Save My Heart

Check the answer to the last ask (since both talked about the same)

I’m sorry I don’t want to harm myself with something 100% unnecessary. People here drink so much that even between themselves they admit that when they go out, they don’t even have a good time with each other. They just drink till they don’t know what they’re doing anymore, till they vomit and till they pass out. They’re not responsible and have no respect because they’re out super late and feel like they have the right to go screaming down the road, waking everybody up. And if someone gives them a warning even in a caring way, like “hey, I’m worried about you, please don’t drink so much”, they say they are not their parents. That’s not healthy for anyone. I have the right to choose the people I want to be around and I would rather stay away from people like this. Same with smokers, if that makes you feel any better. I don’t want those habits near me. It bothers me. I don’t need to feel even more excluded or to put myself in danger. Those are not the people I want to be with. I don’t want to see people destroying themselves and others with these kind of thing. Because I know there will always be that one day when even the usally “responsible” drinker will ignore their limits and that’s nothing but trouble. I don’t want to be near people who need to drink to change their personality, because that can happen even someone isn’t necessarily drunk. That doesn’t solve anything. I just stay away, okay? It’s not like I give them a lecture, I just distance myself. I don’t go out calling them names for the choices they’ve made, but I’m not forced to deal with it either. I’m polite about it, like, I never said to anyone things like “I don’t like you because you drink”, I just don’t go and interact with those people. I don’t like it, but I don’t insult people. Honestly, it’s their problem. I already have enough health problems, so I don’t need to create more for myself. Seeing people waste their health like that bothers me and that won’t change. That’s how I feel. I was being honest in that post, I’m not a liar. Different things bother different people, right? I don’t really care how much someone drinks, but no, I don’t want to be there when they drink or if they do it. That’s the best for myself and no, I’m not being selfish, I’m actually worried about myself for once. If it makes me uncomfortable, if I don’t like it, I don’t have to deal with it. I won’t ask anyone to change either. I do what I want, they do what they want, and everyone goes their separate ways. Easy. And trust me, I can accept lots of things, but this is one of the exceptions. It’s not a question of maturity either, as if kids weren’t almost born knowing all of these things. I’m not a child for wanting to distance myself from alcohol or sexual themes (I’m asexual). Both make me feel uncomfortable. For me, that’s what matters the most. I have to protect myself from the things that make me feel bad and if I have to leave this account and the game, I’m doing it. I already said so, so there’s no need to be like this. My opinion will remain the same, no matter what you say.

Okay.

Thank you, honestly, but I feel like it’s useless to say anything else. I’m not changing my mind, people can say whatever they want. If I get hate, it wouldn’t be the first time, so I’m used to it. I’ve been playing the game since 2012 and it wasn’t like this before, or else I would have given up on it a long time ago. Let people insult me or whatever, that stuff doesn’t mean anything to me. I like being how I am and I’m not changing that because people want to try and “prove me wrong”. Go ahead, haters, waste your time. I was done with the subject when I wrote that first post and I already left this blog, so there’s no point. I know that opinions are not allowed in this website, but I was tired of being quiet. I was ready to be hated when I posted that, so I couldn’t care less.

I'm actually 19 (the age in my sidebar is not mine, it's how I see my Candy). And I said I don't hang out with people who drink, I never said they shouldn't drink, I just don't wan to be near those people and that's my choice, jist like they decide to drink. I'm sorry for not liking to be pressured and having to deal with the smell of alcohol and people who lost all the control over themselves because of it. I don't want those people near me, I'd rather be alone. It makes me uncomfortable, so I don't have to deal with it. You are the one who needs to grow up and accept that are people whith different opinions and that are lookin for other things for themselves.

I actually wasn’t expecting anyone to agree with me, so thank you for the support! We shouldn’t be afraid to speak up as long as we aren’t complaining for no reason.  I understand that, for some, this might not be that big of an issue, but being on this side of the situation is really unpleasant.

I know no one cares about my rant, but in case someone else is feeling like me, I want them to know they are not alone.

I don’t even know why I wrote this, since no one cares, but I don’t think it would be right to leave without a warning. So... that’s it.