taeyong sideblog

“hmm, i think it’d be my loyalty for one. if you’re the kind of person who’s so... like.. easy to be friendly with --- i’ll be loyal and amazing to you. i’d also say i’m understanding? i want people to know that someone is there for them and can like.. be there for them when things get shit.”

what would you consider 2 of your negative traits ?

“ my self hatred. i’m not the best kind of person about all of my self love and stuff, even though i should be. i’d also say i’m quick to judge. that can turn me off of wanting to talk to people.”

a guilty pleasure of yours ? ( can be a tv show, song, food you love to eat, whatever ! )

“oh god, right now? i dived back into emo music and i’m really on a twenty one pilots kick right now.”

what’s a quality that you look for in a friend ?

“work, work, scandal, more work. i suppose it’s been okay. i’ve took time to myself when i need it, but the overworking is ridiculous. i can’t have more than 5 seconds to breathe.”

“do you believe the things you read online?”

“about myself? no. i know myself better than half of these gossip rags do. sometimes though, i find myself reading stuff about my friends and thinking like... oh shit really? that can’t be right.”

“do you second guess yourself?”

“most of the time, yeah. really, i’m just a kid who got thrust into this high pace world without really knowing what i was doing. i don’t know if i’m doing it well enough most of the time.”

“what lyrics do you relate to most right now?”

“ah, it’s a twenty one pilots one. um... if you need anyone, I'll stop my plans, but you'll have to tie me down and then break both my hands”

“what topics would you not want mentioned?”

i got to america early, hoping to have a decent break away before hand and avoid talking with the label; but as soon as they were off the plane it was instant phone calls. remember you’re our face in america yong. we don’t need any more scandals.

so what that means is avoid touching anything that’s going to make me happy for even a minor little time. i didn’t listen to my own thoughts. went straight up to the room got in contact with my us dealer and smoked the day away

i feel good. i don’t feel anxious i feel happy