i'm gonna take my hoes to the old book town

Breakfast is served - Free game about a rat who is made of pancake batter. Slowly you will discover why the pancake rat exists. Will only be released with one level for now. Local Multiplayer probably included but will eventually be online. Which means I need to finish a site for it. If people like it, I'll put it on steam too.

Website for it - website for all of them technically. Will have accounts that don't ask for email. Like back in the good old days of online gaming. No ads. No marketing emails to you. No bullshit.

Ratsumi - aka rat nook. The free pixel v pet game about rats. Technically a weekish of work off of being done, if you don't count redoing all the sprites a 3rd fucking time. Procrastinating hard on that one. Well it's just one sprite that needs the work, but it needs it 28 times. Then I'll probably find an excuse to do it a 4th time lol.

Sewer Rat - A free game about a pet rat who due to hidden circumstances became a sewer dweller along side other pet rats. They help other rats. I'll work on it forever, but I just want act one finished before I drop it. Currently working on finishing the realistic lighting mode. I want it all polished before release. Then I can just focus on the next parts of the story. Kiwi Mouse plays a big role in the game!

Secret Title - The only not free game that has ultimately cost me a lot to make. Featuring Kiwi Mouse. Very very confident in it. I don't work on it much since the other feel closer. Not working on it while the debt piles up will kill me lol. I'll sell my other jdm car to fund it more if needed.

Art app - Google is creepy and wants to display too much personal information so I had to create a business to avoid sharing that personal info and wait on some filings. In the meantime I added a couple more features that I'm in the middle of and introduced a bug I've got the rats chasing lol. Will be free with no ads.

Rat POV - the world's first camera system designed to let you see as a rat. I've been working on it for months. Will be used to hopefully help people understand how rats see and the damage that light can cause to red eyed rats. Last night actually marked a huge milestone in it. I feel I saw as my rats do for the first time. Maybe not exactly yet, but it's 70% there and it was a rewarding experience.

Toasty's website. A PSA site about red eyed rats and the danger light brings to them. Will feature a short interactive game with the rat POV cam. This is something I'm very passionate about considering all my experiences with red eyed rats. I want to help owners, breeders and hopefully pet stores, to understand the risks of light damage to their sensitive eyes and the fear it brings to them with it. Honestly the more I learn about the eyes the more I realize I've hurt them in the past, just trying to spend time with them. You have to be able to admit that to stop the future harm. Bright lights are really bad and I think this website will help rats if it gets seen.

Secret app - App that involves rats. Not been getting a lot of work on it done as I really enjoy the games. I should do a little on it today.

Site for my music - I let the current one get out of date and shit like a year ago. The new one is almost done but I don't want to deal with transferring the music and I want to rebrand as a more rat based name which you know me and names.

I think I should refrain from using the T-word ever again.

ANYWAY.

My lil dumb duck brain finally grew enough braincells to facilitate reading comprehension. I love every single one of your ideas.

That being said. This does indeed sound like a nightmare.

Let's use an analogy. Since the US barely has any train infrastructure, I assume that despite being a car pro, you have flown a plane at least once in your life, if not a hundred times. Think of how the plane crew always instructs you that in case of emergency, you need to first put on your own oxygen mask first. Only then should you start put oxygen masks on your children. In order to be able to be helping others-

oh god what is this sentence even

Let's try again:

In order to be capable of helping others-

ooooooh I like that one~~

In order to be capable of helping others in an effective and, more than anything, sustainable way, you need to make sure to meet your own basic needs first.

I prescribe you:

a Very Comfy Bed,

8-9 hours of sleep each night in the aforementioned Very Comfy Bed,

healthy and varied diet,

ADHD medication if you can access it.

The mention of debt piling up is really concerning. I genuinely hope you don't find yourself in financial ruin. I am entirely sure your rats want the best for you too.

Yours Truly,

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