I am currently writing a large Hermitcraft fanfic titled āCrushed and Aching, I Keep Goingā or CAAIKG. This fic will be posted over time both here and on AO3 by soup_wizard.
Here is a link to the AO3 fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/59858947/chapters/152699971
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I notice alot of my followers on here skipping these posts just to mess with my lgbt ones, suspiciously the white popular ones.
Heres a not so friendly reminder, as an lgbt metis person, i dont give a single fuck what your blog is themed or if this is too painful for you to look at. Reblog this post. Reblog this post with the sources of the 751 children who were found.
Your compliance and silence as well as the compliance and silence of your ancestors is what allowed these schools to open and kill first nations children. The children of MY people.
Dont follow me if you cant reblog this post or the one with sources to your political blog or your most popular blog. Add trigger warnings if you must but if your political blog is only focused on the harms you personally face like being lgbt then you need to see some bigger pictures and stop being afraid of angering your racist mutural or actually saying some shit about racism. If you can reblog some antifa graphics or add blm to your bio to be a surface level ally, you can reblog some sources on the genocide first nations people faced and still face today.
Iād like to add this photo I took last night in Victoria of the statue of Captain Cook. Though I myself am not indigenous, I 100% agree that these murderers, kidnappers and rapists shouldnāt have huge statues and plaques that decorate them and say how āgreatā they were.
Hereās another photo of the legislative assembly from yesterday. Later on there were more items, candles and signs at the memorial, as well as a big poster with 1505 painted on it but I didnāt get a picture
People need to see this. Not just quickly glance at the photos and keep on scrolling. They need to see this.
I had seen the first picture of the church, but not the second.
I went to a āCancel Canada Dayā event and burst into tears - not because I was surprised to learn of the unmarked graves (survivors told us they were there. Our government pushed it aside, and we let them), but because seeing all the people gathered in mourning drove it home: They. Were. Children.
This is my countryās legacy - and itās not history. The last schools closed during my lifetime. My Father went to school with students who lived at the local residential school, after it was changed to a boarding house (read: holding centre) for indigenous youth who went to local schools.
They were all children, injured, abused, and killed in my countryās attempt to erase them. I want the world to see this and hold the state accountable to *active* reconciliation> I mean we could at least truly adopt UNDRIP in action instead of words for godās sake.
here you can read an article about a survivor of the church and some of the things he experienced to help put into perspective how awful and just how recent it was
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People who complain about flashing light warnings are actually insufferable. Epilepsy can actually kill people. A two second warning at the beginning of a video is worth the minor inconvenience you have to face so someone won't die. This isn't a "manage your own triggers" situation this is actual life or death.
This. Flashing lights can also trigger migraines, and it's much more common than people realize. I recently found out I have migraines because no one ever explained what a migraine really is, and I had been actively avoiding triggers like such. Please, for the love of God, use more trigger warnings for flashing lights.
Consider this: V!Cleo who has no issues with animal blood and is in fact very good and killing and butchering animals but can't stand the sight of human blood. They try to help out Pearl after full moons because she tends to get pretty banged up when she's running around in the forest but they just can't do it.
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I am considering
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Cleo had scoured the forest. It was nearly sunrise. If they couldnāt find Pearl soonā¦ they donāt wanna know what damage the sun will do to her.
Finally, they spotted a shivering bush, rustling and whining like a dog. Cleo approached cautiously, but they still werenāt prepared.
As the sunrise began, Pearl slowly lost her fur, revealing all the injuries she had sustained from the night. Curled up tense in a bush, Cleo hated to see her like this. They wanted to help, butā¦
They looked away. The sight of blood, of human blood dripping from the wound, made them gag nearly as bad as garlic. The glowing red and hot scent burned into her brain like an after imageāCleo wanted to erase ever remembering what human insides look like.
Pearl was whimpering like a dying baby, but Cleo couldnāt help. The echoes of their thouands of screams and the look of their thousands of bodies. Why was Pearl screeching like it was her last breath, just like how they sounded?!
āShut up!!!ā Cleo cried, trying to forget and forget and forget and never remember again.
They hated it. They hated that they yelled. They hated that they couldnāt help Pearl. They were supposed to help her but she justā¦ couldnāt! All because of some damn memories that wonāt go away!
āGet out! Get out! Get! Out!ā Cleo screamed to herself, banging on her head in hopes that it might make her brain finally listen and stop forcing them to think of the same horrible sights over and over every night.
Maybe if they yelled loud enough, this nightmare would end? Maybe if they could just get over it and fix their brain, all of the guilt would be gone?
If only they could just get over it.
And fix herself properly.
Then, she could be good. But for now, she is cruel.
Cleo deserved those injuries more than Pearl.
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a quick one for today :3 fun!
harm OCD V!Cleo anyone?
:) anyone else been told to ājust get over itā and āfix yourselfā because you canāt stop washing your hands and using up all the soap? lovely family memories :ā)
I genuinely wonder if people realize how many projects get abandoned because the readership "wasn't there", when in reality, the readership just stayed silent. It's a big thing in trad pub that book series get discontinued because readers pirate the books or wait until the series is finished to buy a copy, leading the publisher to think that nobody actually wants the book enough to continue the series, but it happens with indie creators too.
