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this is like a bar banning alcohol 😒😒 im overly upset at this horrifying news.
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WATTPAD BANNED SMUT????????
THEY HIT THE PENTAGON WTFFFFFF 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
this is like a bar banning alcohol 😒😒 im overly upset at this horrifying news.

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we can’t ignore all these blk ppl dying in Mississippi
Yall tyriqs’s dump on instaaaaa😝🤭🫦 good lawd
Yes we love desperate tyriq !! I would love to see something where the reader overstimulates him, like he’s gotta tap out type 🤭
— ۶ৎ 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘥 • 𝘵𝘺𝘳𝘪𝘲 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴
tyriq had a long day and an even longer interview. you just wanted to take care of him. turns out taking care of him means watching him fall apart under your mouth until he has to tap out.
content warnings: smut abt best friends who are too in love to act normal about it. praise kink. dirty talk. tit fucking. nasty oral sex (m receiving); deep throating. messy head. spit + cum swallowing. overstimulation. tyriq whimpersing and tapping out.
word count: 2.5K
— ۶ৎ 𝙩𝙮𝙧𝙞𝙦 𝙭 𝙗𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙠𝙛𝙚𝙢!𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧
Can I request Cameron Cade smut where the reader is pissed and Cameron lets her use him to let off some steam but she ends up overstimulated him and he taps out? Please:)
fiery — tyriq withers.
pairing ⁀➷ cameron cade x black plus-size! reader.
synopsis ⁀➷ built up stress with no where to place it? cameron cade is here to help!
song of chapter ⁀➷ ‘use me’ by miguel & ‘the lead’ by flo.
word count + warnings ⁀➷ 18+ content, nsfw content, no minors allowed!! foul language, pissed! reader, helpful! cameron, mentions of roommate and shared friend, flirting, kissing, sexual activity, p in v, riding, overstimulation, creampie.
a/n — here you are anon! i liked this one a whole lot, especially as someone who be stressed the hell out all the time.😭 this was perf! hope you enjoy!!
‘i’ll take the lead.’
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“damn, y/n, you straight?”
cameron hears you before he can even see you.
the uproarious sound of your feet stomping through the apartment hallways mixed with the agitated fumbling of your house keys were only warning signs to how pissed off you were. it’s when you burst through the house like a burglar on the run, that cameron realizes how serious your attitude was right now.
and the sight of him seated so calmly in the middle of your best friend’s couch only irritated you off just a smidgen more. you exhale harshly, not wanting to take your anger out on this innocent guy. he hadn’t done anything to you, simply a bystander to all the nonsense going on in your life.
sliding off the silver metallic and black nike vomero gym shoes that were on your feet, you quickly put away your tote bag and oversized gray hoodie, preparing to march right past cameron before he stops you in your steps.
“aye, y/n…” he calls, turning down the volume to whatever tv show he was currently watching. you weren’t sure what it was, but from the sounds of the television cast bickering, you could somewhat tell it had been reality tv related. “you walking fast as hell, where you going?”
you turn on the heels of your sock clad feet, shrugging your shoulders once as you begin to say something. “i’m going upstairs, probably about to take a nap, i’m fucking exhausted.”
and cameron could almost let that answer be, but the deep pinch in your thick eyebrows paired along terribly with the prominent scowl on your face. today was not your best.
cameron hadn’t seen you like this before.
albeit, he’d only recently started coming around, as he and your best friend / roommate had some type of friendship going on as they worked together throughout the week at the local restaurant down the street. he spent some of his off days over here watching tv and searching through the cabinets for something to snack on.
most times you didn’t mind—hell, some days you hardly even seen him, as you usually came home later in the evening right before cameron was leaving out the door. you two shared very few words. the usual hi and bye to one another as you brushed past to get to your area of the apartment. the last thing on your mind was a conversation with him after you’d been drug through the mud at work.
“you aight? ain’t nobody been fuckin’ with you, have they?”
you snort softly in response, laughing for the first time all day. “if they are, what are you going to do about it, cameron?”
“imma fuck them up, stop playin wit me’,” cameron shifts around on the comfortable hunter green sofa set you and your roommate went half on, allowing you space to sit beside him. “come sit.”
you’re hesitant, looking towards the direction of your room, as being in your bed sounded much more relaxing right now. “cameron, i’m sorry, but i really want to lay down. my day has been so fucking long and i—“
“you don’t want to tell me about it?”
it didn’t sound terrible—having someone to express the feelings you’d been fighting with for weeks now. you spent a lot of time on your own, as keeping relationships with others while working diligently seemed almost impossible. you often scribbled down your feelings into a journal, but were only able to express yourself so much on the lined pages.
you take cameron up on his offer.
this was your home after all, you’d sit anywhere you very well pleased to, with or without the permission of your roommates sexy ass friend. it’s no secret—any being with working eyeballs would vouch for the handsomeness of the 6 foot something, cinnamon skin toned, dimple smiled, soft eyed and boyishly charming cameron cade. you thought he was cute, but that was all. your mind didn’t drift to any further territory and if it had, you quickly put things back where they belonged.
…or at the very least you tried to.
you sat with your feet tucked underneath your rear end, both hands in the air, as you animatedly expressed the passing weeks to cameron. you’d told him all about the annoying customers at the call center you worked at, told him how nosy and sneaky your coworkers had been, vented about the landlord raising the price of your shared rent and you’d even explained some frustration with your own family and the mess they had going about.
cameron listened in silence, nodding his head and humming softly after you’d finished a heated sentence, just to let you know that you had his undivided attention. he didn’t mind listening to you rant, as he knew how challenging things could be during these times. cameron came from the same humble backgrounds as you had and knew the struggles of providing for yourself while still trying to live a healthy, regular adult life.
“damn, y/n,” cameron blows air from his lips, pushing forward on the couch after you’ve finished ranting. “i see why your attitude so fucked up.”
you laugh once more, shaking your head as he makes you burst into that full belly laugh that cause your stomach to hurt. “yeah, i try to roll with the punches and brush the shit off, but it gets hard sometimes.”
dipping a fork into the decadent chocolate mousse treat you’d bought a few days ago, cameron brings the fork to the end of his mouth before his pink tongue swipes away the cocoa residue. you weren’t even mad that he’d ransacked your fridge and feasted on a special treat you saved for yourself. you unintentionally clench your plump thighs together at the sight, quickly shifting your head and the conversation elsewhere while attempting to regulate your thoughts.
“do you know where toni is? her location said she was at the trader joe’s down the street, but it’s not loading now.”
“i’m not sure,” cameron clears his throat. “she told me something about stopping at her girlfriend's house to pick up some shit, but i don’t know how long ago that was.”
“mhm,” you nod, allowing the quiet room settle for just a brief second before cameron speaks to you again.
“have you tried smoking or drinking a little something to help get you some relief? you know, my homeboy could hook you up with the good shit.”
“have i?” you chuckle. “i’ve ate edibles and finished entire buzz balls all in the same night just to feel better. that shit does not work and if it does, it doesn’t last very long.”
you needed something stronger—someone stronger.
the tension you felt needed to be exercised out of you. you needed true work to be done, and pungent smelling weed paired with potent alcohol could only help so much. this thing burning within you surged deep down into your system, ruminating for months on end now and you needed someone to help you release it.
it couldn’t always be you taking care of things.
“well, shit, if there’s ever anything you need me to do or figure out for you, i’m right here with you y/n.”
had this been any other time in your very hectic and busy life, the sentence that flowed from cameron’s lips would have been simply words, but it’s on this incredibly freeing evening that you learn the power in expressing yourself.
closed mouths don’t get fed or something like that, right?
“can you actually help me, cam?”
you raise onto your knees, reaching your hand out from where you sit, teal painted fingernails caressing the tips of cameron’s long fingers, softly blinking with your pretty curled lashes when you stare at him.
it startles cameron some—the switch in your tone and demeanor making him curious. he hadn’t known a lot about you, only hearing things from your mutual friend and the little tidbits he’d seen here and there while visiting. he liked this side of you, always thought you were extremely gorgeous yet reserved, causing him to never get a chance to fully approach you.
