this is literally just smut with no plot whatsoever
„Stop squirming.“
The words, whispered into your ear, accompanied by Rafe’s lips grazing the sensitive skin of your neck, don’t really have the desired effect.
Really, how does he expect you to just stop squirming when you’re sitting in his lap, his hands on your waist firmly holding you in place, his strong, muscular chest pressed against your back, his erection-
You close your eyes and bite down hard on your lip, but a soft, breathy moan still escapes you.
So, he’s allowed to roll his hips up into you, to deliberately brush his erection against your back, but he somehow expects you to hold still, good girl, I know you can do it-
„That’s it.“
Rafe’s voice is strained, filled with desire and it’s all you can do to not turn around in his arms and kiss him senseless.
„Rafe, I-“
He kisses your neck, the gesture seemingly all sweet and innocent, but his hand traveling down your waist beneath the table is anything but.
Squeezing your eyes shut, you try tell to yourself to be cool, be normal, to not make any noise so as to not inadvertently draw the attention of the other patrons of the Country Club to Rafe and you.
Rafe chose a table at the far end of the terrace, and no one’s sitting in your close vicinity, but still - the wrong movement or a noise that’s just a tad too loud could clue anybody in on the fact that you’re not just innocently sitting in Rafe’s lap, but that his hand is playing with the seam of your sundress instead, that his erection is pressing against your back-
„Shh, I know you can be quiet for me.“
His words are a challenge in and of themselves, but then you can feel his fingertips on the inside of your thighs, inching ever closer to where you really need them, were you so desperately want him to touch you.
Still, you can’t help the soft whimper that escapes you when he rolls his hips again, grinding his erection against you again at the same time as his fingers brush innocently against your aching core, already wet and aching and desperate for his touch.
„Look at you“, he murmurs and you don’t need to turn around and look at him to know that he’s smirking that infuriating smirk of his. „No underwear? Shit, angel, I might start thinking that this was your plan all along …“
You bite down hard on your lip, but still, another whimper escapes you and you can feel Rafe smirking against your neck where he leaves another deceivingly innocent kiss, right as his fingertips brush over you core again. The touch featherlight and teasing, leaving you wanting, aching for more.
„Rafe, please-“
And you only need to close your eyes to imagine it: the pleased, self-satisfied look in his eyes as he looks up at you, his head between your thighs, your fingers tangled in his hair. His lips grazing your sensitive skin. Tell me how much you want it, angel.
Rafe’s always been pretty vocal, but what he loves even more is how vocal you are - or rather, the mumbling, incoherent, moaning mess he manages to turn you into.
Usually, you’re so self-assured and confident, so well-put together, but sometimes you feel as though it only needs one intense, all-consuming kiss from Rafe, paired with his possessive touch on your waist, his hands slowly, teasingly, wandering lower and lower, to turn you into an awkward school-girl with a crush, barely able to string together coherent sentences whenever you so much as look at him, see the look in his blue eyes, the wanting, the yearning-
Just then, he gives you what you want or at least a taste of it, his fingers rubbing over your clit again, though the touch is rougher, more intentional this time.
Trying to suppress a moan, you bite down hard on your lip. Of course, Rafe immediately doubles down, his fingers rubbing over your clit in a fast, unforgiving rhythm.
„Fuck, angel, you’re so wet“, he says, his voice rough and strained.
„Rafe-“
You immediately trail off when you see a waiter coming your way.
Leave, please, just leave, you think desperately, pondering about how you must look like a mess, cheeks flushed, your eyes glossy. And Rafe’s hand under the table, his fingers rubbing your clit just barely hidden from view-
At first, you don’t even notice Rafe lifting his other hand from where it was on your waist, but then you can feel his posture changing, can feel him sitting up straighter. Surely, he’s not doing what you think he’s doing, is he?
„Waiter, over here please.“
Oh, you’re going to kill him. You are so going to kill him-
Just then, Rafe’s fingers enter you. He’s not soft or teasing about it anymore, repeatedly pumping into you with his pointer and middle finger, while he keeps his thumb on your clit, steadily applying pressure.
Oh fuck.
Oh fuck, fuck, fuck.
You’re so screwed.
