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Basically, gojo x reader have been in a fwb relationship for three years but nanami tells gojo he saw reader walk around with a guy and he gets jealous.
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SUM. rumor has it that in an attempt to sleep with you, satoru gojo thought it would be a good idea to work at the same campus cafe as you! does he need the money? no! does he need your attention? well yeah.
CONTENT. MDNI. explicit sexual content. slow burn. kinda enemies to lover. oral sex. riding. unprotected sex. creampie. slight dom/sub undertones. lots of teasing. dirty talk. semi-public making out. mild angst from miscommunication. eventual fluff.
A/N. satoru art by uruyuuu ... malcolm todd is goated
you meet satoru gojo on a tuesday morning when the cafe is packed worse than usual. the line stretches all the way past the entrance, your apron is covered in dried milk splatters, and your patience is basically gone.
then in he walks.
satoru gojo is the kind of guy who makes the world bend a little just by existing. cocky without apology, charming in that infuriating way that has people falling over themselves, the type who never hears no because he doesnât give them the chance to say it. and well heâs rich, heâs brilliant, heâs everything and he knows it, which is exactly why you hated him from the second you met him.
âone of everything sweet you got back there,â he says. âextra whip, extra shots, and throw in a smile for me while youâre at it, yeah? nameâs toru by the way.â
you stare at him for half a second. he canât be serious.
âdo you even know how bad thatâll taste?â you mutter, not even bothering to hide the annoyance in your voice. you start slamming cups and pumps because arguing with customers is a quick way to get written up, but god, this one makes it tempting.
the smirk on satoruâs face gets wider, those ridiculous sunglasses sliding down the bridge of his nose just enough for you to catch a flash of those too-blue eyes.
âaw, câmon princess. live a little. i like my coffee like i like my companyâsweet, messy, and a little overwhelming.â
you nearly drop the cup. the audacity rolls off him in waves and when you finally slide the drink across the counter (extra everything just like he asked), he takes one dramatic sip and makes a face.
âtoo sweet,â he declares as he sets the cup down. âway too sweet. you tryna put me in a sugar coma or what?â
your eye twitches, âyou literally asked for one of everything sweet. thatâs what you got. if you wanted plain black coffee maybe you shouldâve just said that.â
he leans in closer, elbows on the counter, completely ignoring the growing line behind him. âfeisty. i like that, itâs almost cute.â
âcute?â you echo. âbuddy, iâm two seconds away from spitting in your next drink if you donât move.â
satoru throws his head back and laughs, you also notice a few girls in line giggle along with him. he then pulls out his card, taps it against the reader, and winks.
fucking asshole.
âthat should be it, princess. and heyâiâll be back tomorrow! maybe youâll get my order right next time.â
you watch him saunter out, white hair catching the light, and you mutter under your breath the entire time youâre making the next customerâs latte.
you think thatâs the end of it. that heâs just another entitled campus pretty boy whoâll forget your face by the time he hits his next lecture.
but satoru gojo doesnât forget things that interest him.
and apparently, you just became interesting.
ËâĄË àŁȘ
âhey, new hire starts today. show him the ropes when he gets here. heâs a fast learner, supposedly.â
you nod... youâve been working at this campus cafe for almost eight months now. started right after your financial aid package came up short and you needed something flexible that wouldnât kill your gpa. the pay is decent, the tips are better on busy days, and it beats retail. plus the free coffee reallyyy helps.
pops, your manager, has been running this place longer than most of the students have been alive on campus. heâs kind of aloof that borders on comedy, always saying the bare minimum while somehow making it sound like the most profound shit youâve ever heard. you get along with him in that weird way where you trade sarcasm and he never takes anything too seriously.
âgreat,â you say, already dreading it. âiâm babysitting today basicallyâ
pops snorts, âthis one applied with a resume that looked like it belonged in a fortune 500. probably wonât last, but at least heâll look pretty while he burns the milk.â
âso you hired him because heâs pretty?â
âi hired him because weâre short staffed and he said he could start today. pretty is just a bonus. try not to scare him off on day one, yeah? i donât feel like doing interviews again.â
the bell above the door chimes. âoh look, there he is. right on time.â
you turn around and your stomach drops straight through the floor.
no. fucking. way.
satoru steps inside wearing the exact same black apron as you have, name tag already clipped to his chest slightly crooked.
he spots you instantly.
âmorning, princess,â he says, voice carrying across the quiet space. âready to teach me how to make that sugar coma special?â
you just stare at him, mouth half open.
âyouâve got to be kidding me,â you mutter.
satoru walks behind the counter, already rolling up the sleeves of his shirt like heâs done this a hundred times. he stops a little too close, that familiar cocky energy filling up the small space.
âwhat? you told me to try plain black coffee next time. figured the best way to get it right is to learn how to make it myself. plus the tips here looked decent when i was scoping the place out yesterday.â
âplay nice, both of you. i donât want to hear any screaming before ten.â
you pinch the bridge of your nose, already feeling the headache coming on. âthis is a joke, right? heâs the new hire?â
âlooks that way,â pops says, shrugging. âshow him the basics. registers, milk steaming, the usual. donât let him break anything expensive.â
satoru leans against the counter looking way too amused. âdonât worry, iâm a fast learner. youâll barely have to babysit. we're gonna be real good friends."
ËâĄË àŁȘ
supervising satoru on his first day turns out to be exactly as annoying as you expected, except somehow worse.
he picks up the register faster than anyone youâve ever trained. customers love him. older ladies compliment his âlovely smile,â frat guys clap him on the shoulder, and half the girls on campus suddenly decide they need an extra shot in their latte. every time someone tells him his coffee is perfect he makes sure you hear it, tossing the praise your way.
âdid you catch that? she said it was the best cappuccino sheâs had all semester. guess iâm a natural.â
âshe was flirting with you, not rating your foam.â
âeh, same thing.â
heâs extra with everything too, especially the latte art. while youâre trying to keep the line moving he spends an extra ten seconds swirling hearts and little flowers into every cappuccino, sometimes even attempting tiny cats or stars. half the time they come out lopsided but heâs proud of himself.
one girl actually took a photo and posted it right there at the counter. again, satoru made sure you saw it.
âsee? people appreciate the details. you should try it sometime instead of just dumping plain foam on top.â
âweâre not an art studio, gojo.â
he just laughs unbothered and keeps going. every time you correct him on something he listens for about five seconds then does it his own way anyway, but he never actually messes up. itâs infuriating how quickly he fits in.
ËâĄË àŁȘ
by the end of the first week youâre convinced satoru gojo was put on this earth specifically to test every last nerve you have left.
he shows up every single shift youâre on. the worst part is heâs actually good at the job. terrifyingly good even.Â
you catch him quiet one afternoon working the espresso machine.
thereâs something weirdly attractive about how easy he is when heâs focused like this. when heâs not the loud, cocky version that grates on your nerves. the quieter side. the way his shoulders relax, the small smile that sits on his lips when no oneâs watching, the brightness that seems to live under his skin even when heâs not talking.
heâs stupidly pretty like that, when he's just simply existing.
it's like the whole world softens around him without him even trying. it pisses you off how much you notice it.
âyou know,â he starts, âfor someone who claims to hate me, you spend a lot of time staring.â
âexcuse me. iâm not staring at youâim looking at the espresso machine.â
satoru steps closer to you. heâs tall, unfairly so, and he knows how to use it, looming enough to make the space between you feel smaller than it should.
âadmit it, princess. youâre impressed.â
âsure, most trust fund babies last two days max.â
he laughs, âyou think iâm doing this for the money? please. i could buy this whole campus if i wanted.â
did this asshole just flex on you?
âthen why are you here, gojo?â you finally look up at him, arms crossed tight over your chest. âyou donât need the tips. you donât need the experience. so whatâs the angle?â
suddenly he reaches out, tucks a loose strand of hair behind your ear.
âmaybe i like coffee,â he murmurs. âor maybe i simply just like seeing you. either way⊠iâm not going anywhere.â
your heart beats faster, traitor that it is. you slap his hand away, ignoring the way your skin tingles where he touched you.
âtouch me again and iâll steam your fingers instead of the milk.â
âviolent,â he says. âi like that about you too.â
before you can fire back, the bell over the door rings again and a group of students shuffle in, saving you from whatever stupid thing was about to come out of your mouth. you turn away from him fast, busying yourself with the register.
by closing time the cafe is empty except for the two of you. pops already left an hour ago, so now itâs just you wiping down the last tables while satoru sweeps the floor.
youâre stacking chairs when he appears beside you without warning, grabbing the one next to yours and flipping it onto the table. his shoulder bumps yours on purpose this time.
âso,â he starts, casual as ever, âwhat are you doing after this?â
âgoing home, iâm pretty tired⊠uh you?â
âboring, you're boring," he yawns, "lemme walk you back to your dorm to be safe.â
âiâve walked myself home for eight months, gojo. i think iâll survive without a bodyguard.â
âyeah, but now you donât have to.â he continues, âcâmon, princess. one walk. iâll even try to keep the pet names to a minimum.â
you study him for a long moment.
âfine,â you say finally giving in, âannoy me again and iâm pushing you into the nearest bush.â
âdeal.â he holds up both hands in mock surrender. âbut just so you know⊠iâm really good at dodging bushes.â
you roll your eyes at that, he never runs out of bullets. the two of you finish closing up in comfortable quiet. he locks the front door while you kill the lights, and when you step out into the cool evening air together, the campus paths are mostly empty, strung with soft golden lamplight.
satoru falls into step beside you, hands shoved in his pockets. for once heâs not filling the silence with cocky one-liners. he stays at your side, occasionally glancing over like heâs making sure youâre still okay with this.
âyou know,â he says after a few minutes, âi wasnât lying earlier about liking seeing you.â
âseeing me glaring at you?â
âexactly.â he bumps your shoulder lightly with his. âitâs cute. you get this little crease between your brows when youâre annoyed. makes me want to annoy you more just to see it.â
âyouâre weird, gojo.â
âand iâm also walking you home like a gentleman.â
you snort, preventing yourself from smiling. you would never hear the end of it if he sees it.
the walk to your dorm isnât long. when you finally reach the front steps he stops, rocking back on his heels with his hands still in his pockets.
âworking tomorrow, right?â he asks.
âyeah.â
ânight, princess,â he says as he backs away. âsweet dreams. try not to dream of me!â
ËâĄË àŁȘ
you overslept like an idiot.
your alarm didnât go off, or maybe it did and you smacked it into oblivion in your half asleep state. either way youâre rushing across campus because you completely missed the lecture you usually go to. now the only option left is this later section if you want any chance of catching up.
you slide into the back row just as the professor starts droning on about macroeconomic theory. youâre busy trying to catch your breath and fish out a pen when someone drops into the seat right next to you.
âwell well well,â that familiar voice drawls, low enough not to draw the whole roomâs attention. âdidnât know you were stalking me now, princess. following me to my lectures?â
you turn your head slowly and thereâs satoru.
of fucking course heâs here too.
