luca.s

Hello my friends it has been a while, I present to you... Grey Matter. Lyrically I am very proud of this song. It is a painfully honest display of my true feelings towards somebody who didn't deserve me. It was a lot of pretending to hate this person I love whole heartedly, even though they hurt and betrayed me.

Before Grey Matter, I was writing songs which weren't an accurate reflection of where my head was really at. I was sort of just writing what I *thought* I should be feeling, or what the girls would wanna hear, because I was too embarrassed to admit to myself I was still down bad lmfao. Obviously I'm fine now, but I'd still like this song to be heard by all those who are trying to heal and think they're crazy because the process isn't linear. No, it is very messy and that's okay .

Idk if im deeping this too much lol, I hope someone understands, anyways enjoy the song it comes from a special place in my heart <3