Will Jarret

First, we come into this world without our consent.

Then, we are born into a community or a religion. Our parents decide that.

After some years when we start develop consciousness this world starts blocking the thinking and free will. Starting from the school.

Till 18, we are doomed to attend this school. Which gives nothing but a mindset of a slave. Which rewires our brain being into a slave.

Then, the act of marrying, relationship, love starts to happen. You never choose it, it chooses you as it is the favourite topic of the society to make sure you are always dependant on someone else not yourself. Love is not a lie. But, the society version is.

If you are a woman, you are doomed to live in a system which is only meant to control you, with the man made religions, scares from egoistic men as they think they are doing some kind of good thing by following the delusions of this world which people call ‘order’ & ‘revelation’. Those are nothing people do that only for validation. As they are afraid to be alone. So, they speak misogyny.

Even if you start questioning the world at 19 or 20. It will be late. You will be forced to play into the game of jobs and business. You must earn?

Why? Cause’ capitalism won’t let you survive.

Over and over again. You will get by a roadblock, where you will start questioning are you really free?

Well, you aren’t!

Sometimes in some ages we were. Then, this world developed a concept of society where you had to act in a certain way then, you have to earn.

Why? Nature already gave us everything.

Why could not they just let everything be?

All the time you are manipulated by someone else’s creation which came from their egos just to prove that they are special. Whether it is the religion, capitalism or anything.

World is controlled by ego. They just wanted to prove that they are Gods.

Why did they want to prove it when they already were?

Aren’t we all Gods/Goddesses?

People like Buddha, Osho, Krishnamurti. They fought for this free will. But, in the end they died.

Everyone is basically a slave of an environment. Until, you chose to put a full stop on it. You will always be bouncing from one place to another.

Act accordingly. Cause’ the opinions which you call yours could be someone else’s as you never know when you caught them subconsciously.

If you want to be free there is only way. It is to access the peace within and then build a life which is controlled by you. Not by someone else.

Choose not to live a second hand life.

Only this much free will exists.

I told them ‘the answer is far better and far worse’

The better is that people found a way to cast their insecurities/ shortcomings / failures to someone else

The worse is that people relied on an identity made by a man.

It is real for those who believe it is real.

It is not real for those who believe it’s not.

The real crazy part is that. Our brain has the tendency to create an entity or create anything.

If you believe in it. I respect. If you don’t I still respect it.

If it is something that brings you positivity then, it is real but if it makes you doomed you should not seek this God.

Then, the debated ended, he hugged me and never asked again.

Reason I shared this is because lots of perspective exists in this world. Some are brain created some are real.

While it’s not real for me. It is real for anyone else. We don’t have to fight about it.

As no religion is bigger than the believing in humanity & harmony.

But that's a lie.

You can't control anyone's reality only yours. Cause' controlling anyone else is beyond the field of a human being.

They can only control their realities.

They think by thinking they can alter their realities. But, just like you can't control anyone's reality. With the thinking you can't even control yours.

I don't know why human beings find it so difficult to live and let live.

Other than that everything just exists in the head. It's not even infront of our eyes.

I was an atheist. Although in the early age when I didn't develop the understanding of the world.

I used to pray namaz. Until, I turned 16, I prayed.

After that I just stopped.

Little did I know it will become the biggest thing of my life.

I became a believer at 23 and then, again in just a month. I left all religions because of the double standards.

Fragments of Truth #3 — The Unprovable

So, science argues that there's no God but us.

Okay, but how is science so confident?

How do I assume that one who performed the study, he was not affected by his belief or his identity?

You see it. Don't you?

If there's no God why are we so perfect?

Why does our body feel like it was engineered?

Those are some questions that come from the ego.

Yes, we are special but why it was engineered?

It's literally impossible to prove.

Now, my argument here is that if there's a God what is the reason for the existence of the bad & the good in the first place?

Also, if there's a God why can't we prove it?

Why do we always search for him to end up in a dead end?

The answer is simple; nothingness.

We close our eyes, we see nothing.

We sleep. We literally become one with nothing.

We feel peace when there's nothing.

