𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒆.

so yeah, i guess this was kinda expected considering how MIA i’ve been lately, but trust me when i say this wasn’t what i had in mind.   truth be told, i’ve kinda postponed taking this decision for a while, because i really wanted to be here, to do drafts, all that jazz.   the thing is, life HAPPENS.   i’m really focusing on my course, because i want this to be MY year (actually next year, but it all depends on what i do in 2016), i basically only go home to eat and sleep, which means i hardly have time or the energy to sit down and be here.   most importantly, and it kinda pains me a little to admit this, but it feels good to have a life outside this site.   to have real life friends that care for me and i care back, that are willing to spend their afternon trying to make me understand a subject or something.   like one of my favorite quotes says, life doesn't stop for anybody.

i’m not going to say this is a permanent decision because i have no idea what might happen in a couple months.   maybe i can go back here, even if just for the weekends, maybe i’ll be gone forever, who knows?   the only thing i can guarantee is that i really cannot commit to roleplaying right now, and i’d hate to keep logging here to say that i’m going to be online, end up not doing it at all and disappointing any of you.   god knows how much i hate when this happens to me.

and, in case this is my last chance to say this, please, please, go cherish your real life as much as we all cherish the life we have online.   sometimes we meet people here that mean a lot more than the ones we have to deal daily, but that doesn’t mean you won’t meet other nice people or that you have to spend more than half of your day sitting down in your room.   real friends, whether next to you or three timezones away, shall understand.   also, stay away from abusive people!!!!   your life and health is much more important than theirs, especially if they make you feel awful.

you may find me on my skype (still got it downloaded on my phone so. just don’t expect a quick answer bUT I SHALL REPLY U AS SOON AS I CAN I PROMISE. btw, if you feel like plotting or just talking about our characters, just dO IT. im leaving bc i dont have time bUT I STILL GOT LOTS OF MUSE FOR EDYTHE) which is masochisticlioness. i also have imessage, snapchat, fb and my personal blog, feel free to message if you want any of them, alright?

now to the shoutouts! (bc u know, if this is my last chance, imma make this as long as dicaprio’s speech) don’t worry bc the personal ones shall be under the read more, but this one needs to be right here so anyone can see.   but i want to give a huge THANK YOU to the twilight fandom for being so welcoming and nice to me.   i had a terrible experience in a previous fandom and i came here not expecting much to be quite honest, only hoping you’d all be at least somewhat nice to this sort of spin off from the original saga, and i’m still surprised by the whole thing.   it still means a lot and i want you all to keep being this awesome.   y’all rock ❤

i know i said i’d be here on the weekend but i had a birthday party yesterday and today we are going to celebrate my stepfather’s bday bc no one can com here tomorrow, so i apologize for my absence this week. 

i promise i’ll try my best to do a couple of replies and starters through the week, but please understand my classes are back and i really want to get into my dream uni this year, so that’s my main focus. nonetheless, feel free to talk to me on skype, alright?