âyou wish,â you hiss under your breath. âi overslept, this is the only section that still had seats. donât flatter yourself, gojo.â
he leans in a little closer, âsure, sure. keep telling yourself that. but here you are, sitting right next to me when thereâs like twenty empty spots further down the row. coincidence? i think not.â
âthere werenât twenty empty spots when i sat down, genius. and move your arm, youâre taking up half the desk.â
âadmit it. you saw my pretty head of hair from across the room and couldnât resist. itâs okay, happens to the best of them.â
âyouâre delusional,â you mutter. âi sat here first.â
âwell i was already in this section.â
the professorâs voice fades into background noise while satoru keeps up his quiet commentary, whispering dumb observations about the slides or how the guy in the front row is clearly asleep with his eyes open. itâs annoying. itâs also kind of funny, in a way that makes the lecture drag less.
by the time class ends youâre packing up faster than usual, hoping to slip out before he can say anything else, but of course he matches your pace, rushing beside you as you both head down the steps.
âshift starts in thirty, right?â he asks.
âyeah,â you say, adjusting your bag strap. âyou donât start yours till later. go do better things, please.â
ânah, iâll come with. what if you fall asleep on the way? need to keep you in check..â
âone, thatâs not gonna happen. two, i didnât fall asleep,â you protest, âi overslept. big difference.â
âsame difference when it leads to you accidentally stalking me.â
âgojo.â
âprincess.â
you guys keep walking, the silence only lasts a few seconds before he breaks it again.
âso whatâs your major anyway?â he asks. âgotta be something serious.â
âbusiness with a minor in econ. figured it was the safest bet for actually getting a job after graduation. plus the classes overlap enough that i can knock out credits without killing myself.â
he hums, nodding slowly. âit suits you.â
âwhat about you?â
âfinance, technically. heavy on the econ side tooâmarket theory, behavioral stuff, all that. my familyâs been pushing it since i could walk. boring as hell most days but the numbers click for me.â
âhuh,â you say after a beat. âexplains why youâre weirdly good at the register. and the latte art, actually. ever think about taking art too? you could probably minor in it without even trying.â
satoru raises an eyebrow, clearly surprised you noticed.
â...art? me?â
he continues, âi doodle sometimes when iâm bored in lectures, itâs nothing serious. but yeah⊠the latte stuff is kinda fun.â
âjust saying youâre good at it. might be worth adding to the schedule if finance ever gets too soul sucking.â
âmost people just call it extra.âÂ
âit is extra,â you clarify quickly. âbut itâs not bad extra. customers eat it up and you donât suck at it. if you like that kind of thing, maybe you should.â
âmaybe i will. only if you sign up with me though. canât have you missing out on watching me be naturally talented.â
you say shoving his arm lightly. âin your dreams, gojo.â
âoh itâs definitely in my dreams,â he shoots back. âspeaking of dreams, did you see me in your dreams last night? did i look good? hope i didnât flutter your heart too much.â
ËâĄË àŁȘ
itâs terrifying how easy it is to fall for satoru gojoâs charm.
youâve been telling yourself for weeks that itâs just the proximity talking, that anyone would start to soften after seeing the same face everyday. but itâs been a month now since he first showed up and the annoyance you felt on day one is slowly fading away.
itâs disarming in a way that feels unfair, like he figured out exactly where your walls are thinnest and decided to camp there.
the thing about satoru is he never pushes too hard, even when heâs being impossible. sure, heâll tease you about your order of plain black coffee (because he thinks youâre boring) but then heâll remember how you take it on the days when you're stressed and slide it across the counter before you even ask. a month of this and youâve caught yourself noticing the way his little habits. heâs a show off and obnoxiously aware of it, but heâs also the guy who stays late to help you mop even when his shift ended an hour ago, who quotes your professorâs driest slides back to you in a deadpan voice that makes you laugh despite yourself.
âmorning, princess,â he greets, handing you a cup of coffee.
you smile as you take the cup, âmorning, toru.â
his eyes widen just a little at the name, then the grin returns, brighter than ever.
âcareful,â he teases. âkeep calling me that and i might start thinking you actually like me.â
you blink. âwhatâd i do?â
âyou just called me toru,â he says.
you freeze. âno i didnât.â
âyes you did.â
âno. i didnât.â
âyes you did. you said âmorning, toru.â clear as day. i heard it with my own two ears.â
âprove it or it never happened.â
âi heard it. thatâs my proof.â
âyou hear what you want to hear, gojo. itâs what they call selective listening.â
satoru straightens up, crossing his arms over his chest. a dramatic pout settles on his face. bottom lip jutting out with his brows furrowed, those pretty eyes narrowing at you.
âselective listening? really?â he huffs, the pout deepening. âiâm standing right here, princess. you said it. you finally said it and now youâre taking it back? thatâs cold. thatâs actually cruel.â
you bite the inside of your cheek to keep from laughing.Â
âi didnât say anything,â you reply, âyouâre imagining things again. maybe you need less sugar in your system.â
he lets out a dramatic sigh and slumps against the counter. âyouâre so mean to me. i make you coffee all the time, i stay late to help you close, i walk you home like a gentleman, and this is how you repay me? denying my existence? denying toru?â
the way he says his own nickname in that whiny tone is ridiculous. âsay it again,â he demands, though the demand comes out more like a sulky request. âjust once. call me toru again and iâll drop it. i swear.â
âno.â
âplease?â
âabsolutely not.â
satoru groans, dragging a hand down his face before peeking at you through his fingers. âyouâre killing me. slowly and painfully. i finally get a win⊠a tiny, beautiful win and you snatch it away like that.â he snaps his fingers for emphasis. âheartless⊠youâre heartless, princess.â
you canât help the small laugh that escapes. âyouâre such a baby when you donât get your way.â
âiâm not a baby,â he mutters, âiâm a grown man who just got emotionally devastated by a terrible girl who wonât even admit she likes saying my name.â
you roll your eyes and finally turn back to face him, crossing your arms to match his stance. âfine, satoru. happy now?â
his pout vanishes instantly. âheh iâll take it.â
all morning the teasing doesnât stop. every time your eyes meet across the counter he mouths âtoruâ with exaggerated lips, making you glare at him. you donât fight him with it though, thatâll be more tiring.
later that afternoon, you remember the big econ test is coming up in a few days.