“yeah, yeah, y/n, what’chu need from me?”
you’re blunt, no longer feeling the need to beat around the bush, as the anxiety of having cameron inside of you seemed far more important than being nervous. you guide his hand higher, slowly dragging the ends of his fingers across your body, where you push further into his touch. you make sure to lay his palm over the supple flesh of your chubby stomach before resting his hand along the curvature of your propped breasts.
“i want you to fuck me, cam.”
to the point at its finest.
“mmm,” cameron moans with lowered eyes, staring darkly at you when you pull down the straps of your white tank top, guiding him in squeezing his hand around the mounds of your bra covered breasts. “yeah? it’s like that, baby?”
“yeah,” you sigh and arch your back with satisfaction. “i want you—i want you so fucking badly, cameron.”
and cameron doesn’t mind letting you take the lead, remaining still in his seat while you allow yourself pleasure with his body.
“you wanna use me, mama? you want me to fuck that stress outta you, girl, want me to get that shit together for you?”
you’re nodding, silently climbing into his lap without hesitation, forcing him to free up space in his opposite hand by setting aside the chocolate mousse he’d been eating, both hands now finding comfort on the ends of your wide hips, where you grind against the growing bulge in his black joggers.
“you gon’ ride me?”
“can you handle me?”
your face is tucked into the crevice of his neck, your plush lips graze along the vein protruding on the left side. it’s a valid question to ask, as you’ve dealt with many a man who couldn’t satisfy you the way you wanted. they either finished too soon due to excitement or thought your body was too much to handle. you needed to know that cameron was willing and able—if he wasn’t he needed to let you know now.
“baby, i got you, are you fucking kidding me.”
you laugh again, soaking in the response cameron gives. your smile is quickly replaced as your eyes close and a contorted expression glides over your face. the pad of your panties dampening when you grind into cameron’s lap harder, causing him to smack down at the back of your ass while you enjoy the pain his rough hand brings.
no oral was exchanged between the two of you, both too desperate to get his thing going instead. a cute, tummy flipping kiss to cameron’s soft lips and you were stretching your pussy over his girthy dick without a second thought.
“y/n, baby,” there’s groaning emitting from cameron’s mouth. but you can hardly hear him, the sound seems so far away as you bounce up and down in his lap, heavy ass drumming onto his muscled thighs, causing a slapping noise to surround through the quiet living room. “y/n—fuck, fuck, ba-baby.”
“cameron…daddy,” you cry while wrapping both arms around the back of his neck, resting your face onto his as you sob loudly. he doesn’t even know what he’s doing to you—how amazing he’s making you feel by allowing you space to fuck him as you please. “cam, your dicks so good, daddy, it’s so fucking good, oooh my god!”
“y/n, baby—that pussy soakin’ me, you making such a fucking mess,” it’s an observation as he speaks out loud, physically feeling your wetness drip down his shaft and balls before finally touching the fabric of the couch.
toni would just have to understand.
you move more. picking up in pace as you wrap your feet behind cameron’s legs, both plump thighs now propped on each side of him, trapping him underneath you. he had nowhere to go, stuck in his seat as you fucked him like a crazy person.
you frown pathetically, hips shivering as you nod your head. you knew what was coming next. you hide away between his neck, hips having a mind of their own now snapping into cameron with deliberate yet powerful force. it brings out the loudest groan from cameron, who’s eyes flutter close with a drawn mouth open. he can’t believe what he feels—luscious breasts brushing against his bare chest with snug walls that hug him like they’ve missed him for ages.
you weren’t kidding about having pent-up energy. cameron didn’t think you were lying, but he certainly didn’t think it was to this extreme. you’d already came twice, and here you were still rocking with force onto his dick, rising over his brick hard shaft before slamming down into his lap once again. he doesn’t have to do a thing—hands vibrating along your sides when you jump on top of him.
“y/n—y/n,” he stumbles over his words, mind going numb when you clench around him like this. he’s close, there’s this flipping flowing around his abdomen, and cameron has never felt something so intense in his life. he’s so very close to cumming and shooting his load directly into you. “y/n, baby, you, i—you gotta fucking get up, you—you gotta get— i’m about to nut, baby.”
“unh, unh,” you deny him. not when you’re this close, not when you’ve worked this hard to get to this point. “nut in me, cam, cum in me, please.”
no condom was one thing—cumming in you was an entirely different world.
“let me, let me—let me get you up—“
you refuse, standing firm on your previous statement, your breathing shoots out in quick bursts. hot and airy along cameron’s cheeks when you keep your eyes pierced to his, vision just as clouded as his currently was.
“cum in me, daddy. want you to cum in me. need you to flood my pussy, baby.”
you can’t talk to him like that—it’s too much for him to take all at once. cameron’s not sure what he signed himself up for, yeah he volunteered to help you out, but he’d never thought you’d be the one to slut him out like this.
his hand reaches for the back of the couch, needing some type of brace as his orgasm approaches and he can surely see you weren’t coming up until you’d completed your mission.
“you’re fuckin’ crazy,” he growls. “you got—you got me in this pussy going crazy.”
he says it with irritation, contradicting the way he truly feels. how much he likes you, your body and the way you like him right back. your full breasts end right before your chubby stomach, and peaked nipples poke directly out at him.
“ahh, fuckkkkk! fuck, shitttt!”
cameron howls as if he’s been wounded, eyes rolling into the back of his skull, jaw trembling as he busts his nut directly into your pussy. spurts of hot semen fill your insides to the brim, while you continue to ride out this chaotic high, fat ass shaking on his dick as you begin to orgasm one final time.
“oh, i’m cumming, i’m cumming, cammmm. don’t move, don’t moveeee, baby.”
you and cameron stay put for a few seconds, heated breathing flowing from the both of you as you attempt to regulate. you unsure of what to think or do next, the muffled words of, “i feel so much better, cam.”
the words flow from your mouth after all is finished, a quick peck pressed to his lips and it takes cameron by surprise, but thoroughly enjoying the affection you grant him. and cameron is just glad he could be of service, exhaustedly wiping a bead of fallen sweat from his forehead.
“you’re welcome, y/n.”

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OH MY GIRLLSS & MY MAN??!! YES YES YES 🤭🤭🤭😩
nobody else — tyriq withers.
pairing ⁀➷ college era teddy spencer x plus-size!black reader.
synopsis ⁀➷ you’re not frat boy teddy’s usual type, but there’s something so special about you and he can’t help but want to know more.
song of chapter ⁀➷ ‘nobody else’ by summer walker.
word count + warnings ⁀➷ 18+, nsfw content, no minors allowed!! college party, drinking & drug usage, reader is visiting friends, teddy is a little bit of a stalker(he can’t stop staring), reader argues with an ex, reader also argues with a partygoer, snappy! reader, playful! teddy, reader has multiple tattoos and piercings, mentions of race and racial identity, foul language, flirting, sexual content, protected sex.
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𓍼ོ.☘︎ ݁˖༘⋆ 𝔦𝒻 icky, manipulative dork!roommate cameron cade … was working on the autobiography of his life, he would title this chapter: getting thee perfect girl. and then, he would start the very first paragraph with: 1. guilt trip! go through her fucking wallet, boys. you’ll always find something incriminating in there. because yes! he went through your fucking wallet! that’s what he did. and if he didn’t, he wouldn’t be here now; mouth latched onto your cunt, whining through his own slobber and rocking his thick cock along the couch’s cushion.
it happened like this: he was going through your hamper. as one normal human did when horned. and he wasn’t looking for any one specific clothing piece. he thought it ridiculous to limit himself to only one pair of panties. or any one bra. or any one sock from its duo. no. when he had to rub a load out, he wasn’t picky. real men aren’t picky. they were greedy and grateful for any good they could get their hands on. and cameron used whatever good was available.
sweet sweet happy trail
ITS A BAD BITCH BIRTHDAY TURN UP!

