Lyfe Of A KynG

A human heart can only surrender to another so many times until it realizes, in order to continue to live, it must let go of the very thing it wants and needs the most.

I realize I can’t ever be the man that you’re expected to be with.

I hold no influence or prestige, I also just recently became the very first person in my family to ever graduate from college, and my roots, although intensely proud of them, boasts of nothing other than humbleness and struggle.

Even with all that said, I am different from your past, and the many suitors that adore you and your heart knows this. Yes, you are an exceptionally beautiful woman. You can have any man that you want, and you don’t need anyone to provide a damn thing for you, because there isn’t anything that a man can give you that you can’t give yourself… I know this all, my love. But I’m different. I don’t want you because of your beauty, and I don’t need you because I am a human being who needs another to fulfill me or some empty place in me. I don’t want to hinder nor silence your passion for the people and the culture. To the contrary, I know that both of our activist hearts could make a team that could take on all the injustice in the world while influencing change. I also do not want to stifle you, nor your independence. My truth is, I want you because when I first saw you my heart felt something it has never experienced in all its living days, and I need you, sweetheart, because I know down to the very essence of my soul that we belong together … I have also come to acknowledge the fact that the days that you and I have no contact are the very days that my heart feels like its suffocating. I love you…  Yet, I am unsure as to what else I can do to show you just how much. Do you not see, nor hear that my heart needs you solely out of the truth that we are each other’s other half? We met light years ago in the precious Heavens above … in this place our souls made love, becoming one. This is how my soul was able to recognize you here on earth. This is my last calling, as my heart just can’t take the pain of seeing you, but not being able to call you mine. If your heart can hear mine, let me know. If you love me, as I do you, then allow yourself to meet me in that place in a grove under a cherry blossom tree …  And I will give you all that you have never experienced before me.