We want nothing or no one to feel everything.

We want nothing to actually know who we really are.

Until, we are stuck in the identity or in finding in the world.

We will never become one with ourselves.

The only truth is the nothingness which is in front of our eyes.

For you, it could be bullshit.

But, I have experienced it.

In quantum physics the value of "0" is not "0" . Quantum Physics argues that there's something in the nothing as well.

Everything points to nothing.

In order to actually find ourselves we have to become one with nothing.

From my observation.

The truth exists in the nothing, when you think nothing before doing any thing. You actually do something that is precise.

Cause' action has clarity and you didn't decide it beforehand.

It's just like the moment you step out of trying to control your life. You actually become one with God or the nothingness in this case.

You get into a flow state. Which just flows.

You don't have to actually think about living your life.

You just live. You experience everything without wanting to experienceing everything.

Our minds are so sharp. We literally limit the ability of our mind by bounding it to the words. To try to find the logic through words. Real logic is beyond that.

There is not even a thing called real logic or fake logic. Logic is logic.

But, how do I describe it to you?

Well, I call it "the gut compass."

Ask around you if people had made choices in their lives they never regret.

Choices they make & didn't regret are the choices that came from the wisdom of the heart & the mind.

THE INTUITION.

Intuition is precise. The truth is for years, our mind learns patterns, environments and stores it without knowing it.

When we operate on gut. We take decisions which actually are good for us and the biggest irony is that these decisions just happens.

You don't have to think about it.

It's just like I said. When you stop the thinking. There is only action.

Action that is best for us.

I know I lost the topic for a bit. But, it was important for me to close this argument that I was presenting.

I wish I could say that there's a God.

Religions says that there is a god.

Well, if there is one.

It's in us.

It lies in the not achieving.

As soon as you try to achieve it.

You repel it.

Cause' this can only be achieved when you don't want to achieve it.

When you just wanna be.

When you agree to lose control of your life.

Then, it can be achieved. Other than that it's impossible to achieve.

I know words maybe sound bullshit at this time.

But, not achieving is the truth. It points to nothing.

The conclusion of the full post is that there's not a conclusion.

We are back at the same argument of if there's a God or not.

Cause' it can't be proved. It can only be lived.

It lies in the awareness.

It lies in the heart and mind.

It lies in the nothingness.

It doesn't exist, can only be experienced.

You can't prove nothingness. That's why science could never prove that there's a God.

The reality is you don't have to study to find God.

It lies in the experience, in us. It lies in the nothingness.

It lies beyond the identity, logic, self, labels, insecurities, fears, thoughts.

As soon as you let go all of that.

You will live and become one with nothingness.

Soon, you will realise that there's not a fucking point in thinking.

You will start to uncover the truth.

Which exists right in the now.

Fragments of Truth #2

When talking to each other two people say things like "I don't agree, but I think you're wrong."

The other person replies "But, how can you say that? No. You're wrong!"

One is saying that "I don't agree, but I think you're wrong." and one is saying: "But, how can you say that? No. You're wrong!"

Who is right?

From their perspective; they both are right.

From the logic; they are both wrong.

Logic can also be biased. You can agree with the one who said that "I don't agree, but I think you're wrong." and your friend can agree with the "But, how can you say that? No. You're wrong!"?

Where's the truth?

From the psychological perspective they both are in their own identities and in their biasedness.

But, someone who said that they (both humans) are biased. Was he not biased at that time when he said that?

What's the end of this?

If you look around yourself.

Only you existing. This moment is real.

Other than that. Thinking has no end.

Cause' if you get into neuroscience to understand it or in religions or in any science or something.

There is not a clear answer.

Right or wrong or the approx?

The logic is approx.

It's not right or wrong logic.

It's THE LOGIC which is approx.

It's not clear. As I said someone saying that this is the logic (with their own knowledge and understanding) is approx. Even, this what you're reading is also approx.

There is not a single truth here.

Instead of thinking and living in the approx. (Past and Future).

Be in the now. This moment.

Cause' other than that everything is a lie or an approx truth.

Chase misery or sadness and you will never be happy: Still chasing happiness.

