Malinda

And we can never repair

SOME DAY MY DARKEST FRIEND IS ME AGAIN

I'm so thankful for what I have. Having just gotten divorced less than a month and a half ago, you wouldn't think it, but I'm so happy to have that verbally abusive asshole out of my life. I have a permanent job at the Post Office in the town I live in. I have 2 kids who are doing their best in school, who are happy and healthy, and love video games. I have 2 cats that snuggle with me when I'm completely stressed out. I have a brand new member of the family that is a tiny 6 week old kitten who makes me smile, laugh, and just all around happy when I watch her. But most importantly, I have my boyfriend. My soul mate. My other half. My everything. I flew him up for a visit 2 months ago and it was supposed to be a week long visit. It changed into a month long visit, then 2. I was terrified to ask him if he wanted to stay because he'd said in the past he thought it might've been too soon, but I finally did, and he said he would move in. I cried when he told me he would because I don't know what I would do without him. He's my rock, my heart, my soul. Everything he does just effortlessly makes me feel like the luckiest girl in the world, and after about 20 something years of yelling and abuse from various men in my life, I am just over the moon with him. He's the most relaxed person on the planet, my kids adore him, and he makes me better, stronger, and happier than I've ever been in my entire life. Every time it hits me that I get to spend the rest of my life with him, I feel this amazing rush of emotions I've never felt in my life and I end up just crying out of happiness. It's the best feeling in the world and I never want it to end.

6 week old calico kitten I've named her Celeste. She's super playful, very brave, and is obsessed with my feet. Falls asleep at the drop of a hat and purrs with the slightest bit of affection shown toward her. Needless to say, she's a keeper for sure ♡