MagicalMerry

Sometimes I just have this extremely deep longing for intense platonic friendship. I crave intimacy at its highest level. I want to hold your hand, and hug you until I can hear and feel your pulse. I want a casual love without boundary. This world is so static and separate from itself, and I just can't contain myself any longer. I need the warmth of friendship, of love, of closeness. I feel as if I am dying without it sometimes. My chest is heavy but also hollow without it. I do wonder if it is simply seasonal depression, but I feel this in every season. It's like an ancient feeling in my core, and it saddens me. Oh to live in a world far from how I wish it were to be. So sad.