Dom Son of kink family

Secretly I have always wished that I was a sissy girl and a complete faggot to men. Treated below them, obey orders, humiliated, and forced feminized into the sissy girls that I see on tumblr. I have always dated and been the man in the relationship, girls and guys. I have also always been a top, but it’s because sexually I wish that I was treated like the guy did me in this video. Written on, spit, slapped, treated below a real man, and locked in Chastity. Forced to become to girly faggot I’m too ashamed to be by doing dares and task in public gradually to humiliate me and show everyone the real sissy I really am, practicing at home, used by men, and humiliated by exposing me completely when they are done. I wish that my dick was a clit, and shrunk as small as it can go. Just being called a faggot and made fun of turns me on. I get aroused secretly painting my nails and wearing lipstick and panties at home. No one would guess the real faggot I am, and I am admitting it to a straight friend, letting him lock me, and help make me become the sissy girl and fag I admitted to him I really am. I’m nervous and scared, but being humiliated is the most turned on I have ever been, and will accept full exposure, and becoming a sissy girl completely. I want whored out, to be a urinal, and posted everyone on tumblr throughout the way so that I can never turn back, and they have blackmail to make sure I follow through all the way. I just live in the south and small gay community and have a great reputation as the boy next door. I have never been kinky, but I’m tired of faking who I really wish I was. I want to wear panties, I wanted stretched and fisted. I want locked until I finally cum like a sissy girl. I want pierced and tattoos like a tramp stamp and above my cage. I am not a real man, and I’m tired of faking not being the faggot I really am. I want to be a full sissy girl and fag. Fucked by men constantly, fisted, publicly humiliated, to drink real men’s piss constantly, clean toilets with my tongue, lick boots, written on, spit, whored out… ruined.