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• sexual arousal.

and you say, you know, you know, you know but i know that you don't, you don't, you don't cause if you did, you'd really try if you did, you'd really try to let all that die

'Ought I to send this letter--I doubt it.  But there--it is best to understand.  Au revoir.' 

and then you'll be stoned in some park, just nodding your head and pinching your arms

Nietzsche

She wants me, she'll swim for it.

So basically, I live in two worlds.  One world is the universe and the other is human consciousness.  The universe tells me nothing.  My human consciousness perceives the universe and tries to understand.  From what I have gathered life's purpose is to exist and experience.  The universe exists separate from human consciousness.  It has no emotions, no values, no purpose.  The concept of value exists solely in human consciousness.  In a world without value the only things that still have some meaning are existence and experience.  This does not mean that human consciousness and value are worthless.  It means that we should not let our human worlds encompass us completely.  Our experience is not the objective truth.  [etc etc]

Just remember I loved you as long as I could.