Not gonna lie, before that day I had always believed myself to be more attracted to boys, in the sense that I could not see myself marrying a girl. She changed that. I don't quite remember what she said but she had randomly texted me apologizing for essentially existing. She was fixed on the idea that she is a waste of oxygen or something, and that she doesn't deserve me and stuff.
well, ahah, wrong. The only reason I am no abnormally loving (platonically or not) to this girl is because she deserves it.
But back on topic. All throughout that conversation, I spoke to her with soft, assuring words and made it known to her that I did not think she was a nuisance. And slowly but surely, the idea of staying with this girl forever creeped into my mind.
This is when my rational thought takes over though. I have never even met her, but our 1 year anniversary of friendship is coming up soon. I have never held her but she in the most important person in my life. She is the person I daydream about and I don’t know what I would do without her.
Her vary existence and unconscious persuasion of my sexual preference are simple examples of how much of an impact she has on me.
She and she alone is the only person to have been in my contemplation of spending eternity with. If it had to be someone, I would want it to be her.
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