Chase nothing and you will get everything.

Chasing is the lie, happiness & misery.

Both exist of dependant & independent of each other.

Just be.

As soon as you know the world. You will forget the world.

Cause' there is nothing to remember.

We don't remember what we experienced, what happened till when we turned 5 years old.

Some might have some blurry moments in their heads from their past when they were 5 years old but other than that it's just blurry.

Around 7 years old. We start to develop memory, we start to know about the world, we start our observations of the world.

If you think about it. We literally remember voids(nothing) from when we were kids.

But, as we progress we understand concepts, we understand the world, we start to know about the past & future.

As we become teenagers, we tend to (almost all teenagers) become rebellious and they just do the shit that they want to. Start forming their new identities.

In conclusion it is safe to say that we develop our identities by observing the world at the teenager's age.

But, unfortunately we just don't realise that what we see for ourselves are the choices that our biased thoughts made. Not us.

Who is us? Who are we? Who am I?

We think that we have developed our identities. But, we judge ourselves from the past or from the thoughts that we have.

We analyse and judge ourselves and we think we have developed into "a person" that we are always into "an identity" that we think is the truth.

If you don't understand what I am saying read my first post and you will get the idea.

Unfortunately, we always tend to cling on to the identities, to the past or to the future.

We get so messed up in the future or the past that we change our actions accordingly to the past and the future.

We forget the real truth which is awareness, consciousness of the present.

We went on to live a life for the future, for the past. We make our actions by thinking about the future of all the time or sometimes the past.

We forget the truth. That the only real thing that exists is this moment, when you're reading it.

Yes, this is the present moment, which happens to pass and become the past and as you read further that is called the future.

But, while reading this just observe how this present is here.

How this moment is the only truth. Other than that Everything just fades just like these words fade into the past and the future becomes the present which you're reading right now.

Yes, the experience of the present, the awareness of it. That is the real self (Call it what you want). Other than that everything is a lie that you have told yourself.

To really know yourself you must forget yourself. Forget the past, forget the future. Just be aware of the fact that nothing is real but this moment.

Now you might be thinking but what about the thoughts of the future and the present? We can't just ignore them and live, right?

Yes, you shouldn't.

The next post will be about how to achieve real awareness, the real conscious self. Call it what you want but everything is a lie. Only this moment is the truth.

Let me know your thoughts in the comments. If any of the thing clicked with you. Also, a follow would be praised.

This moment is all that we have. Don't rush past it.

Be aware of it. Be aware of this moment.

As soon as you come out from the loops of the shit that sub conscious mind sends as thoughts. You came to realise that knowing is forgetting and forgetting is knowing. Thoughts are always there. Thinking & clinging to them that's where the trap starts from.

Hey! This is the first post on this platform.(Just joined).Although, Idk much about using this platform but I really wanted to share some important things.

I was 21 years old and right now I'm almost 24(almost cause' my birthday is in just 4 months).

In 2023, I had a breakup. That girl was the love of my life. I loved her so fucking much.

Just after the breakup, went into depression. Couldn't sleep for at least a month. Yeah, that's something has happened.

But, the reason I am writing this post is because just after I survived depression(it took 8 months though).

I went on to living alone(like I was with people but zoned out in myself).

I read psychology, sales, business books, human nature etc.

I was fond of psychology. So, I began the critical thinking of mine. Thinking to understand humans and this world.

After one and a half years. With my observations of this world & the observation of the self. I understood one and the most foremost thing.

People here in this world are doomed. Some are fighting over religions, some are fighting over the land, money, women etc. Everyone is fighting, blaming each other.

Like trust me. People are fighting because they think they are right but how tf they can be right?

There's a concept in the psychology of "confirmation bias" which basically means you think it's right, so, it's right.

What you seek, you consume what you want. It's a biased decision. If something is good for you it doesn't mean it can be good for others.

If it's not good for you it doesn't mean it cannot be good for someone else. There's always two sides of everything.

Which side is right? How do we decide it? The reality is we all are biased.

Even this post is biased(by me).

What's the end of this biasedness?

Does it even have an end to everything in the world that is biased?