âhey⊠have you studied for the test yet?â you ask knowing he has the same class, âthe one for macro? iâve been so buried here i barely looked at the slides.â
satoru glances over at you, one brow raised. âyeah, kinda. skimmed the chapters last night while i was pretending to pay attention in that boring finance seminar.â
you hesitate for a second before pushing forward. âdid you happen to take notes for the lecture i missed last week? the one on monetary policy? my notes from the earlier section are trash and i canât make sense of half the graphs.â
he thinks for a moment, then shakes his head. ânah, i donât usually take notes. everything sticks up here anyway,â he taps his temple with two fingers. âbut my bagâs in the back room. go check if you wantâthere might be some loose papers or something i scribbled on. iâm not promising anything though.â
you nod going right away. satoruâs bag is tossed carelessly on the small table near the lockers. you unzip it carefully, feeling a little weird going through his stuff even if he said it was okay. there are a couple of notebooks, some loose receipts, and a few crumpled pages from lectures.
you flip through them quickly but nothing looks like the notes you need. then your fingers brush against a smaller sketchbook tucked near the bottom. you pull it out without thinking, flipping it open to the first page. itâs an unfinished drawingâpencil lines forming the rough outline of a face. no eyes yet, no mouth, just the shape of cheekbones and the suggestion of hair falling across a forehead. itâs surprisingly delicate, the strokes careful. you canât tell who itâs supposed to be; the features are still missing.
itâs probably just some random doodle from class, and shove the sketchbook back where you found it. no notes on monetary policy so nothing useful.
you come back out, âcouldnât find anything. your bagâs a mess by the way.â
satoru shrugs, not looking the least bit surprised. âtold you i donât usually bother. you knowââ he turns toward you fully, a mischievous glint lighting up his face, âi could teach you instead. i remember most of it. we could go over the graphs and everything.â
you raise an eyebrow, suspicious. âreally? youâd do that?â
âyeah, of course,â satoru says without hesitation, âiâve got the graphs memorized anyway, also will you hate me less after?â
you narrow your eyes at him, âfor the record, i donât hate you. i just think youâre annoying.â
âsame thing,â he pouts, already reaching for a clean cup to start scribbling formulas on the side with a sharpie. âconsider me your personal tutor, princess.â
and just like that, satoru found another way to get closer to you.
after closing, the two of you end up at a corner table with textbooks and laptops spread out on the table. the cafe lights are dimmed low, only the warm glow of the hanging bulbs left on, and it feels strangely intimate with just the two of you.
âsee this curve?â satoru says, tapping the screen of his laptop with his pen. âthatâs the liquidity preference curve. when it shifts like thisââ he drags his finger across the trackpad, ââinterest rates drop even if money supply stays the same. ya following?â
you lean in closer as you nod slowly, even though the words are starting to blur together.
âmmm kinda⊠keep going.â
for the next hour he walks you through every graph, every theory, every formula thatâs been kicking your ass for weeks. heâs good at it. you like that he explains things in ways that actually stick with you.
satoru has always been scary smart. even as a kid, his past teachers would vouch to that. finishing exams in ten minutes, correcting them on accident, winning academic awards he didnât even try for. now itâs the same. he barely listens in lectures, he literally doodles instead of taking notes, he zones out half the time, and still somehow walks out with good scores.Â
when you get a question right he gives you this little proud smirk that you find cute. whatâs more is that he doesnât gloat when you slump back in your chair after a while, letting out a frustrated sigh and staring at the messy notes in front of you.
âgod, i wish i could remember stuff as fast as you do,â you admit quietly, âit takes me forever to get things to stick. i have to reread the same slide ten times and still feel like iâm gonna blank during the test.â
âhereâs a tip,â he says, leaning forward on his elbows. âstop trying to memorize it all at once. the brain hates that. instead, explain it out loud like youâre teaching someone who knows nothing. even if itâs just to me or the wall. it forces you to actually understand it instead of just cramming the words.â
he continues, âworks way better than staring at slides until your eyes cross. trust me, princess. iâve tested every lazy method there is.â
you look at him, a tiny smile pulling at your lips despite how tired you feel.
âyouâre surprisingly good at this teaching thing.â
âonly because itâs you. now câmon, pick a graph and teach it back to me.â
ËâĄË àŁȘ
you come straight to the cafe after the test, the bell above the door chiming as you push it open with your shoulder. you werenât even scheduled today, but you wanted to tell him how it went.
â....hey? youâre not on today, right? did i mess up the schedule?"
you slide onto one of the stools at the counter giggling, âtest went better than i thought. like actually good.â
his eyes light up instantly at that.
âyeah? see that? knew how fucking smart you were.â
you nod, the excitement bubbling out before you can stop it. âyeah, the way you explained everything made it click in my head during the test. i actually remembered instead of blanking like usual.â
satoru lets out a low whistle, smile widening until it takes over his whole face. âthatâs my girl. told you explaining it out loud works. see?â
âgenuinely thank you.âÂ
âstay right there. weâre doing something to celebrate.â
you end up staying until closing. when the last customer leaves and your manager waves goodbye on his way out, satoru flips the sign to closed and turns to you with a nod.
