fire n gold

BIANCA: What do you want most in life?

already answered !

CIRCE: Would you rather be loved or feared?

“while sometimes i’d want to be that kind of persona that’s really intimidating, i’d rather be loved. what’s wrong with being loved ? absolutely nothing !”

BENVOLIO: What comes to mind when you think of peace?

“i always love a good garden, just the smell of roses and daisies can bring me such peace whenever i get mad ! i also find it a bonus if bees or butterflies come to the garden !”

OBERON: Does reputation matter to you?

EDGAR: Do you want to make your family proud?

"are we talking about my biological family or my adoptive family ? either way, i’d love to make them both proud. even though i might never see my biological family again, i’d still want to make them proud, wherever they are i hope they miss me..”

CRESSIDA: What makes you feel trapped?

“literally, i get claustrophobic at times so a room full of people makes me feel trapped. figuratively, i cannot handle questions of the future, specifically my future. i don’t know what’ll happen so.. why ask me ?”

BIANCA: What do you want most in life?

“fulfillment, like while i’m thankful for everything in my life because i know i could have it like way worse, there’s always been that feeling that something’s missing and whatever i do i never seem to get that final piece together.”

ANTONY: What bad habits do you need to break?

👠 What was my muse’s last serious relationship like?

maddie’s never been in a serious relationship ! (belieb it or not)

🎥 Who is my muse’s celebrity crush?

she’s definitely crushing on andrew garfield or niall horan !

💘 What are the ways my muse says ‘I love you’ without actually saying it?

👰 Would my muse ever get married?

“Alright… I won’t fight you on that,” she said with a shrug, she could but she wouldn’t, Carmen didn’t feel like making her sister’s friend cry over… plants. “I’ll try… But if I’m not there.. I’m sure Athena will gladly make an appearance.”

Calder realised this was something quite serious to the girl, so with that- he took it seriously now as well. He nodded solemnly, slowly. “Of course. I am sorry to hear of… Your loss.” His own heart squeezed slightly. Loss. He knew of loss too well. This girl seemed nice. She did not deserve loss so young, and innocent. He glanced up, at her words. “You… Would do that for me? That is very kind, miss”

“I’m sure they knew you cared, and loved you deeply in return. It’s just so sad! Will you be reading anything at… At their funeral?” Bailey asked, devastated. “Of course! I know you’d do the same for me!”

“Your… But they were plants.” Calder blinked. “It is a waste to bury them with no intention of growing them further, or eating them.”

“of course you are,” she sighed, she should’ve figured that by now, “yeah, you’re right. I definitely don’t understand how someone can generate a bond strong enough for a funeral with a non moving, non talkative thing. Uh… I’ll… Think about it?”

Mika genuinely felt bad for the girl standing in front of her. “Well those people are completely morons.” Mika giggled trying to lighten the mood slightly. She could also sense that the brunette was feeling guilty. “Hey, hey, hey. Don’t worry about it sweetie. I can tell that you took wonderful care of them. They loved you very much. I can feel it in my soul.” This time Mika didn’t hesitate physical contact. She extended her had to Madison’s shoulder, rubbing circles with her thumbs to ease some of the emotion. 

“ –– – that sounds AWFUL, of course i’ll come. ” zara took the flyer from the other and held it tightly, nodding understandingly. “ should i bring anything? maybe some seeds, so you can grow something new? ”