Masterlists

I've wanted a fresh start for some time now and I've made the decision to fully move on to my sideblog @butterflykisses4life. All the fics I've posted are going to remain up and you can find the link to my masterlists in the pinned post.

For the person who sent it though I'll try and be as brief as I can; thank you for coming back and letting me know even after all of this time because it did haunt me from time to time, I'm truly sorry you had to go through that situation and I hope whoever did that has gotten what they deserved and fyi every time I hear about your city I think about you too lol.

I do wish that we could talk one on one to work things out, but I understand if you don't want to do that due to whatever reasons you have. The offer still stands though if you change your mind.

And no, my life has been a damn mess, but everyone is dealt different cards in life so what can I do 😅

i only ask the important questions here

🙃

I'm between bright eyed baguette and barely functional bagel

I know that feeling all too well and you might roll your eyes at me for saying this but don't let bad experiences make you close your heart off to other people. I know it's way easier said than done and you definitely should take some time for yourself to heal a bit before you try your luck again with new people.

The thing is though is that if you keep your heart closed off then you'll eventually be stuck in a loop of very surface level relationships that won't feel fulfilling at all and lead you to find quick dopamine fixes in other ways that might not be the best for your physical/mental health in the long run.

I know it's hard, but try and open yourself up little by little so you don't overwhelm yourself and if it's a negative experience then they're not the person for you and you also shouldn't force yourself into a connection with someone.

Oh and I don't take any meds! I definitely could've benefitted from some in the past but oh well 😅

Me right now

I'm sending it back in my thoughts <3