âreward time since you aced that test, i helped a little, so weâre getting ice cream.â
âthatâs your big celebration?â
âcâmon, thereâs that place two blocks off campus that stays open late. they have that ridiculous pistachio with the chunks of chocolate. youâre gonna love it.â
when you reach the little ice cream shop, you find a small table by the window and settle in after ordering, the sweet cold already melting on your tongue. satoru watches you take the first bite with way too much interest, chin resting on his hand.
âgood, right?â
you nod, licking a bit of pistachio off the spoon.
âmhm sooo good.â
he laughs softly at first, but then his eyes drop to your mouth as you lick another slow stripe along the spoon to catch the melting edge.
his throat bobs once, âfuck,â he mutters under his breath, barely loud enough for you to hear.
you glance up, spoon still halfway to your lips. âwhat?â
satoru suddenly reaches out with his thumb, wiping a tiny smear of melted ice cream from the corner of your mouth.
âyou canât just do that,â he says, âlicking the spoon like that, itâs unfair.â
âunfair how?â you oblivious ask.Â
âbecause now all i can think about is how that mouth would feel on something else.â he says it so quietly, so casually too. now heat floods your face. you set the spoon down, suddenly hyper-aware of every inch of space between you and him.Â
âsorry,â he murmurs, though the small smirk tugging at his lips says he isnât sorry at all. âtoo much?â
you shake your head slowly, biting your lip to keep it from smiling too obviously. the warmth in your cheeks refuses to fade.
â.âŠi donât mind?â
satoruâs eyebrows lift, surprise flickering across his face. âyou donât?â he echoes, leaning forward a little more, elbows on the table. âdonât do that, iâm already trying really hard to behave.â
âyou never behave.â
âhey, iâve been on my best behavior for weeks,â he protests as his hand finds yours on the table, âjust waiting for you to admit iâm not so bad.â
you squeeze his fingers lightly, eyes meeting his. âyouâre not.... most days.â
âmost days? thatâs the best iâm getting?â
âtake it or leave it, gojo.â
he laughs under his breath then his free hand comes up, cupping the side of your face, thumb brushing along your jaw. âiâll take it for now.â
satoru leans in slow enough that you could pull away if you wanted to.
just like that his mouth meets yours, and the kiss starts soft but the second your lips part he doesnât hesitate. his tongue slips in first, sliding against yours. he tastes like chocolate and pistachio, sweet and overwhelming in the best way. you kiss him back just as eagerly, fingers tightening around his hand on the table while your other hand finds the front of his shirt, curling into the fabric to pull him closer.
satoru makes a low sound in the back of his throat, tilting his head to deepen the kiss, one hand still cradling your face.
suddenly the worker behind the counter clears his throat loudly, âsorry folks, weâre closing up. you two might wanna take that somewhere else.â
you pull back quickly feeling embarrassed while satoru pulls back just enough to laugh, not even a little embarrassed. âman sorry about that,â he says, âcanât help it. iâm irresistible and sheâs a bit greedy tonight.â
you hit his arm playfully, face burning as you stand up fast. âtoru!â
ËâĄË àŁȘ
the next few days were different in the best kind of way.
well nothing much changes inside the cafe itself. everything is mostly the same. but satoru? he has zero shame now, and youâve clearly unlocked something dangerous in him.
his clinginess is a whole new beast.
youâre at the register ringing up an iced caramel latte when he appears right behind you, chest brushing your back as he reaches for a stack of lids he absolutely does not need. his chin drops onto your shoulder like it belongs there.
âmissed you during that eight a.m. lecture, princess. thought about skipping just to come bother you earlier.â
you elbow him lightly, âwe have the same shift, toru. you saw me forty minutes ago.â
âforty minutes too long,â he murmurs, pressing a quick kiss to the side of your neck before he pulls away. the customer gives you a knowing little smile and you feel your face heat up as you hand over the drink.
he does it constantly now.
during the slow hours heâll tug you into the back room under the excuse of âchecking inventoryâ and then spend the whole time crowding and kissing you.
âweâre gonna get caught,â you whisper.
âlet them catch us,â he says against your mouth. âiâll just tell pops i was giving you mouth-to-mouth.â
you laugh and shove him harder. âyou idiot, he would never believe that.â
he only laughs louder and pulls you back in for one more kiss before the bell over the front door saves you.
the worst part (or maybe the best) is how he switched half his schedule just to match yours. you found out when he casually mentioned it during one afternoon, like it was no big deal.
âmy advisor was pissed,â he told you, âsaid something about ânot rearranging your entire academic plan for a girlfriend.â i told her my barista girlfriend was non-negotiable.â
you stared at him. âyou changed your schedule?â
âmmhm. dropped the early monday seminar and swapped it for the afternoon one. added a useless elective just so i could keep these exact shifts with you.â he shrugged, completely unbothered. âworth it. now i get to stare at you all day.â
you wanted to scold him for being ridiculous, but the way he said it made something warm bloom in your chest. so instead you just flicked his forehead and called him an idiot again. he caught your wrist before you could pull away and pressed a kiss to your palm.
how freaking adorable.
sometimes heâll slide a stool over so you can sit for a few minutes while he handles few customers alone, shooting you little winks every time you look up from your phone.
itâs how he takes care of you.
and you like when he takes care of you.
ËâĄË àŁȘ
satoru gojo has always been pretty experienced with girls.
heâs never had to chase too hard. regular hook ups, quick flings during freshman year, girls who wanted the thrill of the rich pretty boy who never seemed to take anything seriously. he knew how to kiss, how to touch, how to make them feel wanted for a night without promising more than that. it was easy, fun, but never deep enough to stick.
none of them ever made his chest feel this tight. none of them made him nervous the way you do.
