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Younger Mary would be proud

She’d be proud that I’m no longer scaring friends with my moods

She’d be proud of the decisions I’ve made for myself

She’d understand why I didn’t accomplish some of my lifelong goals yet

She’d understand that I am doing what I need to do to get where I’m destined to be

She’d be happy to see my relationship

She’d be happy to see these memories I now have to hold forever

She’d anticipate the many more

She’d also anticipate the future

She’d get too up in her head and begin to destroy the foundation she is making

She’d get too worried about what everyone has up in their head about her

But she didn’t know that she can be the person to remind herself that she can be proud of herself

She didn’t know she could create such a wonderful life with her persistence

She didn’t know one day she’d change all her plans but the change was all her decision

She didn’t know she deserved help

She deserved help. I deserve help.