A few weeks ago Ben posted a picture of me and him kissing together on instagram, to show everyone that we were in a relationship.
At the beginning everyone was really nice, I was glad and relieved that his fans had excepted me but that didn't last long. It began all innocent by some of them saying that I was fat or wasn't pretty and that Ben could do better.
But more and more people begun saying those things under every thing i posted. The only thing under all my instagram posts where hate of his fans saying all these nasty things about me. At some point some of them even started sending dm's with deadthreaths, that they wished I was dead or never existed.
Ben warned me that not everyone was gone be nice to me and some of his fans would hate on me. But I never expected to be it this hard and I never thought that some one could be this mean.
Everthing i posted was something that they could hate on, then it was my face that I should wore more make up, or then it was my body that I wasn't skinny enough or I was not pretty enough for Ben. There was always something that wasn't good enough for them, if you get so much hate you start to believe it yourself.
How was I ever good enough for Ben, I wasn't some kind of model I was just a random girl from a little town nothing more. He deserves way better. So thats when I couldn't handle it anymore, they where right.
You were packing your suitcase you tried to pack as much as you could, but it was to much to take with you all at ones so you had to come back later.
You lived with Ben in his appartment, 2 years ago you moved in with him, you couldn't wait to move in with your boyfriend. Ben was the best thing that ever happened to you.
Ben was training right now so you could leave without any trouble. Ben had noticed that you were more distand lately but he thought that you were stressed out of work.
His training was over so he came back home only to find out that is girlfriend wasn't home, all here clothes were gone he was confussed but thats when he found a note on the kitchen counter.
You were the best boyfriend I ever had and I couldn't wish for anything better. It's not your fould but it's me, I can't handle the hate it's to much for me and you deserve way better. You deserve some one who can handle your fame and who isn't so insecure about them selfs. But i break up with you.
I love you and I am so sorry x Y/N
He was shocked and couldn't believe it you had left him and when realization hit him his heart broke into pieces. He loved you so much and he hated himself for not seeing that you were so hated by his fans.
You went bake to his appertment to get your last stuff, you were standing infront his door. Suddenly you got very nervous to see Ben, you where scared that he was mad at you. But you had to get your stuff, so you knock on the door.
A few seconds later Ben opens the door. he doesn't look good, his eyes are red from crying earlier, it looks like he hasn't showerd since the day you'd left. He didn't say anything and waited for you to say something.
"I came to get my last stuff" you said and he nodded and let you in. you grapped your last things and wanted to walk out of the house but a soft voice stopped you.
"wait Y/N" Ben said you turned around and looked him in the eyes, his eyes full of sorrow and hurt. "why didnât you just told me that you got so much hate" Ben said "I-I donât know" you told him "I could have helped you" Ben said and you stay silent "please let me help you" Ben said and you started to cry softly, he took you in a hug and you felt save in his arms.
You cried in his arms and you stayed there for a while in completly silence until he began to speak up. "Iâve missed you so much Y/N please let me help you, I canât live without you" he said "Iâm just so afraid of what they are gonna say" you said still sobbing into his arms "it doesnât matter what they say the only thing that matters is us, we will get through this together" Ben said "I missed you to and Iâm so sorry for hurting you Ben" you said and he give you a kiss on your forehead.
"I love you and please promes me that youâll never leave me again" Ben said looking deaply into your eyes "I promise" you said looking back in his eyes not much later you shared a passionate kiss. "I love you too" you said.
The rest of the night you two watch a movie while cuddling in each others arms.
You two were wathing a movie while cuddling in each others arms, you had fallen asleep in Ben's arms. Ben was still upset about the fact that his fans were so mean to his girlfriend so he decided to post a picture and say something about it.
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benchilwell Iâm in love with this girl and I canât understand why you would hate her. Sheâs literally the best thing that happened to me and it hurts me, that my fans have hatted on her so much that she doubted our relationship and her self. Sheâs a strong and beautiful woman and Iâm glad that I can call her my girlfriend<3 @y/nusername
@y/nusername: Ahw this made me cry𼺠I love you so much benjiâ¤ď¸
I didnât know if it should be a happy or a sad ending but it turned out to be a happy ending. What do you think? I donât really know how I feel about this. Please let me know if there are any mistakes!
