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Hi! Welcome to my diary.

I'm Lu, and this blog is my escape from reality.

Soy Lu, y este blog es mi escape de la realidad.

But I experienced so much love. Gifts. Flowers. So many flowers. Flowers everywhere I looked. And books. So. Many. Books.

And according to my friends, I really am God’s favorite because He gave me fall weather during my birthday week.

And then there was C’s letter.

The only gift I truly wanted.

I had been waiting for it quietly even though a part of me believed I didn’t deserve to receive it anymore. Eventually, I stopped expecting it. I told myself to let it go.

And then it arrived.

Maybe, somehow, despite time and distance and silence… I don’t know. I only know that I wished for his letter. And somewhere, without knowing that I was wishing for it, he sat down and wrote it for me.

I want to remember that.

I want to remember the flowers, the books, the cool air, the silly gifts, the people who called, the people who stayed, the love that found me from far away.

I even want to remember the crying.

Because I think I cried so much because I could feel all of it at once.