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It's funny , i don't draw blu scout at all . I think he looks much cuter in red ... But if i were to have gotten into tf2 a few years earlier , i would have exclusively been drawing copious amounts of blu scout whump . It would only make sense for a younger teen lu to be drawing that ... Like the natural order of things ... It's fun to see how much my tastes have changed over time ( ´∀`)

Scout's face ticks me off so much , it's outrageous . His stupid , moe little face plagues my mind every second of my day , making me ball my fists and grit my teeth in rage as i go about my daily tasks . I've never felt this strongly towards any other fictional character . I want to punch him square in the jaw when i see him , but seeing his broken , crying face will make me so sad , so i'll kiss his nose and stroke his bruised face afterwards and tell him i wont do it again , even though i will do it many more times . What to do about scout-induced violent urges ?

A lot of my recent conversations have left me torn between the two thoughts of ' i have to fix myself and get normal ' and ' i have to accept myself and get weirder ' What to do , what to do ...

I often find myself struggling to engage very well with any games almost at all nowadays , the only exception to that being visual novels , aswell as a specific few of the rythm game genre that appeal to me ... I have never been able to resist the sweet allure of a good story , nor a full combo ( ´,_ゝ`)