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¡ ݁ ⟡ ⣿ ݁. ݂. l𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖚age e.du𝖈𝖆𝖙𝖔𝖗!reader who’s a.part of a special s.tudy-a.broad practicum her texan univer.sity set up with a private k-12 sch.ool in osaka. X post-𝖇𝖗.ain 𝖎𝖓𝖏𝖚ry!cameron cade with a sha.ttered football dream. dropped the west and ship.ped himself off to the upper east. struggling auto me.chanic by-day / impul.sive street ra.cer at-night, tr.ying to make ends meet. fully-tat.ted, emotionally con.stipated dad + dry-eyed, equally repressed, divinely gifted son!neremias cade-suda.
000. 𐙚🍡 ⋆˚࿔. one last munchkin. >⩊<.ᐟ … ???
Y'all should I write a story on how you're an actress in hollywood and you go on Keke Palmer's podcast and she asks you who your celeb crush is and you confrim that Tyriq is your crush. Then you two finally meet each other at an event and end up having a wholesome romantic moment together👀
Beyond the Set: Chapter 1
Summary: Special agent, Jackson Brooks, on assignment to protect Hollywood's most outspoken diva.
warning: profane language, forced proximity, jackson!brooksxblack!oc, semislow burn, mentions of racial threats and racist groups, bitchy!oc, strict!jackson!brooks, sub!jackson!brooks, Domme!OC, smut (eventually)
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Ms. Adams, is it true that you intend to exploit the poor black elders of Ugamont county for the sake of your documentary?
Ms. Adams, why further the racial tension of the country at the moment?
Ms. Adams, any comments on the recent tweets of President Trump in regard to your most recent film?
One would have stopped and corrected them and answered in annoyance. Threw out an insult or two. Pushed the cameras and mics away from their face. But not Gizelle. She moved gracefully through the swarm of reporters. The confidence in her stride never weakened the entire path to the doors of the production company that automatically opened for her.
This was her normal for the past few year. After the release of her film ‘black and White’, a film about the modern American government and its many ways at sabotaging the advancement of the black community. The critics enjoyed it but a certain group of people did not. Many politicians had put forth their opinions on the movie. Accusing her and others involved of bringing shame to the great nation.
Mainly Gizele because of her being openly vocal about her unabashed involvement in the film. All she cared about was the truth being put forth, nothing less of the sort.
“Good Morning Miss Adams” a cheery Makayla smiled at the woman as she walked from her spot at the front desk. “Cute bracelets!” The younger woman raved.
“Good morning love and thank you! How’ve you been?” Her stride slowed as she awaited a response.
It was often they held conversations if they had the time. Well Gizelle always made time.
“I’ve been ok! Mama asked about you. Wanted to see how you were doing” you could tell by her facial expression, she was hesitant to ask. “With….everything”
Flashing a soft reassuring smile, Gizelle started on her path again. “I’m doing well. Send her my love!” She threw over her shoulder, waving goodbye for the moment.
“Will do!”
Sighing as she turned the corner, her publicist stood right outside the boardroom. The impatient taps of her heeled feet stopped once Gizelle came into view. “Really?”
“I don’t wanna hear it Tierra.You called this meeting, I’m here lets go.”
“Yeah but 30 minutes late?” Tierra trailed behind her letting the door close. Upon entering, she greets several other people on her team. Taking her seat at the table, her shoulders slightly slumped.
“Traffic was terrible”
“30 minutes? And I know it’s deliberate cause you hate being less than an hour early anywhere. This is serious Gizelle, you are more than aware of that.”
“Tierra, I understand the concern but I have been prepared for this. We all knew what feedback this doc was going to receive right?” Gizelle looked around, receiving nods from everyone and an eyeroll from Tierra. “So why are we so surprised that this bigoted, irrational group of trumpers have sent a couple of empty threats?” she leaned back in her chair, completely over this meeting.
“This isn’t just empty threats! The minute the synopsis of the documentary was leaked people were lined up outside your house! I mean come on G! You just got a noose in the mailbox! You know as well as I do that these people hate the truth. What you’re doing is eye opening, yes! But I’m not risking your safety because “we knew what the feedback was going to be”
“I don’t know what you expect me to do. I can’t help what intimidation tactics they use.”
Now it was Barry’s, your head of security, turn to speak up. “These aren’t just intimidation tactics Gizelle. It took two weeks just to find a hotel to take your reservations because extremist groups are on their premises actively threatening to burn the establishments down.”
Her once somber and unwavering demeanor breaks just a tad. “So now I have to cancel all those interviews? These folks have a story to tell Barry! And I need to be the one to give em the platform to do so.”
“I know you do, which is why, moving forward we take a different approach.” A look of confusion crossed Gizelle’s face. A knock at the door caught her attention and in walked Makayla.
“H-hi Um, There are some men here. Very serious looking, Men in Black kind of vibe. They have said very few words and honestly they’re scaring me.” A nervous Makayla stood in the doorway peeking back out and looking at everyone back with alert eyes. “Please say they are the 9:15 because there wasn’t any notes in the appointment slot and-”
Emerest, her manager, gave the timid receptionist a comforting smile, “They are sweetie. Please send them in.”
“Send who in? What the hell is going on?” Gizelle looked around at the individuals. It wasn’t until now that she noticed the extra chairs lined along the floor to ceiling windows.
“We have decided to take the necessary precautions in order for you to finish this film.”
“Such as?..” she probed.
When she had grown tired of the silence, the door opens and in walks a group of men. All stoic and intimidating but proceeding to greet Barry with a handshake before sitting down. One in particular didn’t just stop at Barry like the others, he introduced himself to Tierra and Emerest as well.
“Special agent Jackson Brooks, pleasure to see you all again” his voice cutting through Gizelle’s tunnel vision of confusion for a brief second.
“Happy to have you here Agent Brooks”
“Tierra, what is going on? None of you can hear me?” Gizelle sat kind of offended that she was completely ignored during the greeting.
“These men are taking over as your security until further notice” Barry motioned toward the entourage.
Gizelle’s gaze went down the line of men seated at the window and then to the giant man just across the table. The all black ensemble was tailored perfectly to his body. His hands were intertwined in front of him and his attention was now on the lady of the hour. She stood from her seat and walked around the table. “There’s no way any of you are serious right now.” she spoke slowly as she came within a few feet of the door.
“Gizelle!”
“Tierra!” her tone thickened the tension within the room. She turned towards the guests of the room. “Thank you all for coming but your services are not needed.” holding the door open motioned for them to leave the room. When they didn’t move, she paused her movements seeing them stay seated. Her face went from annoyed to threatening quickly. The men in the chair shifted uncomfortably before beginning to stand.
“Ms. Adams” The wall of a man spoke.
She turned to the man, His voice sending the hairs on the back of her neck to stand up. “Now you speak?”
“My apologies for any disrespect my colleagues and I may have shown. Though you are not to give them orders of any kind.”
“Excuse me?” All of her team watched the interaction with closed mouths, not wanting to jump in the middle and be hit in the crossfire. Gizelle looked at the man trying not to melt under his harsh stare. His cologne wafted into her senses almost making her eyes disappear into the back of her head but the challenging look on her face still remained.
“If it upsets you, that's not my concern. I was brought here for a job and I intend on fulfilling my duties.” Tierra sighed quietly to herself sinking into her seat.
When she went to the object, Jackson diverted his attention elsewhere. “Mr. Veridian, the agency wanted to know if you received the contract. It was faxed over last week, morning of the 21st exactly. My team and I can not install surveillance systems of the residence and this building until then. ”
“Contract?” Gizelle whispered. Surely there was no way all of this transpired without her knowing. It was one thing to hire help but contracts meant that there had been conversations prior to.
Barry nodded once, “Of course. The paperwork was faxed over around 6:00 this morning.”
“Okay, let’s just pause for a second,” Gizelle declared. Her fingers rubbed her temples. “What the hell is going on?” she slowly questioned. “Residence? These strangers are going to be in my house? The one that I paid for?” she pointed to herself staring at Barry.
“Yes,” he nodded. “Elle I know this is all being sprung on you last minute but I promise all will be worth it. We knew you would not be on board with the extra help but Warner Brothers has personally reached out requesting there be a step up in your security detail or this documentary gets trashed. They see where this is going.”
Her eyes went to slits almost. “You say ALL of this to me right now?” her arms gesturing towards the room. “We’re a team. Are we not?”
“Yes–”
“Then what is with all the secrecy? It’s one thing to hire extra help but it’s another to move them into my home and give me, what? A 24 hour notice?”
“I know–”
“NO! you don’t know! Cause where is this contract? I at least would’ve liked to look at the conditions of this arrangement.”
Emerest side eyed Barry as if to say I told you. The questions hung in the silence of the room and Gizelle’s eye contact grew even harsher.
“HELLO?!?” she shouted, not hearing any answers. The men along the window watched on.
“Elle it was not our intention to upset you” an apologetic look on Tierra face.
“Just–” she stopped herself before she could say something she knew she’d regret. “Just do whatever at this point. My opinion clearly doesn’t matter.” Picking up her purse, she swung the door open and stormed out the facility.
The following day was one of constant movement all around Gizelle’s property. The crew for the security system arrived at 7 a.m. sharp. The entirety of the outside of the home had been covered in security cameras. From the entry gate on back, not a spot was left uncovered.
Gizelle sat in her kitchen watching the view of men from her breakfast nook. She had said all she needed to say to her team yesterday…well not really but she was going to hold off until later on. For now, she was just making sure that the people who were installing this stupid system stayed far away from her lemon trees.
“Gizelleeee” Emerest sang waltzing into the kitchen. She’d been giving them the silent treatment for the last 24 hours.
“Cmon mami! If anything I’m the one that told them to at least give you a heads up!” still nothing from the woman distracted in the window.
“Elle pleeeeaaasseeeeeeeeee” the dominican woman laid across Gizelle’s lap like a cat begging for attention.
Almost cracking a smile, Giselle looked down at the woman. “Leave me alone Em foreal”
Smacking her teeth, “But it’s not my faaauuullt” she whined. “And at least he’s cute!” she whined.
“I don’t care. I don’t want him in my house. I don’t want them in my shadow. I don’t want this period. And yet–here they are.” The sound of concentrated footsteps against the marble flooring were heard and pulled Emerest’s attention.
“Good morning Mr.Brooks”
“Good morning. I was hoping to discuss the schedule for the upcoming week.” Jackson stood a few feet away from them. “It was my understanding that we will be boarding the plane tomorrow afternoon.”
“No,” Gizelle answered, her attention still on the trees. “You hire security and he can’t remember simple details of a flight?” she looked at Emerest. “We depart at 10:30 a.m.”
“G don’t start”
“Actually Miss Adams, I took the liberty in pushing the time up on the departure.” her head snapped to the man.
“You did that, why?”
“I am not able to disclose that information but we will be leaving for the airport at noon. Just wanted to give you a heads up.” his face didn’t show it, but his tone was a little smug.
Standing up she walked towards him. “The hell you mean you can’t disclose the reason you’re messing up my work schedule.” attitude at an all time high.
“Ma’am, my job is to-”
“I don’t give a damn what your job is! I do know that the next time you feel the need to mess with anything pertaining to my work, you involve me.” her eyes bore into his.
“As I was saying,” Jackson started slowly. “I can not disclose that information with you Miss Adams. I understand this is not ideal but my concern is making sure you are safe. You want to make it on the plane, correct?” her face scrunched up.
“And as I was saying, a heads up would be nice” she looked him up and down. The faux disgust on her face hid the fact that she was checking him out. The black button up and grey slacks fit him so nicely. “You got a smart mouth on you”
“I’m just asking a question, Ma’am. From my perspective I can’t tell if you do or don’t”
“Having a say in what I do is all I want. I already can’t receive that kind of respect from my team”
“Hey! I-” she cut Emerest protest short.
“I don’t even know you and you’re already moved in, messing with the flow of shit, and your mob is tracking dirt into my house!” she pointed to the floors at the entrance of her home.
“Ma’am, Our intentions are not to make this an even more stressful situation than what it already is. If you could just trust that–”
“Hell no” he exhaled hard.
“May I continue?” as she rolled her eyes and folded her arms, he began again.”If you could just trust that we are doing everything in your favor , this whole thing will flow rather smoothly. You have to let me do my job.” his hands together as he moves them while trying to reason.
“Kill the drama Mr. Bodyguard. No need for the theatrics” she waved him off moving around him. His scent traveled through her nostrils. Goosebumps raised on her arms as she went toward the stairs.
It was best for her to walk away or she would have done or said something to embarrass herself. His…everything fueled her attitude to the max. How could someone who was just doing their job, cause her stomach to do somersaults. Gizelle blamed it on the lack of intimacy with anyone for the last 2 years. She felt like she was going feral.
To distract her hormones, she decided to use this time to finish packing her bags. When she’d triple checked her belongings and grew bored with looking at the four corners of her room, she got dressed for the day. A brown spaghetti strapped maxi dress clung to her figure as she descended the staircase. The clicking of her coach flip flops against the stairs made the conversation in front of her stop.
“Hey Elle” Tierra greeted. “Where are you off to?” she eyed the purse on the woman’s arm.
“To mind my damn business” she responded. Her layered blowout swayed against her dark skin as she adjusted her shades on her head. Moving through the group of people and out the door of her home. She made her way to her forest green audi getting ready to go in but a hand pushed the door shut.
Turning around, she was met with a confused Jackson. “May I ask where you’re headed Miss Adams?”
“You may not”
“Well I hate to be the bearer of bad news but it won’t be anywhere without me”
Looking off to the side and back at the man, “I’ve managed before I’m sure I can do it now.” going to open the door again, only for it to not be able to bulge because of his hold. “Can you move?”
“No ma’am”
“I have appointments to make and you’re holding me up”
“Actually, you’re holding yourself up. We could be enroute right now if you would just follow me.” He'd taken her keys from her hand in a sly fashion gesturing towards the blacked out escalade.
Adjusting her glasses to her face, she side eyed the man through her shades and started towards the truck. “This is so stupid”
Making her way over to the driver’s window, she gestured for it to be rolled down. Giving the man specific directions to her destination, she moved to open her door and was stopped yet again.
“You don’t get tired of being a pain in the ass?” turning fully to Jackson. “Is it apart of your job description ?”
He didn’t answer, just opened the door and waited for her to enter.
On the drive there, Gizelle grew tired of the quietness and decided to give herself some fresh air and let the window down.
“Excuse me” rolling her eyes, she turned her head to Jackson.
“I need you to roll the window back up”
“Why?” a bored expression on her face.
“People do not need to know you occupy this vehicle”
“They don’t. It’s not even all the way down”
“Will you just let the window back up?” pursing her lips, Gizelle thought for a minute.
“Mm..say please” his eyebrows raised slightly.
“I’m sorry?”
“Say. Please.” a soft yet authoritative tone present.
A sharp exhale left his nose before his eyes connected with the woman. “Let the window up..please” satisfied, the window rolled up and gizelle turned her attention outside yet again.
“Thank you” the man breathed.
Ten minutes later, the driver arrived at the location given. The duo made their way into the building and right up to the front desk. A smiling receptionist sat, concluding her phone call before acknowledging the two.
“Hello Miss Adams, how are you on today?”
“I’m well Keisha and yourself?”
“I’m doing okay. Are you Jalissa’s…11:00?” The woman typed on the computer before looking up.
“I am,” she confirmed.
“Perfect! I’ll notify her you’re here” giving a quick thank you, Gizelle turned on her heels towards the sitting area.
