try to be better; every day.

           “Trust me, if I knew — I’d tell you.”

"        I know... I know.." Margareth sighed. "I'm just... I'm being paranoid."

          This was really wrong— this was really, incredibly, terribly wrong.. but so right at the same time. Jaden was told as soon as he started his job to not have any romantic relations whatsoever with a student, yet here he was— something about Margareth had him undeniably attracted to her. As soon as the bell rang, he sent her a knowing glance as he waited for his other students to exit the classroom. 

            She couldn't wait this lesson to be over, but her friend was constantly taling to her, something about party this weekend. It was really had to keep focused when someone doesn't know how to shut up. That's why she was just smiling counting in her head and as soon as the bell rang she looked at the boy and said "Bye, I have to stay and write that paper..." Then she just looked at Jaden knowing they won't be doing anything proper.

When the girl said yes, he grinned as he pet the dog gently and kissed the top of his head. “Look at him. He’s already so well behaved. I think he’s gonna like living here. But I promise I just didn’t take him from some little boy. He was sitting all by himself at the park, so I waited a bit before taking him.” He said with a proud grin as he pet the dog once again before watching him sniff all around. 

          "Yeah, well behaved, I'm really curious how long it's gonna take him to pee on our carpet." Margareth looked at the dog, pet was really cute but she wasn't sure how the owner is going to react for the fact that they're keeping the dog in here. They had to find that dog a good home soon. "Okay, okay. But our bedroom is out of his reach."

1x03/1x19

            Not only was he confused but he was also hurt. The fact alone that hasn’t told him the reason for her leaving was killing him inside — not that he exactly wanted to know the answer. “But why?" he asks, that simple question with a not so simple answer. "Did I do somethin’ to hurt you? Can’t we just… talk?" he had taken a few steps closer to her by now and the plead in his voice indicated just how desperate he was to keep her around. Seeing her leave would kill him inside; that’s something he’s just not ready for.

           Wasn't it better for him if she stays quiet about the reason why she's leaving? Margareth knew he cares about her, he would want to make her stay, try to protect her, what wasn't that simple. What if he would get hurt? It was the last thing she wanted; see him being hurt because of her. But what if she was hurting him right now? By not telling him the truth? Shedidn't know what to do. That's why she was standing there next to their bed trying to focus on her plan.  "         No. Of course not! You didn't do anything wrong..." Margareth said panicked, grabbing his hand trying to show him it's all about her. 

"So I come home to see you’re all packed and ready to leave out of the blue —— were you plannin’ on telling me you were leavin’ or was I suppose to play twenty questions with myself?" Already tears were brimming the lids of his ocean blues.

           It wasn't that easy, she had a really complicated past she never really talked about. Maybe because she felt ashamed? It's not like she didn't want to tell him because she didn't trust him. It was... Really messed up, and for once she wanted to have a normal relationship. That's why she was keeping it away from him. And it was actually a really good decision, till everything screwed up. He found her. Her exboyfriend who had obsession over her found her and she didn't feel safe anymore. How she didn't know, she didn't even want to know. She didn't only change her name, but also ran thousands of miles away just to hide from him, and now...? Now she wasn't safe, nor her boyfriend. "It's not like that..." She whispered seeing her boyfriend in the door. It had to look terrible. She packed her stuff in an hour and now she was ready to leave. "I have to leave.."