I've discontinued a lot of free, online series because it's not worth putting 3-5 hours a week into posting a project for no readers. Sometimes I finish the series for me but just never post it again, other times I don't finish it at all because it feels more worthwhile to put my time into other things. Sometimes I hear from readers who are sad or upset that I didn't finish something they were liking, but the *reason* it never got finished is because I didn't know anyone liked it. If you like something, tell the creator, tell your friends, make some noise about it. If you would be sad if a story never finished, make that interest known because one of my biggest considerations before discontinuing a series is "will people miss this? Will I be letting people down" and 9/10 times, I come to the conclusion of "no, it doesn't even seem like anyone's reading this" only to learn after I've moved on that apparently someone was.
I've said this before in a different way, and this post said it so well. With real examples.
If you like something, tell people.
If you want more content from an artist or author, if you like their stuff, tell them. It will give them creative fuel to keep going. And often it gives them other resources as well.
Recommend a work to other people. Leave a comment or a review. It doesn't have to be long, just genuine, a sentence or two.
Not many people know that a book's success is judged by book reviews as well as sales. Review the book on Amazon or another site to help it pass the metric of success and be recognized by publishers and retailers.
Talking about it amongst yourselves in a Discord server or whatever doesn't count, by the way. You have to tell the creator, too. They're not going to hear about anything that gets said in your little server unless you tell them about it.
imagine forcibly sending your second in command to space and erasing his memory and having made peace with it for 26 years but then you finally get the back the information that will save the world and you find out that he woke up all alone because the other two died on the way and he didn't know what was going on and he was so scared but he manages to make first contact and he figures it all out anyway AND he might be able to go home with the astrophysics the alien gives him and you feel a part of your heart that hasn't felt alive in decades start to beat again because he might come back in just a few months if what he's saying is right and then you watch the last log and it turns out he needs to go back to save an alien species and he is going to starve to death and you feel the grief all over again.
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Do you think Eridians have some sort of 'rock skipping' sport, where the ones with flatter carapace shoot themselves across a lake and and the ones that go the farthest/have the best form win? Kind of like human diving competitions, but horizontal??
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how was your day?? no bad evil because I THREW it in the OCEAN
awooooowowowow xO
hi :3 my dayw as oky. i went to work, worked, went home, took shower, played minecraft, made cool minecraft skin, and now i feel like drawingā¦ or writing, i cant decide
hmm whichever you did last do the opposite? like if you drew last then you should write!!
my day was good!!! my sissy came over and we all swam together then made these like. Oreos dipped in marshmallow fluff smores??? soooo tasty. then we came inside and Iām super sun burntttt!! ough! I put on sunscreen and everythinggggg
thinking about regressing so hardddd rnnn. I just wanna be a tiny little kitty!! sososo tiny go mewmewmew. I wanna watch little kid shows and have a paci and absbdbxhdhah. sighhhhhh. I wanna be itty bittyyyy
oooo! yummy! Im glad you had fun! aww sunburn :( ouch!
you should! Cozy up in a blankie and scribble and cuddle with kitty cats and make little purrs :3 all the tiny kitty things!
being tiny is so ishcjuchf like its fun but also kinda scary sometimes and also if i wanna be held i have noone to hold me :( noone to hold my hand and pet me and call me little names and no wooden blocks or little toys :(((( i need gear so bad š
might add to my agere V!Pearl fic š¤ seems very fun!
Iām at my moms tgoughhhh :((( i donāt have any of my stuff or like a room or anything :(
mhm mhm I so get you. my friend will usually take care of me a little over the phone but thereās only so much you can do yk :( I wanna be held and pet and kissed gently on the forehead and all swaddled :( I want gear so bad too ough! I want a paci and a baby blanket and like hot wheels and marbles and blocksā¦ā¦..
I need to write more agere fics!! and agere artā¦. I never finished taht sammy oneā¦..
I also havenāt finished that false fic!! I lowkey forgot about it. sorry :(
yeahhh :(( m always take absolutely forever to write. you proaly not gon see that false fic until like Christmas lol. but m blame it on the #pain (my handssss)
tiny n got nothng to doooo oughhhh. not super tiny yet but. still kitty
maybe you could read some agere fics on ao3? those are nice :3 maybe play minecraft if you have your switch? Maybe catch up on hermitcraft? maybe draw some cats and dogs :3 or take photos of the silly pets in ur house? or look at photos of birds online? or play online puzzles like jigsaw or sudoku? or listen to cozy music? or image all the cool tiny things you wanna do if you could? like what is ur favorite cozy place? do u have any fictional caregivers? maybe imagine a fic you would wanna read about? look at agere stimboards online? or watch funny cat videos?
omg there is a thunderstorm outside right now and my dog is barking at the lightning lol he is soooo growly at the window!!! such a silly boy
he wants me to let him out -_- into the thunderstormā¦ yeah. not happening, buddy.
Itās okay! You are trying your best :3 i can still read it so weāre good!
Alright! Itās almost past your bed time! its time for you to take your meds, little kitty. They will help make you feel okay. And then afterwards, you can get allll~ cozy and small. Thatās it, no more tasks for the rest of the night, youāll be all~ done! Then you can relax for the rest of the night :3