“Will you sit down?” she looked at Jackson as he stood close to the exit.
“This is a spa of some sort right?”
“Yes”
“How many people know you come here?” his eyes look through the room.
“Just me”
“Just you?” it didn’t seem like he believed her.
“Yes Mr. Brooks, just me” she nodded with a tight lipped looking at him scan the room yet again. “You don’t wanna take my word for it?” something close to a laugh almost left him.
“How long are we going to be here?”
“Did you not just hear the time of the appointment?”
“Kind of rude to answer a question with a question.”
“You never shut up do you?” Turning towards him fully, her hand under her chin. “Just a ball of curiosity”
“It would be nice to know what we’re here for. This outing was not on the itinerary given to me. So yes I am very curious as to why we’re here.” An attitude breaking through the restraints he had been holding.
“A Brazilian quizlet. Is that okay?” she watched him side-eye her from below.
“A grooming treatment would’ve been a much more professional way to express that Miss Adams.” She rolls her eyes.
“You badger me and then want to dictate how I respond to your question. You men kill me” turning forward, she watched an eager Jalissa come from the back.
“Hey girl! How have you been?” the two engaged in small conversation making their way to the room. As they went to enter the room both women came to a halt, turning around to see Jackson.
“I didn’t know you brought your boyfriend Gizelle!”
“That is not my man, that’s my bodyguard.”
“Ooooh so why is he…?” she gestured to him following them to the back.
“I have no idea. Can you give us a minute actually?” she smiled. Giving her an okay and walking into her suite, Gizelle turned to the man.
“Really?”
“I’m not worried about what’s going on in there, I am only here to guard the door.”
“Aaaannnnd you couldn’t do that at the front?”
“There’s an entrance back here and from the looks of it many people occupy this facility. Who knows where an intruder could come from in this place?” he pointed around the hallway before pointing up at the ceiling. “There is also no surveillance as far as I can see and though I know it’s for privacy reasons it’s also a safety risk.” she released a sigh. Not entertaining him anymore she went inside the suite closing the door.
The session lasted all of 20 minutes. Gizelle ended up leaving a way larger tip than necessary for her waxer and the duo were on their way.
When exiting, the two were suddenly swarmed with reporters. A confused Gizelle quickly hid her face behind her hand. The harsh lights from the cameras seemingly brighter than the sun.
How’d they know I was here? She thought to herself walking towards the truck. Jackson’s hand wrapped securely around her wrist, walking in front of her maneuvering through the crowd. Questions from left and right, comments on her attire, the constant shoving of mini microphones in her face becoming more hectic by the second.
“Miss Adams! the citizens of Fairingly colt county send this” a splash of thick red liquid is thrown on Gizelle almost knocking her off her balance. The crowd of reporters scattered a little as the majority of it misses her and hits them. An angry Jackson turns in the direction of the person grabbing them by the neck of the shirt and pushing them into a nearby tree.
“Hey!” nearby police officers call from afar. Gizelle was pulled out of the crowd by the driver. Directing her to the car as she tried to look back at the commotion behind her. The liquid dried on her dress causing her movements to become restricted. Getting settled into the back seat, she watched the policemen run over and jack the man up from Jackson's hold before they exchanged words. The vigilante was pulled away and Jackson started on his way to the car. Once inside, he looked at Gizelle scanning over her face and down her body.
“Are you hurt?”
Shaking her head, she tugged at the sundress annoyed. “No just…sticky” sniffing her hands she questioned. “Is this paint?” further inspecting the substance.
“That’s all that bastard claimed it was.” he mumbled. “We can be en route to the police station if you wish to press charges.”
“I don’t even have the energy” she expressed. “I just want to go home and get this stuff off of me.”
Looking closely at her side profile, Jackson didn’t probe any further. He gave the driver the okay to go and off they went.
“What the fuck do you mean you’re not pressing charges?” Otis Adams carried throughout the room as Gizelle sat at her vanity applying her skincare. Her blowout in silk rods under as bonnet and scarf. An Emerald cotton pajama pant set kept her body warm from the coolness of her room.
The news didn’t take long to spread thus causing her parents to be the first to contact her. By now she had heard it all from her team, her siblings, and now from her parents. Given their age, they weren't able to navigate social media that well, but the folks in their small town knew how to gossip.
“Otis Language!” A shocked Jennifer Adams chastised her husband.
“Jen, now is not the time! He couldn’t hurt her! Today it’s paint, tomorrow it’s a bullet!”
“Don’t speak that way!”
“Well it’s the truth!”
“Mom…Dad” Gizelle tried to interrupt their bickering but the couple continued.
“You need to stop this documentary bullshit elle! Just give it a rest! Who knows what call we’re going to receive next!” her dad continued.
“Otis you know she that’s not going to happen” her mom failed miserably at whispering. “Girl’s as stubborn as her daddy”
“Oh Don’t go putting this on me!”
“It’s the truth!”
“Ma! Can ya’ll listen?” the other end of the phone went quiet. “I am fine, everything is fine, moving forward all will be fine. There's no need to get worked up over some paint.”
“Babygirl”
“I will talk to you two before I board the plane, okay? I love you both and Goodnight” she dismissed, pressing the end call button.
Everyone from her team had left and now the only people that occupied her residence was her new found alarm system as well men bordering the premises. She couldn’t deny that she felt a little bit of security but she’d be damned if she admitted it.
Hearing a knock on her door she called for whoever to come in.
Jackson enters from the darkness of the hallway. “Evening Miss Adams. I just wanted to ensure that you were okay from earlier.”
“Yes Mr. Brooks, I am okay thank you for asking.” She made eye contact with him through the vanity mirror. Sarcasm at an all time high.
“I didn’t mean to interrupt your free time, I was just making sure”
“I said I’m okay” her patience was starting to run a little thin but in all actuality his actions from earlier had done something to her. People around had come to her defense before but the physicality of it all made her insides warp into something she’d never experienced.
“Miss Adams, I know today was unexpected but I would appreciate a little bit less of an attitude throughout this whole ordeal.”
“I have been asked the same question for the past 7 hours Mr. Brooks. So yes, I am going to grow tired of answering the same way after a while.”
“I can understand that”
Turning in her seat to face him, “I doubt it” she hit the light on her vanity mirror getting up.
“There it is again”
“And there it will stay.” she looked at him. “Why are you even here? What’s the purpose of you even being in the house? You have the military guarding my property, so what’s with you having to occupy my space?”
“If I’m not mistaken you told me that you were the only one that knew you went to that spa we were at, correct?”
“Yes and?”
“So you don’t find it a little suspicious that the one place you go to by yourself was bombarded with paparazzi?” Gizelle went quiet thinking to herself. “...Right”
“Are you usually this smart with people or just me?”
“Do you usually make it this hard for people to do their jobs or just me?”
“If you knew how to do your job, maybe you wouldn’t get all the push back.”
“I operate very well Miss Adams, no thanks to you.”
Gizelle walked until she was just a foot away from him. “Is that so?” her arms folded.
“Yes, Yes it is”
“I’ll have you know, I’ve been a lot more compliant than the average person in this position.”
“You’ve been combative from the jump”
“You’ve been an ass from the jump” she shrugged.
“Excuse me?”
“You heard me, hell nothing like today ever happened until you got here. Who knows what other bad luck you bring.”
“I’ve been every bit of patient with you Miss Adams.” He moved closer. “But these arguments are juvenile. Trying to pin something as serious as this on me is ridiculous.” the focus of his stare and his tone sending a shock way to her lower region.
“Why does everyone think I need to be spooked by a can of paint?!” she scoffed.
“I think you need to be aware of how lucky you are that it was just paint and nothing more! Are you that ungrateful?!”
“Ungrateful?!”
“Yes!”
“That! I am not!”
“Then what is your problem?!”
“You!” Her eyes bounced between both of his before dropping to his lips. Her chest rose and fell at a semi rapid pace while she tried to get her breathing together.
