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One of the many great things about having two older brothers is that throughout the years the hand-me-downs have been plentiful and pretty good , and all of it is stuff i'd wear on a regular basis . Obviously never exactly my size but my wardrobe has always had plenty of oversized clothing anyway . It always felt like hitting the jackpot when i was younger especially before i started to become more vocal about my own tastes and telling my parents i didn't like to look feminine at all 🙂‍↕️

I dont enjoy gore in media most of the time , but recently i have been thinking a lot about that gow ragnarok scene where Kratos blows off Heimdall's arm with the draupnir spear . I'd normally turn the other way to something like this , but this time that in fact did NOT happen , and this scene just left me with a massive grin on my face instead ... Maybe the way it was set up , as well as Heimdall's attitude being such a pain in the rear is what made that scene so satisfying to me ... I'm glad we get to watch him get hurt badly , essentially ... 🥰

Something incomprehensible happened and now i'm terribly attached to the big scary Ghost Of Sparta and his son . I feel like I've been hit with a huge truck ten million times .... Gow is so good .... It's so good ... How do i even begin to explain .....

It's funny , i don't draw blu scout at all . I think he looks much cuter in red ... But if i were to have gotten into tf2 a few years earlier , i would have exclusively been drawing copious amounts of blu scout whump . It would only make sense for a younger teen lu to be drawing that ... Like the natural order of things ... It's fun to see how much my tastes have changed over time ( ´∀`)

Scout's face ticks me off so much , it's outrageous . His stupid , moe little face plagues my mind every second of my day , making me ball my fists and grit my teeth in rage as i go about my daily tasks . I've never felt this strongly towards any other fictional character . I want to punch him square in the jaw when i see him , but seeing his broken , crying face will make me so sad , so i'll kiss his nose and stroke his bruised face afterwards and tell him i wont do it again , even though i will do it many more times . What to do about scout-induced violent urges ?