lycheemartinix

A door slam is way easier to deal with things. Fuss-free actually. Well no, not entirely fuss-free. On my part, I would have grieved for the termination of our connection, accept that I no longer wanted you in my life and moved on. Imagine doing that all on stealth mode. It's alot but hey, you wouldn't even notice that I'm gone.

Sweetest summer flavour 🍒

One of the cards talked about my unresolved childhood trauma and how I should learn to come to terms with it. She also called me out on my attitude towards relationships and that's me being guarded and always tryna keep it safe. If someone exhibits any good feelings for me and when I'm unsure about my feelings for this person, I'mma take 100 steps back. What a jerk right?

She cautioned that I should always get to know the person well enough before taking things further which I gotta agree. I mean I don't rush things, I just act upon them impulsively. I was also asked to keep my options open, the person that I'm waiting for might not be the one for me.

Basically, it's telling me that I am the biggest cockblocker of my love life. If I don't fix my shit I'll be sitting in the nursing home alone when I'm 80 and the only comfort I'll be getting is blowing my next door folk while still having to fix my dentures after.

Umm k bye.