makeandshift

over the past months writing has slowly turned into more and more of a chore. where at first i was constantly bursting with ideas, i now find that i have to force myself to write. it’s something that i feel like i have to do because there’s requests sitting in my inbox.

and i’m honestly just tired of pretending i am excited about ‘getting back into writing’ or ‘tackling requests’.

because i am not.

a lot of requests i get are written more like a restaurant order or a chat gpt prompt than a request or question. i know not everyone means for their messages to come across like this, but it makes me feel like vending machine just throwing things out there at the press of a button.

and because the requests are all anonymous i have no clue if the person i am writing for even likes what i wrote.

i would love to return to writing sometime this year with a head full of ideas and inspiration. right now i’m not in the right headspace but i am sure i will be again eventually.

It wasn't the first time she had been on the podcast, probably wouldn't be the last either. Though it takes her a while to recover at this 'incident'.

Usually the topic of their relationship never really comes up, only gets mentioned in passing, aka when they are talking about how much better the snack selection at Hasan's house is now that she's living there 🤭

Of course someone had to go and mention that Austin looks absolutely exhausted, with dark circles under his eyes and his massive coffee in front of him.

Initially it turns into the usual 'making fun of Austin and his twinks', but Will notices Hasan just sitting there with this grin on his face and he just knows something else is going on.

It takes Will like 1-2 minutes of prying to get Austin to admit he couldn't sleep because of Hasan and his girl.

Cue Hasan just absolutely cackling and her just trying to hide her increasingly red face in her hands 🙈

Once she has recovered a little bit the next like ten minutes are spent by her just apologizing to Austin.

Meanwhile Will and Hasan just keep sharing these dumb sly grins.

She totally punches them both in the shoulder for it. Perks of sitting in between the two of them.

Also them being so loud they kept Austin awake totally becomes an ongoing joke on Fear&💀

Hasan brings it up whenever he can just because he thinks it's hilarious.