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this is happening to me too much lately

#tbf I think panel 3 just describes the entire experience you don't really need the rest #anyway just trying to cover the bases with trigger warnings because I don't like talking about these stuff #tw suicidal ideation #tw sui ideation #tw selfhate #tw suicidality #tw self hate #doodle #stuff i don't talk to my psychologist about because i'm too scared

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this interaction felt very targeted

#still very funny to me #doodle #deltarune #deltarune chapter 5 #deltarune chapter five #my art #deltarune spoilers

hi! just writing in to say that you create lovely art, from the small doodles to your most masterful pieces. it's always a joy to see you've shared a new piece of it with the world <3

i'm super proud of you. you're doing great.

thank you, it means a lot ;-;

#trying my best #ask

I keep drawing little guys sitting to express my emotion, I guess that I'm just feeling like a little guy sitting

#uh i just feel so dumb #in this way that's like a fundamental flaw i'll never get over #because I know i don't care enough to actually improve or develop myself #so i'm just going to always be a bit mediocre and never do anything interesting #because I am just like that i guess #sometimes I wish I passionate about better things #i can't just be passionate about deltarune man #i'm having a mid 20s midlife crisis of “welp I guess i'll never amout to anything”#doodle

saw too many things and now I feel like this

#just do whatever you want!!!#why do people care!!!#I feel my brain is starting a deep analysis of the idea of gender again and please I don't have time for this I need to work

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I wanted to share all my miis to TomodachiShare just because i'm so proud of them and their outfits, but i forgot to take photos of the detail page and I can't be bothered right now so here are the miis!

Ace attorney:

Deltarune:

+spamton in his bedroom because I like how it turned out

Undertale:

I also forgot to take a photo of mad mew mew so here's her rocking the stage (and undyne on the keyboard because it's also cool)

TADC: (pomni blinked)

These guys are newer so don't have custom outfits yet, can't wait to unlock the jester outfit for pomni

and Bonus! WALL-E !

and of course, hatsune miiku:

i love her

all my artistic motivation had gone into tomodatchi life in the past few months, so I just really need to share everything

#tomodatchi life #tomodachi life #tomodachi living the dream #i love miis #mii enjoyer #mii characters #deltarune #undertale #ace attorney #tadc #the amazing digital circus #wall e #hatsune miku #this was a waste of time but oh well

damn, i'll never be as cool as temmie chang and toby fox

#I don't understand how people get anything done #like I want to do big projects #but I never get to them because I always have too many small projects #there's always SOMETHING to do #how am I supposed to start working on a video game like this #or even finish my portfolio ehem ehem #I wish I was a cool video game developer #but I am stuck between only being able to work or rest #there's never room for just things to do for myself #doodle

had a screaming-crying-on-the-floor panic attack in front of strangers today, and it is quite the experience

#shame is so stupid sometimes #why am i so embarrassed #I usually don't like to say I have 'panic attacks'#because of the the conscious voice that just says im exagerating/overreacting #it makes me feel so stupid #haha anyway I think this might have been one of the worst experiences in my life #doodle #vent

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in my quest of trying to be able to do everything myself I am now trying to learn how to write music, and by that I mean pressing random keys on the piano until it sounds nice

this is technically the 3rd melody I wrote but the first one I was actually able to transcribe (transcribing is apparently the hard part)

#playing piano is a major hobby of mine #but it's more like playing a game #because I just play existing songs #so making music was always magic to me #and I dont have the best musical ear #so the fact I was able to make this is honestly shocking #it's not the best and I still dont know how to do things well but it's a learning curve and i'm learning!!!#yay!!!#music #midi

some people sketch such beautiful things, when all of my sketches just look like this

#I can't escape it #I just keep doodling little guys #doodle #my art

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I hate needing to work !! I don't like being told want to do I want to do my own little projects!!!! I want to make a little witchy gameeeeeee!!!

(I can't stop thinking of ideas for witchy game so have more concept art for witchy game)

#ok i'll be honest I can't just blame work #I just have horrible time management #like horrible horrible #even if I didn't have work I have other personal projects with a higher priority which have been waiting in line for months #I just don't know how to handle all the things I want and need to do #it feels like there's always something urgent and then nothing else gets done #I HAVEN'T CLEANED MY ROOM IN MONTHS #AAAAAAAAAAAAA #I am just specifically upset at work because I don't earn a lot of money #which make sense with the amount of time I work (not much)#but still !!!#I don't even have a full time job and I feel like i'm drowning #i don't understand how the world works

I want to disappear until it will all end but I can't disappear and it won't end

#sorry for vent posting a lot lately #i am just going crazy again #THEY CANT KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH THIS #:(

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I have a toxic relationship with apps that weaponize bad user experience to get you to pay

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rebloging this because ads on YouTube radicalise me and yet I refuse to pay for premium

#just got hit with a video with 4 sponsers and while skipping the sponsers i hit 2 midroll ads #AND THERE WERE ADS BEFORE #and watching long videos from my phone is hell because THERE'S AN AD EVERY 5 MINUTES #AND ALSO NOW THE AD SLIGHTLY STAYS ON THE SCREEN AND YOU HAVE TO PRESS 2 BUTTONS TO CLOSS IT #because of course why have a simple X when you can have a menu and hit close #RAHHHHH

life is hard right now

#why must pain feel so competitive #yes it could be much worse #yes I should be grateful for what I have #but it's still so hard #I just want to cry my eyes out #I feel so helpless #i can't do anything #get me out of here

I'm already at rock bottom because of the world around me, so my right arm hurting too much for me to use it is maybe the last thing I needed

#art was my one coping mechanism #are you kidding me #i can't even use my phone or eat food without being in pain

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every time I am upset, I think about how lemons alone are not enough to make lemonade, life also needs to give you some sugar