“What?” his voice dropped in confusion. “I’m the problem?” he asked. Holding eye contact she tilted her head slightly.
“Forget it”
“No”
“No?” Gizelle looked shocked.
“No” he finalized. “We’re going to be in each other’s way for a pretty long time so either we reach some kind of common ground or this will continue to be a difficult time for the both of us.” Closing her eyes and taking deep breaths, she finally spoke.
“I really don’t give a shit how long they hired you to follow me around and I damn sure don’t care to find a common ground with you or anybody else at the moment. Yes! I can admit, it was incredibly suspicious that the one place I said nobody knew I went to once a month, was bombarded with paparazzi. Yes, I’m aware I was attacked today and as I have said all damn evening, IT. WAS. JUST. PAINT! You saved me and I so appreciated it.” she thanked sarcastically. “But coming into my house, dirtying up my floors, messing up my garden, and confiscating my baby DOES NOT leave any room for common ground.” She was extremely close to him now. Eyes serious. “So I guess times will remain difficult, Mr. Brooks”
They stood there having a staredown. The tension in the room is as thick as frozen molasses.
“If you wish, Miss Adams” he finally spoke. Turning and making his way to the door he looked back one last time, hand on the door knob. “You should rest up. Got a long day ahead of us tomorrow.”
She didn’t say anything back as he disappeared into the hallway.
This was going to be hell on earth for her for sure.
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a/n: hey yall! i hope everyone is doing well. I planned to have this broken up into about 4 parts or 5? maybe idk. I also know there was someone who asked to be added to the taglist of this series but I lost the comment. so if you see this and it was you I am so sorry. just leave a comment and I'll make sure to add you, I promise <3 smooches 😙
comic book nerd!frat boy cameron cade. who is your insufferable situationship. i ❤︎ chocolate girls + i paused my game to be here graphic tops. lego sculptures that he does not mess around with. tongue piercing 𖬺 d!piercing. navel piercing. ear piercings. tattoos. spotify playlist is perfectly crafted and used at every party. loves a backwards cap. empty weed 𖬺 edible packets in the pockets of his jeans 𖬺 sweats. will wear a pair of crocs until the tread is smooth. has the cutest reading glasses ever. lewd manga on his shelves (porn addict / major sex freak! - eggplant, peach, cherries, watersplash emoji user) such a flirt + has the dirtiest mouth ever! beefy arms, chunky pecks, insane ab definition, tiny asf waist, gigantic thighs, packing a massive one.
:: [wild party animal] so his attendance is shitty but somehow aces all his classes because he’s just THAT smart and everyone is confused as hell. drake’s thank me later 𖬺 take care. blink-182 fanatic. ex-volleyball player. if you need homework answers, don’t worry, he’s gotcha covered! casual drummer. manicured nails and toes. cropped tees; strongly secure in his masculinity. still uses snapchat. hawt, niche, thirst-trappy video-game streamer. cum-stained socks. will ‘jokingly’ call you mommy (secretly submissive!)
politicial activist!reader. who is filling in for frat!sweetheart best friend this academic year. reader, a serious man!hater, runs that house like the freakin navy. strictly handles their public social media account, conducts appropriate service projects; fundraisers, toy-drives, clothing donations, frequent meal 𖬺 kitchen volunteering, and is constantly doing damage control / playing messenger for their hook-ups 𖬺 baby mamas. the boys are scared of you! you will never pay for a mechanic again. you will always have a male body to model your designs. co-voice of university’s radio station. event planner for university’s fashion society. stress pastry baker 𖬺 stress smoker. mixed jewellery believer. stick and poke shattered tattoos.
:: art heaux. fabric junkie. creative eccentric. new hairstyle every other week. hot sauce in my bag swag. ‘rooting for everybody black’. sza’s ctrl. 2,000 followers on fashion tumblr blog. golden grillz. shhh… finger tatt. light brown uggs. solange knowles signature uni-liner. black in suburbia. vince staples’ future wife. former teen vogue intern. issa rae rapping in the mirror. janelle monáe’s i like that. 2010s optimism. cam cam’s cigarette scented hoodies. ‘no honeybun. sure sweetie. yes baby.’ fenty makeup; matte red luvvr. will block cam at the slightest inconvenience.
The art of I love you | Cameron Cade
summary: The 4 times you tried to say I love you and the one time Cameron did it for you
warnings: none , fluffy as hell
word count: 4,405
pairings: Cameron Cade x black reader
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The sound of traffic was loud on the avenue right outside your apartment window, a steady, rhythmic thrumming that usually put you straight to sleep. Tonight, though, you were wide awake, sitting cross-legged on your bed with a silk scarf wrapped tight around your edges and your laptop burning a hole through your sweatpants. It was almost two in the morning, and the blue light from the screen was starting to make your eyes blur, but you couldn't stop staring at the shadow shifting under your bedroom door.
A second later, the brass knob turned, slow and deliberate, and Cameron slipped into the room like he belonged there. He always did that—moving with this quiet, careful grace that didn't make sense for a man who spent his Saturdays getting slammed into the turf by three-hundred-pound defensive linemen. He was still wearing his grey team standard hoodie, the one with the faded numbers on the sleeve, and his skin looked warm and golden under the soft glow of your bedside lamp. He closed the door behind him with a soft click, dropping his duffel bag by the wall before his eyes found yours.
"You still up, beautiful? I told you not to wait on me," he murmured, his voice deep and rough from a long flight back from the away game, thick with that slow, Southern drawl that always made your chest feel tight.
"Couldn't sleep if I wanted to, Cam. You know how this storm get," you said, closing your laptop and sliding it onto the nightstand. You stretched your arms over your head, letting out a soft sigh as he walked over to the edge of your mattress. "How your shoulder feeling? I saw that hit in the third quarter. Had me ready to jump through the TV screen, for real."
Cameron let out a low rumble of a laugh, the sound vibrating right through the mattress as he sat down beside your hip. He reached out, his large, calloused hand finding the bare skin of your ankle and giving it a gentle squeeze. His thumb rubbed small circles right against your bone, his skin warm against yours. "Man, they tried it tonight, I ain't even gonna lie. But you know they can't keep a real nigga down. I'm good, baby. Just tired. Missed the hell out of you."
The honesty of it hit you right in the center of your chest, sudden and heavy. It wasn't the first time he'd said something like that, but every single time Cameron looked at you with those dark, heavy-lidded eyes like you were the only thing in the room that mattered, the words got stuck right at the back of your throat. You looked at the sharp line of his jaw, the faint shadow of stubble dark against his skin, and the way his broad shoulders relaxed the minute he was near you. You wanted to say it so bad. The three words were right there, sitting on the tip of your tongue, heavy and sweet like honey. I love you, Cam. You almost let it slip, almost let the words tumble out into the quiet space between you two. But instead, you just reached out, your fingers wrapping around his wrist, pulling him closer. "Get out them dirty clothes and get under these covers then, quarterback. I know you freezing."
He just smiled, that slow, private smile he only ever saved for you, and leaned down to press a soft, lingering kiss to the center of your forehead. "Yeah, yeah. Hold on."
It was funny how easy it was to fall into him, how natural everything felt even when you were terrified of the weight of what you were keeping inside. It took you back to the very beginning, back to sophomore year when he wasn't even the starting quarterback yet, just a boy with too much pressure on his shoulders and eyes that followed you across the yard every single Tuesday after your afternoon lecture.
That first time you almost said it, the words had nearly choked you in the middle of the campus library during finals week. The air conditioning in that old brick building was broken, making the air thick and stifling, and you had been staring at the same page of your study guide for forty-five minutes until your head throbbed. Cameron had showed up unannounced, sliding into the wooden chair across from you with a plastic bag from the corner store. He didn't say a word at first, just reached across the table and slid a cold bottle of blue Gatorade and a package of those sweet cream honey buns right over your notes.
