Oops!

This year, i think i found the love I deserve. So I met this guy at my workplace. I never thought I'll fall invlove with him. But since then, he never fails to surprise me, to make me happy, and to know what I want without being asked.

I want him for a lifetime even thought I had known just a few months ago. Idk, i just have this feeling (this feeling was knew to me cause I never felt it on my past bfs) that i want him to be my last and that we will have our future together.

I just love him so much that I would never want to lose him. I really love him with all my heart.

“How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.”

-A.A. Milne (Winnie-the-Pooh)

Guys, mamimiss ko kayo ng superrrr. Di nyo man ako kasama ngayon na babalik, soon magkakasama uli tayo sa iba pang mga training. Mamimiss ko yung mga moments natin na naging reason kung bakit sobrang strong ng bond natin. Dont forget me guys. Kasi I will never forget all of you and please know that all of you will always have a special place in my heart (yiee chaaar hahahahaha)

Thank you guys for everything, basta everything! Hahaha. Miss ko na pambubully nyo. Mamimiss ko yung pag cleaning of aor natin and kaldagan (chaaar) Hahaha. Pag okay na ang lahat gala tayo haaa.

Thankful din ako sa mga seniors natin na naging part ng journey natin, sa kaswertehan man or kamalasan. Thank you. ❤️

Pulled out from the basic training from 29 April  2020 to 17 May 2020.

Call of Duty has ended, it’s now time to finish the basic training. Hoping to finish my training on or before July.

I would miss everything I did during the 19 days of my stay at the hospital.

I never regret my chosen profession. in fact, I am enjoying it, it’s so challenging and also it makes me realize that it can make anyone proud with my profession. 

Last time I wore my scrub suit was 2 years ago, and in that 2 years i was wearing tangerine and olive green uniform. 

But due to COVID i had the chance of wearing scub suit again. I was pulled out in the training for the purpose of additional manpower in frontliner. And wearing scrubsuit, I realized that i miss this. I want to be back on this field.

I would chose scrub suit over tangerine uniform. I can give up wearing tangerine for scrub suit. And anytime I could wear scrub suit or olive green uniform.

Im choosing where I could more efficient, more useful. 

I was thankful I had known it earlier, though it really broke my heart because i had loved you so much, but that really doesn't deserve your worth thats why i was also hurt in a way i dont really deserve to be.

I was also thankful that i have my family and friends by my side since my birthday. It was so wrong of you that you choose to broke my heart on the day before my birthday.

But then, everything is over. Everyone must move forward. And i must not dwell so much on you.

Thank you so much for everything, J. Goodbye.