No worries! I’m a non denominational Christian. I’ve always believed in God growing up (my mom is Catholic) but my dad raised me Buddhist as well so I kinda “followed” both. When I became a raging alcoholic in my 20s I got into witchcraft, like paganism, like an idiot and that messed my life up quite a bit and I regret it so much. I felt like a demonic force was attached to me. My life kept falling apart and I realized I needed to believe in a higher power. Rehab & AA helped me with this. When I met my bf 3 1/2 years ago who is Christian, he helped me learn about it, took me to a church of my choice and then my life just got a little better. That motivated me to be closer with God. I still struggle but my faith keeps me mentally stronger which is what I really needed all along. Im sober 2 1/2 years now and I honestly am so grateful I found God. I feel protected by Him and I really believe he saved me :) I used to think Christians were judgmental and homophobic etc but everyone I’ve met so far that follows Jesus has been nothing but a good influence on me. I’m happy for you that you are on a spiritual journey yourself and I wish you the best 🩷