"You looking crazy right now, heavy eyes," he had whispered, his voice low so the librarian wouldn't look over. He had his hood pulled up, his dark eyes fixed on your tired face with so much quiet concern it made your stomach do a whole backflip. "When was the last time you ate something that didn't come out a vending machine?"
"Shut up, Cameron. I'm stressed," you had pouted, but your hands were already twisting the cap off the drink. "This professor think we got nothing else to do but memorize a whole textbook in three days. I'm literally about to lose my mind."
He had reached across the table then, his big hand covering both of yours where they rested on the notebook. His fingers were warm, his skin slightly rough against yours, and he just held your hands flat against the paper until your breathing finally slowed down. "Look at me," he had whispered, and when you raised your eyes to his, his expression was so soft it hurt. "You smart as hell. You know this stuff front to back, baby. Stop letting them head games get to you. I ain't letting you fail, you hear me? If we gotta stay up all night, we stay up. I'll read the flashcards to you until your eyes pop out."
You had stared at him, at the genuine, unbothered devotion in his face, and the realization had hit you like a physical blow to the sternum. He had his own playbook to study, his own film to watch before the big scrimmage on Friday, but he was sitting in a stuffy library at midnight just to make sure you didn't cry over an exam. The words had rushed up your throat so fast you had to physically bite the inside of your cheek to keep them back. You had wanted to yell it right there under the fluorescent lights, wanted to tell him that he was the best thing that had ever happened to you, that you loved him so much it made your ribs ache. But you had just swallowed hard, your fingers tightening around his big thumb. "You a fool, Cam," you had murmured instead, your voice cracking just a little bit. "But thank you. For real."
He had just grinned, shaking his head. "I got you. Always."
Back in the present, the sound of the shower running in the bathroom brought you out of the memory. You shifted under the heavy duvet, pulling it up to your chin as you watched the line of yellow light under the bathroom door. A few minutes later, the door swung open, a cloud of warm, steam-scented air billowing out into the cool bedroom. Cameron walked out wearing nothing but a pair of black sweatpants, his skin gleaming from the water, his short hair damp and dark. He looked massive in the small room, his chest broad and marked with the faint bruises of a rough game, but the way he walked toward the bed was entirely gentle.
He crawled in beside you, the mattress dipping low under his weight, and immediately reached out for you. His long arms wrapped around your waist, pulling your back flush against his chest until there wasn't a single inch of space left between you. He buried his face in the crook of your neck, inhaling deeply, his warm breath fanning across your skin and giving you goosebumps.
"You smell like that cocoa butter stuff," he murmured, his voice muffled against your skin. "Missed this. Out there in them hotels, everything smell like bleach and old carpet. Drove me crazy."
"You could've stayed at your apartment, you know. Your roommates probably wanted to celebrate the win," you said softly, though your hands were already coming up to rest over his forearms, locking him in place against you.
"Man, fuck them boys," Cameron muttered with a soft grunt, his grip tightening around your waist. "They can celebrate without me. I wanted to be where my peace is at. That's you. Always been you."
Your heart did that dangerous, familiar stutter again. He said things like that so easily, without a single drop of hesitation, while you kept your own heart locked behind a brick wall, terrified of what would happen if you let the truth drop.
The second time you almost broke down and said it was during the middle of the summer, right before junior year started. It had been one of those suffocating Alabama afternoons where the humidity made the air feel like wet velvet, and you had been trying to move a heavy, old-school wooden dresser up the narrow stairs of your new place. Your friends had backed out at the last minute, and you were at the bottom of the steps, sweaty, frustrated, and on the verge of tears because the corner of the wood had chipped your fresh manicure.
Cameron had pulled up in his beat-up truck, the engine rattling, and he hadn't even parked right before he was jumping out the driver's side. He was wearing an old sleeveless tank top, his shoulders glistening with sweat under the burning sun. He took one look at your frustrated face, walked right past you without a word, and lifted the entire dresser by himself, his biceps straining and the veins in his forearms popping as he carried it up the flights of stairs like it was nothing but a cardboard box.
When he came back down, wiping his brow with the back of his hand, you were standing there with a bottle of cold water, looking down at your broken nail. "I could've helped," you had mumbled, feeling small and irritated. "You didn't have to do all that by yourself. You gonna mess your back up before the season even start."
Cameron had taken the water, took a long, deep swig, and then stepped right into your space. He reached out, his thumb catching a stray tear that had slipped down your cheek from pure frustration, wiping it away with a tenderness that didn't match his size. "Hey. Look at me," he had said, his voice dropping low, serious. "What I tell you about trying to do everything by your damn self? You got me. I'm your muscle, baby. Anything you need moved, anything you need fixed, you call me. I don't care if I'm in the middle of practice, I'm coming. Stop stressing."
You had looked up at him, your chest heaving, the heat of the sun nothing compared to the sudden, burning warmth that filled your entire body. He was standing there, sweaty and dirty, looking at you like you were a piece of fine china he was responsible for keeping safe. The words had been right there, pounding against your teeth, forcing their way up. I love you, I love you so much it scares me. The urge to say it had been so loud it felt like a physical weight in the air. But you had just cleared your throat, looking away from his intense gaze, and handed him a clean towel. "You extra as hell, Cameron Cade. For real. But thank you."
He had just chuckled, hooking his arm around your neck and pulling you into his chest, unbothered by the sweat. "Yeah, yeah. Come on, let's get the rest of these boxes before I lose my mind in this heat."
Thinking about it now, with his chest moving slow and steady against your back, you felt a wave of fondness so strong it made your eyes sting. You turned around in his arms, shifting until you were facing him in the dark. The shadows highlighted the strong bridge of his nose, the soft curve of his lips, and the way his long eyelashes fluttered as he started to drift off to sleep.
"Cam?" you whispered, your voice barely louder than the rain outside.
"Hmm?" he grunted, his eyes cracking open just a fraction, dark and full of sleep. He reached up, his large hand cupping the side of your face, his thumb smoothing over your cheekbone with a slow, heavy rhythm. "What's wrong, baby? You hurt?"
"No," you breathed, leaning into his touch, your heart hammering against your ribs. This was the third time. The words were lined up, perfect and true, ready to break through the silence of the room. You looked at him, at the way he immediately woke up the second he thought something might be wrong with you, and you wanted to say it so badly. You wanted to give him that piece of yourself. But the old fear, that silly, stubborn pride, gripped your throat at the last second. You swallowed the words again, burying them deep down. "Just wanted to say I'm glad you home safe. Good game tonight."
Cameron let out a soft, satisfied sigh, his eyes closing completely as he pulled you even closer, his face burying itself into your hair. "Me too, baby. Me too. Go to sleep now. I got you."
The fourth time it happened, it wasn't quiet at all. It was the night after they won the rivalry game, and the whole campus was on fire. The house party his teammates were throwing was packed to the ceiling, the bass from the speakers shaking the floorboards so hard you could feel it in your teeth. Everyone wanted a piece of him that night; every guy wanted to dap him up, and every girl was looking at him from across the room. He was the man on campus, the star quarterback who had just secured their spot in the playoffs.
But Cameron hadn't spent the night networking or letting the attention get to his head. The second he saw you standing near the kitchen, looking a little overwhelmed by the crowd in your pretty black dress, he had pushed right through the sea of people, ignoring the folks calling his name. He had walked straight to you, wrapped his arms around your waist from behind, and rested his chin on your shoulder, effectively shutting out the rest of the world.
Later that night, when you finally got away from the noise and were sitting in the front seat of his truck, the windows fogged up from the cool night air, he had turned off the ignition and just looked at you. The dashboard lights cast a soft amber glow over his face, making him look younger, vulnerable.
"Man, I don't care about none of that extra stuff out there," he had said suddenly, his voice thick with emotion as he reached over the center console to take your hand. He brought your knuckles to his lips, pressing a hard, desperate kiss against your skin. "All them people screaming my name, it don't mean nothing if I can't look over and see you in the stands. You the only one who knew me when I was sitting on the bench, wiping sweat off the turf. Don't ever think this football stuff come before you. None of it matters without you."
