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During 7th grade I started eating less until in 8th grade where I started going on multiple day long fasts and I did loose weight

I had this one guy I liked we talked a lot and I know this sounds stupid but I wanted to be skinny for him and I did get skinny

He didn't like me more tho

When we had a class trip it made me realise that it didn't matter if I was skinny or fat he wouldn't like me more

After the trip ended j decided to stay in that city and go out alone

I really like going out alone

I hadn't eaten in 2 days I was unmedicated and with the last 20€ I had left I bought a pack of purple vogues and a Lana CD

Made me think as I sat at the train station waiting for my miserable life to end