âis this okay?â he asks as his thumb brushes just under the edge of your bra, waiting, always checking even when his body is clearly aching to keep going.
âyeahâŠ. itâs okay, toru.â
thatâs all he needs.
he starts kissing you then trails his mouth downâhis hands push your shirt higher, bunching it up under your arms. when he finally tugs your bra down, cool air hits your skin for half a second before his mouth is there.
satoru groans softly against you, the sound vibrating through your chest as he takes one nipple into his mouth. heâs gentle at first, lips closing around the peak. his tongue swirling before he sucks. a little harder, a little hungrier.Â
your back arches without thinking, a quiet whimper slipping out. one of your hands finds his hair, fingers tightening in the soft white strands as he switches to the other side, giving it the same attention.
âfuck, you taste so good,â he mumbles against your skin, voice muffled.
âmhmm.⊠itâs so good baby.â
âyeah?â
he presses open-mouthed kisses across the swell of your breast. his free hand cups the other one, thumb brushing over the wet nipple he just left behind, pinching lightly.
heâs thorough with it. every little sound you make seems to spur him on.
âstill okay?â he questions, âtell me if you want me to stop, princess. iâll stop.â
you shake your head, tugging him back down by his hair.
âdonât stop,â you breathe.
satoruâs smile is slow and a little dazed before he leans in again, mouth finding your breast like he never wants to leave. heâs still careful, still checking in with every new touch, but the clingy, greedy part of him is winning tonight.
heâs making sure you feel exactly how much heâs been holding back.
clothes come off slowly after that, piece by piece, until thereâs nothing between you. satoru lies back against the pillows, his hands resting on your hips as you straddle him. heâs hard under you.
you take the lead.
your palms press flat against his chest for balance as you shift your weight, lining yourself up.Â
âfuckââ he breathes when you start to sink down, the head of his cock pressing inside you. his head tips back, throat bobbing as he swallows hard. âyouâre doing so damn good, baby.â
you go slow at first, letting yourself adjust to the stretch. the fullness is overwhelming in the best way, once youâre seated fully, you pause for a few seconds.
then you start to move.
you roll your hips experimentally, finding a rhythm that makes pleasure spark up inside you. satoruâs hands slide up your sides, thumbs brushing the undersides of your breasts. he contains himself so he doesnât take over. he wants to let you set the pace, let you ride him exactly how you want.
âthatâs it, use me, baby. however you need.â
the words send a shiver through you. you brace your hands on his chest and start moving faster, lifting up and sinking back down. satoruâs eyes stay locked on your face, then drift lower to watch where youâre joined, the way your body takes him in again and again.
his grip tightens on your hips when you start grinding down instead of bouncing, circling your hips so his cock rubs against that sensitive spot inside you.
âaâam i doing good, toru?â
âgod, yes,â he pants. âso pretty riding me like this.â
you feel a rush of confidence at his words. you plant your feet on the bed, hands still braced on his chest, and start riding him faster. your hips snap down harder and quicker as satoruâs head presses back into the pillow, a low, broken moan slipping out of him.
âyouâre insane fâfor this,â he groans, he sounds wrecked.
âshh youâre so big toru.â you whine too, âfeel so soo good.â
you donât slow down, continuing to ride him hard, bouncing on his cock like crazy.Â
you feel the thick head of his cock kissing that spongy spot inside you, satoruâs fingers dig harder into the soft flesh of your hips anchoring himself while you use him. his abs tense and ripple beneath your palms every time you slam down.
âfuck baby, slow down or iâm gonnaââ his words cut off into a guttural moan when you purposely clench around him. âoh you evil woman.â
you giggle in response letting out a high, needy whimper after.Â
âim sorry,â you gasp, voice breathy.. âcan feel you everywhere.â
satoruâs eyes roll back for a second. he looks a mess. his white hair sticks to his forehead, damp with sweat, and his mouth falls open on another moan.
âshit h-hahh princess, your pussyâsâah so greedy tonight.â
youâre breathless, thighs burning, but the ache only adds to the pleasure. you brace one hand on his chest and reach back with the other, cupping his balls gently, rolling them in your palm while you keep bouncing.
oh you are so killing him.
âtoru youâre twitching so much inside me,â you tease. âfeels so good when you throb like thatâŠâ
he lets out a string of curses in response while your breasts bounce with every movement, nipples still shiny from his earlier attention, and satoru canât stop staring, mesmerized and completely undone.
âiâmâiâm so close,â you say, âtoruâcome with me please!â
âyeah fuck, yeahâ iâm right there with you, princess,â he replies, voice breaking on the last word. his thumb finds your clit, rubbing fast circles that match your crazy pace. âcome on my cock, baby. mess with itâŠshit!â
the pleasure pushes you over the edge first, milking his cock as your orgasm hits you. satoru follows right after you, his back arches off the bed as he comes hard, thick spurts of heat flooding deep inside you.Â
finally, you collapse forward onto his chest as both of you gasp for air. satoruâs arms wrap around you instantly, holding you tight against him. he presses open-mouthed kisses to your shoulder, your neck, anywhere he can reach.
âholy fuck⊠you just destroyed me,â he whispers, voice hoarse and awed. ânever felt anything like that. youâre gonna be the death of me, princess.âÂ
you smile against his damp chest, pressing a soft kiss right over his racing heart.
âi think i like being in charge.â
âyeah? then next time you can tie me down if you want. just give me five minutes first. i think my soul left my body for a second there.â
you laugh softly, letting your eyes drift shut while his warmth surrounds you.