The sheer weight of his devotion had made your breath hitch. Your heart had felt like it was going to burst right out of your chest, the love you had for him rising up like a tidal wave, threatening to break through every barrier you had ever built. The words had been right there, screaming to be let out. I love you, Cameron. I've been loving you for so long. You had opened your mouth, the first syllable forming on your lips, but the sudden shine of high beams from another car leaving the lot had broken the spell. You had blinked, pulling your hand back just an inch, the moment slipping through your fingers like sand. "You a good man, Cameron," you had whispered, your voice shaking. "Don't ever forget who you are."
He had just looked at you, a faint, knowing look in his eyes that made you think he knew exactly what you had swallowed down, before he started the truck again. "I won't. Not as long as you here."
Now, hours later in the deep quiet of the early morning, the storm outside had finally passed, leaving nothing but the sound of water dripping from the roof. The room was cool, but the heat radiating from Cameron's body kept you completely warm. You shifted slightly, trying to get a better look at his face, thinking he was fast asleep.
But his eyes were open. He was looking at you in the dim light, his gaze steady, clear, and incredibly heavy with something he wasn't trying to hide anymore. His hand shifted from your waist, his long fingers trailing up your spine until they reached the back of your neck, his touch so gentle it made you shiver.
"You been doing that a lot lately," Cameron said softly, his voice a low, gravelly vibration in the quiet room.
"Doing what?" you whispered back, your heart skipping a beat.
"Looking at me like you got something heavy on your mind," he murmured, his thumb rubbing the soft skin just behind your ear. He leaned in closer, his forehead resting against yours, his dark eyes locked onto yours with an intensity that made the rest of the world completely fade away. "Like you wanna say something but you keep pulling it back. You think I don't see you?"
You caught your breath, your fingers tightening in the fabric of his sweatpants. "Cam..."
"Nah, let me speak for a minute," he interrupted gently, his voice dropping even lower, thick with a raw, unshielded honesty that made your eyes fill with sudden tears. He looked at you like you were his entire world, his chest rising and falling against yours. "I know you scared. I know you like to keep your heart safe, and I ain't ever wanted to push you into nothing you wasn't ready for. But I can't keep sitting here acting like I ain't completely gone over you. I don't care about the timing, and I don't care about nothing else."
He took a deep breath, his hand moving to cup your jaw, his fingers sliding into your hair as he tilted your face up just a little bit more.
"I love you," Cameron said, the words falling from his lips clear, steady, and full of a quiet certainty that shook you to your very core. He didn't blink, didn't hesitate. "I love you so much it don't even make sense, baby. I loved you when we was sitting in that library, I loved you when I was carrying that ugly dresser up them stairs, and I love you more right now. You ain't gotta say it back if you ain't ready, but I needed you to know where my heart is at. It's yours. It's been yours."
The wall you had spent months building up didn't just crack; it completely shattered, crumbling into nothing at the sound of his voice. The tears you had been holding back finally slipped down your cheeks, warm and fast, but you were smiling so wide your face hurt.
"You’re such an idiot, Cameron Cade," you choked out, a low, wet laugh breaking from your chest as you reached up, both of your hands coming to frame his face, your fingers memorizing the warmth of his skin. You pulled him down to you, your lips meeting his in a kiss that was soft, deep, and filled with everything you had been keeping inside for so long. When you finally pulled back just an inch, your foreheads still touching, you let out the breath you felt like you'd been holding for a year. "I love you too. I been wanting to say it so many times. I love you so much, Cam."
Cameron let out a low, shaky breath of his own, his whole body relaxing against yours as a huge, beautiful smile broke across his face. He kissed you again, hard and sweet, before burying his face back into your neck, his arms wrapping around you so tight you could barely breathe. "Man... you don't even know how long I been waiting to hear you say that," he muttered, his voice thick with relief. "You got me for life now, girl. You know that, right?"
"I know," you whispered, running your fingers through his hair, finally at peace. "I know."
The bedroom was dead quiet except for the sound of your combined breathing. Cameron didn't move an inch, his heavy frame anchored right beside you, one of his long thighs hooked over yours to keep you locked against him. The relief radiating off him was tangible; the tight, guarded edge he usually carried around his shoulders had completely melted away.
"Look at you, crying and shit," he teased softly against your skin, his voice dropped to that low, bedroom register that always made your stomach flutter. He nudged his nose against your jawline, his lips brushing the sensitive spot right under your ear. "Thought you was tough."
"Shut up, Cam," you laughed, the sound muffled by his shoulder as you swatted at his bare back. "You the one who came in here pouring your heart out. Had me caught off guard."
"Had to," he murmured, shifting his head up so he could look down at you. His eyes were completely soft, devoid of the intense, focused stare he used on the field. He reached out, his thumb gently catching the last damp track of a tear on your cheek, wiping it away with a slow, deliberate stroke. "Couldn't keep letting you look at me with them big eyes like you wanted to say something but didn't think I was safe enough to hold it. I told you from day one, whatever you got, you can give it to me. I'm handling it."
"It wasn't that I didn't think you were safe," you whispered, your fingers tracing the sharp curve of his collarbone, feeling the steady, rhythmic beat of his pulse beneath his skin. "It's just... everything move so fast with you. The football stuff, the media, everybody always wanting a piece of Cameron Cade. I just wanted to make sure what we had was real before I went and threw my whole heart at you."
Cameron let out a low grunt, his hand moving down to cover yours, his large fingers slotting perfectly into the spaces between yours. He squeezed tight, lifting your joined hands up to press a warm kiss against your knuckles. "It's been real since sophomore year, baby. All that other stuff? The crowds, the scouts? That's just a job. This right here is my life. I don't mix the two up, and I sure as hell don't let nobody else into this space."
You looked up at him, the dim yellow light from the hallway catching the smooth texture of his skin, the neat fade of his hair, and the utter sincerity in his face. It was still wild to think that this man—the one the whole campus spoke about in hushed, reverent tones, the one whose jersey you saw everywhere on game days—was currently tangled up in your cotton sheets, looking at you like you were the only person left on earth.
"You really loved me back in the library?" you asked softly, a small, playful smile tugging at the corner of your lips as you brought up the old memory. "Even when I was looking crazy and yelling at my notebook?"
Cameron let out a deep, rumbling chuckle that vibrated right through your chest. He leaned down, pressing his forehead against yours so close you could smell the clean, faint scent of his soap. "Man, you looked stressed out of your mind, edges twisted up, ready to fight the world. And all I could think was how bad I wanted to just pick you up and take you away from them books so you could breathe. That's when I knew I was done for. I went back to the dorms that night and told my roommate I found my wife, for real."
"You did not tell him that," you gasped, your face flushing hot as you hid your smile against his chest.
"Ask him then," Cam said, his voice full of easy confidence. "I don't play about what's mine. And you been mine. Took your stubborn ass a little longer to catch up, but we here now."
"I was just being careful," you mumbled, your hands sliding up his broad chest to wrap around the back of his neck, pulling him down for another slow, lingering kiss. It was different this time—there was no hesitation, no holding back, no lingering doubt about whether you were allowed to feel this much. The love was out in the open now, heavy and sweet, filling up every corner of the room.
When he finally pulled back, he had that lazy, satisfied smirk on his face, his thumb running slow circles against your hip. "Yeah, yeah. Careful. Whatever you say, beautiful. Long as you know you stuck with me now."
"I think I can handle that," you whispered, pulling the heavy duvet up over both of your shoulders as you snuggled deeper into his side, finally letting your eyes close. "Goodnight, quarterback."
"Night, baby," he murmured, his grip tightening around your waist as he pulled you close, his chin resting right on top of your head. "I love you."
Hearing it a second time didn't make your heart race with anxiety; it just made you feel completely warm, from your toes all the way to your chest. "I love you too, Cam."
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AN: Let me know how I did like always. Much Love.

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