Counting Down the Days
Tomorrow is my last day at my current job and it is bittersweet. I don't feel like it is really over because I am contracting for them after I go so I guess I still feel connected?
I am (mostly) packed up. Only a few things remain to be packed and stored here as well as the clothes and other daily life things that I am bringing with me. Everything else is staying here at the house (his idea) and I will come back in May when the weather is better. (it is currently snowing a lot here and will snow more this week. Ugh).
Last night he told me he changed his mind and that I couldn't take Rio, our black lab/husky mix. She is my world and my rock and I was devasted. He only did it out of spite and to be cruel and we argued about it and finally said I could still take her. I shed a lot of tears.
He is keeping our yellow lab who is blind and diabetic. If I could I would take him too. I worry so much about him. But as he had both dogs before me, he is saying that they are his and he is "letting me have her."
I think that it is actually getting real for him and he is realizing that we will both be gone this weekend. Too bad. You had your chance.
My friends threw me a going away party on Saturday and it was so great. My coworkers are throwing one today after work. I feel so blessed to have worked with some great people here.
To new adventures...and being treated better!




