ËâĄË àŁȘ
âwait, since when has gojo been a barista?â you hear one girl say, laughing like itâs the funniest thing ever. âhim out of all people? no fucking way.â
youâre drying your hands when voices filter in from the stalls behind you. two girls chatting loud enough that you canât ignore it even if you wanted to.
the other one snorts, âi know, right? i heard from his friends that he only applied there to sleep with one of the workers.â
your stomach twists a little, but you tell yourself itâs nothing.
campus gossip is always exaggerated.
âheâs probably quitting soon anyway,â the first girl continues, âwhatâs a trust fund baby doing slinging lattes?â
âlike play charming until he gets what he wants then bounce?â
their laughter echoes off the tiles as they leave and you're left staring at your reflection again. you rethink everything in the span of thirty secondsâwas it all calculated? did he really just do everything to sleep with you?Â
you show up to your shift pissy as hell, you hear satoru humming while he wipes down the espresso machine. he looks up waving at you, and normally that makes your chest warm. today it makes you want to throw a cup at his head.
âthere you are,â he says, âyou look cute when youâre all serious like thisâdid you run here or something?â
you brush past him without a word, grabbing the rag from the sink and attacking the already clean counter. satoruâs grin falters a little bit, blue eyes narrowing already picking up your mood.
âwhoa, okay. bad day?â he asks, reaching out to touch you and you flinch away.
âdonât,â you mutter, keeping your eyes on the counter, scrubbing harder. âjust not in the mood, gojo.â
he straightens up, his cocky energy disappearing.
âgojo?â he echoes, âwhat happened to satoru? youâve been calling me that for days. did i do something? because if i did, tell me so i can fix it. iâm not above begging, princess. iâll get on my knees right here.â
ânothing happened,â you lie, because admitting you overheard some random girls in the bathroom is affecting you feels stupid. âiâm just tired, you wouldnât get it.â
satoru doesnât buy it. he steps closer anyway, âtry me,â he says softly, all the usual bravado dialed down. âiâm good at a lot of things, but iâm especially good at listening to you. baby, please talk to me. did someone say something? because if they didââ
âi said itâs nothing, gojo.â your voice comes out louder than you meant, and you see the way his shoulders tense just a little.
he nods, stepping back with his hands raised in that mock surrender. âalright, message received. whatever this is⊠weâll figure it out later.â
well that didnât happen.
the whole day you did your best ignoring him.
before he could even ask what you guys were doing after shift you made a cheap excuse to pops about how you felt sick (it was an obvious lie) and needed to leave early. pops just shrugged and told you to go rest. satoru watched you grab your bag, mouth opening to say something, but you were already out the door before he could get a word in.
later that night satoru is sprawled on suguruâs couch, one arm thrown over his eyes, the other gesturing wildly as he rants.
âeverything was going so well, man. like actually well,â he groans, voice muffled behind his arm. âshe's even initiating stuff, now sheâs calling me gojo again? dude, fuck gojo. i hate that.â
suguru sits across from him, legs crossed, very used to satoruâs dramatic rants. heâs just not used to it being about a girl.
âso what happened?â
âi donât know!â satoru sits up suddenly. âshe flinched when i tried to touch her. flinched. like iâm some random creep.â
he drags both hands down his face, groaning louder.
âshe even left early. made up some bullshit excuse to dip before i could even ask what we were doing after. sheâs been staying at my dorm for days, suguru. my bed still smells like her shampoo. i had snacks stocked for her. and now sheâs shutting down? i donât get it.â
âyou sure you didnât do something stupid?â
âi swear i didnât.â satoru flops back down dramatically. âiâm losing my mind. she went from soft and clingy back to hating me in like twelve hours. what the fuck did i miss? i really like her. likeâŠ. a lot. more than i thought i could.â
suguru hums, âif itâs not you, then maybe somebody else?â
âif someone said something to her iâm going to lose it,â he mutters. âi finally got her to let me in and now sheâs pulling away again. i donât know how to fix something when she wonât even tell me whatâs broken.â
âlook, relationships arenât always smooth. problems come up, itâs normal. the difference is whether you actually talk about it or let it fester.â
ËâĄË àŁȘ
your morning has been irritating as hell.
you woke up cranky, then you spilled coffee on your shirt while rushing, you had to change, and still barely made it to your first lecture on time. every little thing felt like it was piling upâthe crowded hallways, the professor droning on about stuff you already knew, and the constant replay of yesterday, everything was just irritating.
so by the time of your second morning class, youâre already exhausted and on edge.
you pull out your notebook when someone drops into the seat right next to you.
satoru slips into the seat beside you without a word.
he's not even in this class.
he looks exhausted, there are faint dark circles shadowing the usual brightness of his gaze, his white hair is messier than normal like he rolled straight out of bed and didnât bother fixing it. he probably didnât sleep much, if at all.
he doesnât say anything at first. he pulls a small sticky note pad from his bag, scribbles something quickly with a pen, and slides it over to you under the desk.
are you still mad? :(
you glance at the note, then at him. his eyes are already on you, waiting.
you write back, keeping your handwriting small.
no i was never mad
he reads it, eyebrows pulling together. he scribbles again, passing it back.
but you were. look at your mad face right now.
you feel the irritation flare again, but you keep your face neutral and write:
you shouldnât even be here. im. not. mad.
he huffs softly as another note slides your way.
see. you clearly are. can we please talk after?
you stare at the words for a second longer. part of you wants to stay stubborn. the other part hates how tired he looks.
later.
satoru reads it and nods before tucking the sticky notes away.
the rest of the lecture goes, but satoru stays right there beside you the whole time.
midway through, he opens his notebook and starts sketching again. first he shows you a proper drawing of you. it's the same unfinished face you had seen weeks ago when you dug through his bag looking for notes. now itâs finished. your eyes are there and your mouth curved in a smile.
you admire how pretty he sees you. then he flips the page without warning.