How do we even decide what's real and what is not biased?

So, what's the point of fighting?

You want land? Why? Cause' you're insecure you can't afford it.

You want a woman? Why? Cause' you're so fucking alone & helpless and you can't accept yourself.

All the things we do are basically us clinging on to the confirmation bias that we have created in our minds.

Why are even people fighting? Can't they just exist?

How do they even know that they're right?

Doesn't everyone think that they are right? Like why is that?

Why they're insecure?

Why do they become what they seek or what they think of themselves.

Why do they consume what they think is right?

How do you know it's even right?

These questions started fucking with my head. I saw two sides in everything and everyone.

Someone fighting over the land there are two parties(one who has the land) and one(who wants it).

Both think that the land will make them happy. But, how? Our desires ever end?

No! We always want something and we always despise something.

We always have something but we always want more.

Questions and questions and questions.

At this time, I was fucked.

Like why are the humans fighting with each other?

Why can't they just exist?

There are poor and rich people. Some poor people are happy and some poor people are sad (cause they don't have money).

There are rich people who are happy and some rich but sad.

At this time I was literally bursting my mind with the questions. Like there is no end.

There are always two sides of everything.

But, I was so lucky that I got the opportunity to again just live alone (but this time it was like literally no people, before there were friends and family)

Everywhere. It's just the bias. Humans think that they're right.

I saw the truth.

There is no fucking point in anything.

The reality lies with in us.

Unfortunately, we humans are programmed to want or need things. It's the void that we fill by wanting and needing things, the void that exists within us that we don't see.

I realised the void that we try to fill with attachments, women, drugs, lands, friends etc. is actually a void. A black hole that has no end.

Think about it. Just as we develop consciousness of the world around 6-7 years. We start to want things.

In the beginning, the toys, then, something else, and else and else.

In adulthood, we chase women, drugs, addictions,

Why is that?

What's the fucking matter with us?

Why there's no end?

Then, I got hit by the answer as soon as I quit cigarettes.

That's when I started writing my book and became a writer to present this answer to the world.(that's something I will share when it's completed).

So, the answer to that is that there's no end.

No fucking end.

Voids or black holes. It exists within us.

We will always chase something, want something, fight over something, because we think we are special.

And we're not.

All religions point to the one thing "the God" up in the sky. But, what I discovered was something devastating yet so free.

I discovered that there's no God in the sky. There's just us. We. Born freely, can live freely, create freely. Exist freely.

Rituals and clinging on to the identities. That's a fucking trap we fell in. Years of years of programming to find God, love God.

Proper case of projection.

For years people are saying the god is up there(just like they say that they're not mistaken and blame each other) they project this thought to the sky by making bullshit claims. (Sorry if I'm harsh).

Now, I'm not saying I'm an atheist. Just stick with me.

So, the projection. A narcissist project & points to other people's mistakes and never accepts that.

Projection is projecting your reality on to the others.

For years people have project that there is god in the sky but, no there is no God in the sky.

There is only one truth which is the living, which is we exist, which is consciousness, which is the breath, which is the self. ( I can give hundreds of hundred names. )

Humans are so fucking dumb that they try to fill the void with the world.

But, the reality is that void means nothingness, void means no end.

No matter how much you put things in it or want things or fight over something.

Void will never feel satisfied!

Rich, poor, good, bad. Everything exists. But, if we cling onto the identities of it. We create hell for us.

Heaven & hell is the concept of cause' and effect.

As there was no justice before, people made religion's heaven & hell. So, they(people) act right. (I'm not saying there is no bad there is.) Also, we know the nature of humans that they are greedy asf.

But, my point here is that life has no point. Void has no end. Misery is always there happiness is always there.

Unless, we achieve the real self which is "the conscious self" we will never be able to actually live with peace.

But, how do you even live with peace. How do you achieve it?

That's something you have to wait for cause' this post has already been so long.

In the next post I will talk about how to actually live a life without wanting anything. How to live without an identity.

I would love if you will follow though🥹

If by chance any of you got help or understood even one point of what I said. I would love to have your thoughts in the comments. Please?