You barely even notice the waiter coming towards your table, because the heat in your core is building and building-
„What can I get you, Mr. Cameron?“
The cold metal of Rafe’s signet ring repeatedly grazes your sensitive skin, the added stimulation driving you crazy as always. And you know that Rafe knows how much you love his signet ring, how crazy it drives you to feel it against your skin-
„Another whiskey on the rocks, please. And you wanted another Cosmopolitan, right, angel?“
Rafe increases the pace of his fingers even more and you’re beyond grateful for the 90s grunge music playing in the background, hopefully covering the noises of your little under the table action. You’re biting down so hard on your lips that you can feel the coppery taste of blood on your tongue, just praying that no moan or sigh escapes you, but you’re defenseless against the squelching noises Rafe always elicits from your core.
In and out, he’s curling his fingers, repeatedly hitting that sweet spot-
Somehow, miraculously, you manage to pull yourself together to nod and say „Yeah, that’s right.“ Your voice sounds breathy and unusually high-pitched, but you don’t care, not when Rafe keeps hitting that sweet spot inside you, not when the pressure inside is building and building.
The waiter nods, jotting down your order, but instead of leaving, his eyes fixate on you with a concerned expression. „Hey, are you alright?“
Rafe’s signet ring grazing your sensitive skin-
His thumb rubbing over your clit, continuously applying pressure-
His fingers entering you in a brutal pace-
His erection, still pressing against your back-
And you know, even before you open your mouth to answer the waiter what is going to happen.
„Totally, just a bit exhausted“, you say, right as Rafe once again rolls his hips into you. „Nothing to worry“, you add, right as he thrusts his fingers in particularly deep.
Somehow, you manage not to whine loudly.
Somehow, you manage to hold on, coiled like a spring, watching as the waiter tells you that he’ll be back with your drinks in a moment before he finally, finally turns around again and walks away.
And then, right as the waiter walks out of your sight of view, right as Rafe hits that spit inside you again, you let go.
Dizzying, white-hot pleasure overtakes you, and you slump back against Rafe, twisting around in his arms, trying to muffle the soft, breathy moans escaping you by burying your face into the soft fabric of his blue polo shirt.
Rafe doesn’t let up though, continues to rub your clit and to pump his fingers in and out of you as your orgasm washes over you.
„Rafe-“
„Shh, angel, I know you can do it“, he whispers, coaxing a second, somehow even more intense orgasm from you.
„Fuck“, you whimper, winding your arms around Rafe’s neck, holding on for dear life as the dizzying, white-hot pleasure overtakes you.
In the background, Kurt Cobain croons about how he’ll take advantage while you hang him out to dry. Fitting.
You’re not quite sure how long it takes you to come down from your high - you just know that Rafe is there through it all, the sweet nothings he whispers into your ear, accompanied by his gentle, soft touches, guiding you through it.
After, you finally manage to lift your head up from his shoulder, meeting his blue eyes. „I’m going to kill you for that, Rafe“, you say, probably sounding and looking as threatening as a lost little puppy.
Rafe just smirks. „Sure you will, angel.“
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Rafe x Nirvana is genuinely so buzzy to me, someone please stop me-
I'm currently rewatching Outer Banks to prepare for season 5 (and because I originally kind of clocked out during season 3, but anyways), and the urge to write something for Rafe is getting stronger and stronger ... like, yes, I would definitely not want to be with a man like that in real life, but that's why we have fanfic, right? 🤭
I've got a few ideas for some (smutty) blurbs and also a vague idea for a longer, multi-chapter childhood best friends to strangers/enemies to friends to lovers again, where Reader grew up on Figure Eight and was childhood best friends with Rafe, but then her family had to move away and she returns to the OBX years later (during or post the events of season 2 I'm thinking) and the Rafe she meets now is not at all the shy but troubled kid she remembers from her childhood ...
I've also got a vague idea for a Rafe x JJ's (little) sister reader, where maybe the reader works at the country club and JJ has told her repeatedly to stay away from Rafe and the rest of the Kooks, but she's growing increasingly frustrated with JJ never really including her in any of the Pogue shenanigans and then one night after her shift ends, she runs into a distressed Rafe ... (I'll most likely ignore the canon ages of the characters for this one)
sooo, would anyone be interested in any of these fic ideas? 👀
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