the next sketch is completely differentâyou again, but this time with a exaggerated angry face. brows furrowed deep, eyes narrowed, lips pressed into a tight line, tiny cartoon steam lines rising from your head. itâs ridiculous and accurate at the same time. he bites his lip to keep from laughing out loud, shoulders shaking quietly as he watches your reaction.
you glare at the page and he quickly flips the notebook shut before the professor notices.
when class finally ends, the two of you walk across campus until you reach a quiet stretch of grass near the edge of the field, far enough from the main paths. you drop down onto the grass first. satoru follows, sitting close but not too close, giving you space.
he reaches over and plucks a small white wildflower growing near his knee. he twirls it once between his fingers before holding it out to you, a tired smile on his face.
you look at the flower, then at him. itâs stupidly cute.
you flick it away with two fingers and the flower flutters to the grass between you.
satoru watches it fall before finally talking.
âokay,â he says quietly, âtalk to me. whatâs going on? youâve been shutting me out since yesterday and iâm losing my mind here.â
you pull at a blade of grass, twisting it between your fingers.
âwhen are you quitting?â
satoru blinks, caught off guard. âquitting what? the cafe?â
you nod, still not looking at him.
he lets out a short, confused laugh. âis that why youâre mad? you want me to quit? because if thatâs it, i canââ
ânoââ you cut him off fast, finally turning to face him. âdid you only start working there because you wanted to sleep with me?â
the question hangs between you. satoruâs expression changes. hurt flickers across his face before he schools it.
âthatâs what this is about?â he asks, âyou think this whole thing was just some long game to get in your pants?â
you donât answer right away, the gossip from the bathroom echoes in your head again.
âis that really what you think of me?â
you swallow. âi heard some girls talking in the bathroom yesterday,â you admit, voice low. âthey were laughing about how you only took the job to sleep with one of the baristas. that youâd charm your way in, get what you wanted, and then quit once it happened. it sounded⊠exactly like something people would say about you.â
âfuck,â he mutters. âfucking gossips.â
âlook, iâm not gonna pretend i havenât had that reputation. people assume the worst. and yeahâback in freshman year i wasnât exactly turning down easy attention. but thatâs not what this is. not with you.â
âwhen i walked into that cafe the first time, i was just fucking around. i saw you looking annoyed and thought itâd be fun to push your buttons. but then you pushed back and i couldnât stop thinking about it. about you.â
âso i came back. then i applied for the job because i wanted an excuse to see you more. not to sleep with you and bounceâto actually be around you. i stayed because every shift with you made the day better. even when you were glaring at me. especially when you were glaring at me.â
you glance away, toward the empty field. âyou couldâve just asked me out like a normal person.â
âand risk you telling me to fuck off on day one? no thanks. working there let me prove i wasnât just fucking around. also you know that's not me.â
he pauses, then adds, âand yeah, i wanted you. i still do. i want all of it.â
satoru leans forward a little, elbows on his knees.
âi switched my entire schedule around for you. i told you how my advisor thinks iâve lost it. i turned down better internships because theyâd mess with our shifts. if all i wanted was sex, i wouldnât still be here begging you to talk to me.â
âso no, iâm not quitting,â he says quietly. ânot unless you tell me to. and even then iâd probably just sit outside the cafe and wait for you like a loser. but iâm not here because itâs convenient or because iâm trying to win some game. iâm here because i like you. a lot. more than i thought i could like anyone.â
he reaches out slowly, âiâm not gonna push if you need space. but tell me what you need from me right now. yell at me, ignore me, whatever. just donât shut me out and leave me guessing.â
you stare at his open hand for a long moment. the irritation is still there, tangled up with the embarrassment of letting petty gossip get to you.
finally you sigh, shoulders dropping.
âi hated thinking it was all fake,â you mutter. âthat the second you got what you wanted, youâd disappear and iâd be the idiot who fell for it.â
ânot fake,â he says immediately. ânone of it.â
you hesitate, then reach out and flick his open palm lightly with your fingers, enough to make him smile.
âyouâre still annoying,â you tell him.
âyeah?â his grin comes back. âgood.... means weâre getting somewhere.â
âyou look like shit, by the way.â
âdidnât sleep much,â he admits, shrugging. âkept replaying yesterday trying to figure out what i messed up.â
âsorry for being so gullible.â you says knowing how thatâs all on you.
âas long as you stop calling me gojo when youâre mad. hurts more than it should.â
you roll your eyes but the corner of your mouth lifts anyway.
the two of you stay on the field a little longer, the conversation flowingâback to classes, to stupid customer stories from the cafe, to nothing important at all.
when you finally stand up to head back toward campus, he falls into step next to you like always.
âso,â he says after a minute, voice casual again, âstill mad?â
you glance sideways at him.
ânot as much.â
âprogress,â he declares, grinning. âiâll take it.â
âhey,â he murmurs.
you turn to face him, heâs pouting extra hard....
âcan i please kiss you now?â he pleads, âplease. please. pleaseâ
instead of answering with words, you step forward, slide your free hand up to the front of his shirt, and tug him down the rest of the way.
satoru meets you halfway.
his hand comes up to cup the side of your face as his lips move against yours. he kisses you gentler than usual and you kiss him back just as softly, fingers curling tighter into his shirt.
when you finally pull apart, foreheads still touching, satoru lets out a shaky little breath against your mouth.
âthank you,â he whispers, the words barely there. his thumb brushes your cheek once more. âfuck, i missed that.â
you smile against his lips.
âdonât make me flick another flower at you.â
he presses one last gentle kiss to your forehead before straightening up.
ânext rumor, iâm spreading how badly iâm in love with you and how you equally feel the same and can never live without me.â