高嶺の花

again i don’t think it matters/hardly anyone cares but about a week ago i posted that i’ll be going on an indefinite hiatus. as it stands now though I don’t think I’ll be returning to this blog for a whole mix of reasons, among the main ones being a lack of confidence in my muse and just a general feeling of not feeling welcome/liked. i’ve removed myself from that one discord server that so many of the people around here are in too bc of this feeling. these feelings actually stemmed from being on there lmao due to some instances... probably just me being a baby that overreacts but whatever it still ended up making me very upset/uncomfortable. anyway have fun i hope y’all can find someone that isn’t annoying and stupid and doesn’t post disturbing shit bc they think it’s funny and all that. catch me on twitter continuing to be cursed and crying abt video games/ships. peace

i don’t believe this matters much since i haven’t been super active recently anyway but i think i’m going on hiatus here. there’s some stuff that got me feeling really upset recently and on top of that i’ve been feeling physically ill. there’s always the issue of not feeling confident in my writing and interpretation of rohan, which of course is a factor here too but ultimately i haven’t felt up for writing much of anything substantial recently (as in longer threads, so i’d say this extends to discord rps and fanfiction too). i might do the occasional one-liner as those don’t require much effort and are actually pretty fun, but for now that’s all i see, sorry. i don’t know how long this will last. maybe a couple days? a week? a few weeks?  idk. we’ll see. for now i’ll just label it as indefinite.