I am currently writing a large Hermitcraft fanfic titled “Crushed and Aching, I Keep Going” or CAAIKG. This fic will be posted over time both here and on AO3 by soup_wizard.
Here is a link to the AO3 fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/59858947/chapters/152699971
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I am an artist and writer, so I may post my thoughts and pieces on here. Any visual art will likely include a signature of “Magical Soup”.
I am disabled - diagnosed with ADHD, ASD, & OCD.
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drawing is all sbout becoming good at illustrating one character at 3/4 angle and nothing else no backgrounds no props no furniture no money no job no future
hiii!! how was your day soup?? no bad evil i hopeee
*ear bleeding screech of pure unadulterated joy*
hiiiii :3333
day was okay :< played minecraft, got back to base and out of nether, died tho :( its okay i didn’t have that much on me! now im just less afraid of dying! :D went fishing and textured my base so i like it better now :3
tried to mow to grass but at some point they lawn mower just wouldn’t turn back on again so im gonna try again tomorrow or something :/ wasn’t too bad, just hot and dirty which i dont like, and bugs were flying around me so :(
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Little False gets cranky sometimes because she can’t tell when she’s hungry(poor interoception). She gets irritated and upset and doesn’t know why. Its caregivers always have to have a snack on hand so crank False can calm down while they cook lunch.
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imagine false realizing she’s cranky because she’s hungry but she’s refusing food because she’s cranky. so tiny baby
Something that literally changed my life was working with a friend on a coding thing. He was helping me create an auto rig script and was trying to explain something to me but his words were just turning into static in my brain. I was tired and confused and there was so many new concepts happening.
I could feel myself working toward a crying meltdown and was getting preemptively ashamed of what was about to happen when he said, “Hey, are you someone who benefits from breaks?”
It broke me.
Did I benefit from breaks? I didn’t know. I’d never taken them.
When a problem frustrated or upset me I just gritted my teeth and plowed through the emotional distress because eventually if you batter and flail at something long enough you figure it out. So what if you get bruised on the way.
I viscerally remembered in that moment being forced to sit at the table late into the night with my dad screaming at me, trying to understand math. I remembered taking that with me into adulthood and having breakdowns every week trying to understand coding. I could have taken a break? Would it help? I didn’t know! I’d never taken one!
“Yes,” I told him. We paused our call. I ate lunch. I focused on other stuff for half an hour. I came back in a significantly better state of mind, and the thing he’d been trying to explain had been gently cooking in the back of my head and seemed easier to understand.
Now when I find myself gritting my teeth at problems I can hear his gentle voice asking if I benefit from breaks. Yes, dear god, yes why did I never get taught breaks? Why was the only way I knew to keep suffering until something worked?
I was relating to this same friend recently my roadtrip to the redwoods with my wife. “We stopped every hour or so to get out and stretch our legs and switch drivers. It was really nice. When I was a kid we’d just drive twelve hours straight and not stop for anything, just gas. We’d eat in the car and power through.”
He gave a wry smile, immediately connecting the mindset of my parents on a road trip to what they’d instilled in me about brute forcing through discomfort. “Do you benefit from breaks?” he echoed, drawing my attention to it, making me smile with the same sad acknowledgement.
Take breaks. You’re allowed. You don’t have to slam into problems over and over and over, let yourself rest. It will get easier. Take. Breaks.
my first boss had a bit he liked to use on people, he'd go, "why do you have brakes on your car?" and of course you'd be like uhhhh what well I guess so you can slow down? and then he'd got you, he'd say no. the brakes are there so you can go faster. imagine driving without brakes! you'd have to move at .1 miles per hour all the time because otherwise if you ever ran into an obstacle you'd die. and this is the same thing (my boss would say) as taking breaks while you are working. if you don't take breaks, you can't move at all.
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I'm gonna say it, I do think that even the laziest person imaginable should have a roof over their head, food in their stomach, and access to healthcare
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