Being emotionally numb except when it comes to that femme I like. She makes me feel so many things. Both positive and negative emotions. But at least I feel something. Maybe that's why I need her so bad. Without her I will just die.

If i say i'm in love with you, it means i love you, but i also hate you. I love you when you're thinking of me. I love you when you're dressing up to impress me. I love you when you open your legs for me and beg me to enter you. That's why i hate that i have to hate you. I hate you because you make plans with your friends. Why am i not invited? I hate you because you didn't tell me about it. I hate you when you're not picking up the phone or replying to my texts. Why am i not aware of your whereabouts? Why do you refuse to listen to me? Tell me what i already know. You don't love me.

Need me a femme without any dreams or aspirations. All she wants in life is to be my personal fuckdoll. She stays inside my apartment all day like a good girl waiting for me. Wears all the cute slutty outfits I've bought for her. And she lets me fuck her whenever I want to and for as long as I want to.

Dating me means your friends are going to tell you you're making a mistake. They will call me bad for you. They will call me possessive. But they don't know you like I do. Only I can take care of you. Only I can protect you. Only I love you. You need to stop talking to your "friends." They're only jealous of you. Because they know you're so loved by me. And I make you so happy. You only need me in your life.

Please don't be scared pretty girl. I was not following you around to scare you. I just wanted to make sure you got home safe. I'd never let anything happen to you my sweet delicate girl...