questions i’ll never get the answer to i want to move on from you but i’m not sure how to i don’t know if i can look at or trust someone with the same blind faith i did with you you have broken my heart so violently it has become numb to what i feel i find myself having to go through our old messages to prove to myself what we had was real i can’t understand how you could tell me a million magnificent   things in a million different ways then turn around and go against them all i have always wondered why did you approach me telling me you wanted us to build a garden if you weren’t willing to water it? relationships take more than planting a seed you need to give it the commitment it needs or the person you wished for will leave why couldn’t you see that? why couldn’t you see me how i wanted you to?

things i realized in therapy: