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stop gripping onto reality so tight . there is no fixed way to manifest or shift , nor is there a default reality . nothing "must" go a certain way . it's all bullshit . shifting realities shouldn't feel like you're resisting something . you shouldn't be fighting reality , not when it's the result of your assumptions .

" oh but rowan ! i've been repeating affirmations and ignoring my 3d and nothing's happened !" i mean this in the nicest , loving-est way possible , but i fear there's something going on behind the scenes with you that's influencing it . not victim blaming , just pointing it out .

you may feel like you believe wholeheartedly in your affirmations ... but you're assuming that you have to try really hard to "change" reality ( or well , shift ) . or ! you swear you've been ignoring everything ... but you're overcomplicating it and flinching at the smallest sign that the 3d is NOT following your assumptions ( which , well , is not possible ) .

"Shifting is easy" and "yeah, right." Dilemma

(I've been meaning to talk about this for so long, experienced both povs, and thought this is a great subject to discuss + I'm also gonna state my bestfriend's experience (who's a shifter for nearly 7 years now, homegirl is basically my shifting Wikipedia and i love her sm, and she's super chill abt it (spoiler alert: that's the key)

Also I'm sorry if I sound a little harsh in this one, that wasn't the intention at all, if you find this to be demotivating or somehow controlling please do not take it into account, this is MY personal experience and the conclusion I shared with my bestfriends, i wanted this to be helpful for the people who think their issue is that they tend to overcomplicate things (aka me, that's what I do with basically everything in my life) maybe the way I kind of figured it out could be resourceful, but no more than that, it is personal, so take what resonates leave what doesn't <3

Let's get things straight, I know everyone just hates when someone pulls the "omg shifting is so easy, it requires nothing to shift, it's so effortless you are overcomplicating it, just let go, don't chase it" move.

And every time you hear it, you roll your eyes and think, "If it's that easy, why hasn't it happened to me yet?"

Some are good at hiding it, doubting in the shadows, and taking the time to reflect on their own journey, which is the best thing one can do.

And some project it outwards, horrendously so.

Both come from the same place:

Got every box on the damn list checked, yet no progress was made

Tried giving a shit, tried not giving a shit, still nothing happened

"So what's wrong with me?" You thinking that there's something wrong with you.

Been there, done that, cut the whole scene and remade it, shifted multiple times, and got the "ooooooh THAT'S what they meant"

Even though you hate hearing it over and over again, everywhere on the internet, from shifters, manifestors, spiritual people, everyone and their mom who has experienced it, the truth is :

Shifting is so goddamn easy.

And no, I'm not saying this to piss you off, I'm saying this because that's exactly the kind of mindset and frequency you should be aligning yourself with.

People try their best to explain this phrase without sounding "over the top" or "fake" but everytime they do, people with their victim card jump on them at the very moment, demanding proof, overly criticizing their posts, finding "holes" in the story they suppose "didn't make sense"

Let's all take some time out, chill, and rewind

The truth will always be: shifting is so damn easy (same with manifestation)

You shouldn't build your journey on someone else's, hell you should be off social media if you feel like it's draining you rather than helping you.

My irl best friend of 5 years has been shifting for so long, we were in high-school back when I first learned about shifting and shared it with my friends, she said "oh I thought everyone already does that?", everytime I vent to her about my shifting blockages, my doubts, she literally just says: "Rym it's so easy WDYM", always gave me the "you just have to know, and let go, why are you stressing yourself? WDYM blockages!!"

And that drove me INSANE!

She does not have a tumblr, or a tiktok, she didn't learn about shifting through the internet, she doesn't share shit about her drs (except to her besties AND YES THE TEA IS ALWAYS PIPING HOT), she doesn't know what a method is, she doesn't meditate or know what WBTB, the void, LOA are...

She just follows her intuition, and she shifts on command EVERY SINGLE TIME.

Another friend of mine said the same thing, they do it out of instinct because it is supposed to be natural.

Natural, what's the opposite of that ? Forced.

That's what clicked for me the first time I consciously shifted.

It didn't feel like I was *making* myself shift, I didn't waver, I just said I have my desire EVEN IF IT DIDN'T APPEAR TO ME, and it didn't appear and I still persisted and let go of the outcome *IDGF I HAVE IT*

And it happened, so easily.

Do not let yourself fall into despair, that's how it gets you.

My friends and I share one simple mindset, do not fall into despair, shifting is instant, manifestation is instant, only if you believe it to be that way.

Ignore the damn outcome, focus on your goal and the feeling of ACTUALLY having it right there and then, that will be your reality.

The huge contrast between old me who was so goddamn frustrated and thinking she was stuck in her cr, that something is def wrong with her cuz why the hell is it so easy for her friend? Maybe thats just how it is and it'll take time for her? Maybe bc she has ADHD ? Maybe it was this and that..? And the new present me who has became so comfortable in her own skin, in her mindset and who knows she shifts all the time, and she does it now whenever she desires.

Cut it off, nothing is wrong with you, you are not stuck, the only wrong thing about this is the way you feel about yourself!!! GET UP.

So instead of letting that insecurity multiply and eat you alive, or projecting it on other people and "cloaking" them, all for the sole reason of making yourself feel better (bc hey no one can prove shifting, maybe let's not base our whole belief system on other people ?)

Try to eradicate it, it's not easy to reprogram old rooted beliefs, but what's easy is to plant new ones, everytime a contradiction comes up, say "fuck it, that's not mine, I do not claim it" and move the hell on, little by little you'll find yourself with a new system that serves you, and suddenly everything works in your favor, the text book definition of life on easy mode.

Stupid ass title, I am aware, thanks ^-^"

If you've been in shifting spaces for any amount of time, you've definitely heard people preaching about "letting go" and "doing nothing" and "just allow it to happen". And like, on paper it sounds stupidly easy, right? You just lie down and... exist? Groundbreaking stuff.

Except there's this tiny, annoying little voice in your head going something like "NO, WAIT, DO SOMETHING OR WE ARE WASTING OUR TIME, YOU ABSOLUTE WALNUT" and suddenly you're throwing affirmations around like you're at a motivational speaker convention aiming for first place, muttering your DR name like it's a password you want to make sure to not forget, doing literally anything to feel like you're being productive. Because god forbid we just do... nothing. There's this saying in my language that basically means "from nothing comes nothing". Like if you're unemployed and do nothing about it, shocking revelation, you're still unemployed. Can't ride a bike? Do nothing? Congrats, still can't ride a bike. Revolutionary logic. But when it comes to shifting, doing nothing is actually one of the best things you can do. Wild, somehow. And before you throw your shoe after me, I do not mean sitting there vibrating with anxiety while hoping really really hard. I mean actually allowing something to happen instead of white knuckling your way through it like the control freak we both know you are.

Like, think of it this way:

Doing: Trying to lift yourself off the ground by pulling on your own shirt. Spoiler: physics say no, you just look like an idiot. Allowing: Finally notice you've been standing in a pool this whole time, stopping all that dramatic flailing, and just... floating. Because the water's literally doing all the work. You're welcome, I guess.

Some Steps (because sometimes we need a manual for everything)

Decide what you want. Most people want to shift, obviously, duh, but honestly try starting smaller maybe. Babysteps. Before you do anything, just tell yourself what you're aiming for. Something like "I want to feel connected to my DR self" or something like that. That's it. You put the address in the GPS. Look at you go!

Let the autopilot take over Your subconscious is basically a self-driving car at this point. Your job is to just sit there and observe what's happening. That's it. I know, super hard, huh? When you start to feel stuff, resist the urge to immediately poke at it like it's some cursed science project. Don't try to make it stronger, don't try to decode what it means. Just notice it. You feel floaty? Think "neat" Your arms and legs go numb? Think "cool". When you get the itch to do something (because ofc you will), just tell yourself "Thanks brain, but I'm actually fine just watching right now". Pat yourself on the head if that helps.

𝑂𝑁𝐿𝑌 𝐴 𝐺𝐸𝑁𝐼𝑈𝑆

"They're a genius" things to script

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❀ Your deduction skills are perfect, nothing going unnoticed by your sharp gaze. It's as if your eyes can produce the answer to anything. People feel bare at the sight of your eyes, being read like an open book is all they can describe it as.

❁ You can easily answer almost any question people ask you. Whether it be about math, geography, history, or baking, you always have a logical answer for them. People notice how much your answer help them and without restraint, follow your word.

❀ Without looking at a recipe, you know how much of something to out for it to be perfect. The method and measurement always makes your work turn out perfect.

❁ People never dare question you. Your perfect grades and sophisticated way of speech make people nervous whether others would believe them. People usually follow your word without question, seemingly being the smart thing to do.

❀ Whenever you see a download amount. You can guess the game/file they're downloading with surprising detail about it. It's like a talent. Your power of guessing is extraordinary to many. You can easily guess any full governmental name. It's like your intuition is never wrong

❁ Your amazing record follows you everywhere. Your cleverness always makes it easy to talk people into doing what you want or convincing them of something.

finished watching interstellar and this line hit me HARD- (this is mostly to remind myself, but then i decided to post this here)

IT 🗣️ONLY🗣️ HAS 🗣️TO 🗣️WORK 🗣️ONCE🗣️

it only has to work once. drill this into your head. don't give up just because of a 'failed' attempt (though there are no failed attempts, every time you attempt, you shift.). SHIFTING IS INEVITABLE. all those minishifts, all those symptoms, all those reality glitches, all that effort. it all must amount to something right?

In reality, there is nothing inexplicable about this materialization. The whole cosmos is a materialized thought of the Creator. This heavy, earthly clod, floating in space, is a dream of God. He made all things out of His consciousness, even as man in his dream consciousness reproduces and vivifies a creation with its creatures. God first created the earth as an idea. Then He quickened it; energy atoms came into being. He coordinated the atoms into this solid sphere. All its molecules are held together by the will of God. When He withdraws His will, the earth again will disintegrate into energy. Energy will dissolve into consciousness; the earth-idea will disappear from objectivity. The substance of a dream is held in materialization by the subconscious thought of the dreamer. When that cohesive thought is withdrawn in wakefulness, the dream and its elements dissolve. A man closes his eyes and erects a dream-creation which, on awakening, he effortlessly dematerializes. He follows the divine archetypal pattern. Similarly, when he awakens in cosmic consciousness, he will effortlessly dematerialize the illusions of the cosmic dream. Being one with the infinite all-accomplishing Will, Babaji can summon the elemental atoms to combine and manifest themselves in any form. This golden palace, instantaneously created, is real, even as this earth is real. Babaji created this palatial mansion out of his mind and is holding its atoms together by the power of his will, even as God created this earth and is maintaining it intact. When this structure has served its purpose, Babaji will dematerialize it.

Everything in materiality is energy. In the Beginning, God created the Heavens (infinite potential) and the Earth (physical matter). Matter is merely the condensation of potential energy to levels dense enough to be perceived by the physical senses. Quantum science proves to us time and time again that consiousness and matter are intertwined: In short, you (your consciousness) are reality.

To materialize "from nothing" in the material is an act of materializing from the immaterial—the infinite potentials that already exist within the quantum field. You're just choosing a different source from which to create, then consciousness makes this potential energy denser and denser until it's made manifest as physical matter.

Does this change anything regarding the actual application of your technique(s)? No, not really. But I know for some, understanding the science and mechanics behind the nature of reality can make it easier to work with it. You're not doing anything impossible by materializing matter from nonmatter. You're simply operating at a higher level of consciousness that creates from the quantum instead of Newtonian model of physics.

for the people who are always like “if manifestation is THAT EASY why don’t everyone manifest this? why don’t you manifest that?” let me explain.

our brain + subconscious literally grew up being conditioned by family stuff, society, trauma, negativity, survival mode… so it’s used to struggle. that’s why it can’t easily accept how instant and effortless manifestation actually is.

most of us see it as this long hard process, even when we know it’s instant. that’s why you feel like you need to constantly affirm, listen to subs, do routines etc. and the second you take a break you feel like you “started over” or all the affirmations you did before don’t count. babe snap out of it!!

self concept / nervous system regulation is NOT mandatory. if you already have the mindset that “everything comes no matter what,” you’re good. but most ppl don’t, and that’s why we recommend working on self concept. once you strengthen it, you stop wavering between “i have it all” and “i hate my life” every other day. you’re stable in a god tier mindset, and your manifests feel instant. the community lately has been toxic with “you don’t need to do ANYTHING, you already have it all” which confuses ppl. yeah you don’t need to do anything but truth is, most ppl’s brains aren’t used to that kind of ease. so when they can’t naturally shift into the “already have it” mindset, they feel bad and think they’re back at square one.

→ if seeing manifestation as a process makes you comfortable, do it that way.

→ if you truly believe it’s instant, cool, live that way.

what you assume is what you get.

affirmations & subliminals aren’t about “creating” something they’re reminders, retraining your brain, helping you stay in that assumption. every second you’re literally shifting timelines, bc infinite realities exist.

from my own experience (7–8 years into this) especially the last 2 stronger bc working on self concept changed everything. i affirm, i use self concept subs, and it stops me from wavering. like, even if my current reality looks nothing like what i want, i remind myself: “this isn’t even real, i’m just on a lil side mission right now, i’ll be back in my desired reality soon.” practicing non dualism helps you too. nothing is “real” except what you decide. and yeah, sometimes bad stuff happens and you feel sad. that doesn’t “ruin” your manifestation. forcing yourself not to feel sad or something like that = resistance. let yourself feel it, but remember: you’re choosing to feel it, you cry just bc you want it and it doesn’t define your reality. what you assume sticks. so when something shitty happens, instead of spiraling into “fuck my life nothing works”, i catch myself and go: “wait. i already have the life i want. this doesn’t change anything.”

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｡𖦹°‧ photographic memory. retain information easily & effortlessly.

｡𖦹°‧ top student. or valedictorian ? head of the soccer team ? class president ? founder of the animal rights club ?

｡𖦹°‧ model student. perfect grades, perfect attendance, always on time.

｡𖦹°‧ school air doesn’t exist. you arrive without a hair out of place, you leave without a hair out of place.

｡𖦹°‧ clean bathrooms. always stocked with nice soaps, period & hygiene products.

｡𖦹°‧ quality & healthy food. professionally made by chefs. fresh every lunch period.

｡𖦹°‧ uniforms. cute uniforms that go with your body type. alternating color palettes depending on the season or semester ?

｡𖦹°‧ private suite style dorm. with a bathroom, kitchenette, moderate size walk in closet.

｡𖦹°‧ day meals. all day has breakfast, lunch & dinner food. no specific wake up hours or meal end times. serves between class, before & after school hours.

｡𖦹°‧ three day weekends. school only four days a week, extra day granted for free time or designated homeroom days.

｡𖦹°‧ school dance & events. valentines day dance, winter ball. campus fair. football games.

｡𖦹°‧ off campus free periods & lunch is allowed. nearby dinner ? mall ? go home if you live across the street from campus ?

｡𖦹°‧ classes with variety. animal training, astrology, fashion design, horse back riding etc.

｡𖦹°‧ rooftop community garden. food is able to be taken, seating provided for students. enclosed & heated in the winter.

｡𖦹°‧ for extra credit / after school job. filling in for a teacher. torturing. filing paperwork in the office. showing new students around the school.

｡𖦹°‧ class trips. the zoo, over seas, museums. 

｡𖦹°‧ haunted campus. ghosts ? ghost stories ? urban legends ?

God I can’t even begin to tell you how many times I’ve felt like this. I’ve followed the law for about four years now (& less formally for longer) but the thing that always kept me going was this: what would I lose if I just believed in it, even for just a little while?

And the answer was always nothing.

What you do in your imagination is completely private. No one knows your beliefs. No one can see what you’re imagining for yourself. Absolutely no one can judge you for what you do in the privacy of your mind. There is no action to be taken in the law of assumption. It’s all internal, so you lose absolutely nothing by just trying. You lose nothing simply allowing yourself to test the law.

You just continue to live your life normally externally, but internally, you are living as though you are the person you desire to be. You are thinking from your desires and living in your truth in imagination.

That’s all it takes.

So what if it doesn’t work? Then you move on. You live, you’ll survive. I reconciled myself with that a long time ago. But I can tell you with certainty and from personal experience, it’s real. So you’d only be doing yourself a disservice by not trying. And not half-assed trying, either. Genuinely trying. Anything done genuinely, with genuine desire, will succeed, no matter what.

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we overcomplicate manifesting & shifting

literally. I often catch myself thinking 'what does that mean? what do I have to do?' when everything is SO EASYYYY. like yes when they say 'know/decide' it's a literal meaning of a word.

'I know the sky is blue and I know my sp is obsessed with me.'

'I'm gonna have oats for breakfast and I'm in my dr.'

THAT'S LITERALLY IT. there's no hidden meanings or something you missed. manifesting is meant to be easy and fun!!

When it comes to manifesting something that seems impossible in the “real world,” anything — and I mean anything — that’s happening out there that seems like it’ll stop you, it won’t. I’ll give you an example.

A lot of people are struggling to buy their own place. It is clear in the US that minimum wage is not up to standards for people to live off of. Even certain full-time jobs don't pay enough. But, you decide "I will afford my own house, even with just a part-time job. These circumstances don't apply to me," then, they won't. You're deciding it doesn't matter that so many people are dealing with this...you aren't. Then, poof, the house is yours. This example is coming from my personal experience. I did it and no one, I truly mean no one in my life, bats an eye knowing I have a house. I'm never asked, "How the hell did you do that?" or "How on earth are you taking care of your bills?" When I realized I did something that didn't seem "logical" and people wouldn't normally see as "logical" due to societal circumstances, it made me realize that I can do anything without even having to question if it makes sense.

It always comes down to circumstances never mattering. Doesn't matter if it seems "impossible." It is always, always possible.

What is the secret of manifestation ?

The KEY to manifesting is our awareness.

Our ability to choose and select from the vantage point of the observer of reality, as the 'I AM" consciousness is truly what makes manifesting SO FUN.

Knowing that all creation is finished and every possible reality (infinite version of them) already exist, means there is nothing we have to do except to select the reality we desire to experience in order to shift into that reality. In essence, we don't need to do any "hard work" of building the reality or making the manifestation happen, that's not on us, because that part is already finished.

Knowing that we are all powerful and every moment in time is a new opportunity to choose again, and again, and again, no matter what we see in our 3D external world. No matter what happened in the past, none of that matters.

What matters is who we want to be, and decide that's who we are right now, and live as that. That's the only job we have to do. Desires we have are simply reminders of realities that already exist in which versions of us exist in, and are experiencing those desires right now.

If we want to experience those desires, we shift into that version of us whose living in those realities, simply by embodying that identity, that state of being.

Life is like a game, and that's why it's so fun, because we play in it for awhile until we decide we want to experience something different, so we just load up a new avatar (a different version of us), and continue playing. We can do this over and over and over again, and we always have full control of this.

That's the power of awareness, that's the power of consciousness, and that is the KEY to all manifesting. Because manifestation isn't about acquiring any particular thing or experience, it's about becoming the version of us who already has that thing or experience. When we "manifest", we are always manifesting OURSELVES.

Once I truly grasped this concept, manifesting no longer "mattered", because there was no 'getting anything', everything we desire has already happened to us, in some reality that already exists. Knowing this, I simply pick the reality I want to experience, and have fun living in it, that's it.

Happy "manifesting" everyone.

“Nothing ever works out for me when I try manifest!” Well obviously if you assume that… then… you won’t get what you desire cuz you’re affirming that nothing works out for you… Flip that assumption around.

“I’ve never shifted before so-“ wrong. You’re shifting every second. Every minute. Every hour. Just not in your favour yet. Flip that assumption around.

“I haven’t manifested anything yet because I have to reprogram my mindset.” So you’re telling me every time you feel thirsty and you desire a glass of water, you need to reprogram your mindset to get up and drink water?? No. You just… decide to get water. Reprogramming isn’t something you HAVE to do. It surely helps build a better mindset, but it's not required.

“No method ever works out for me.” Every method works out in its own way if you allow it and let go of control. You’re stuck in a loop of finding “the right method” when ALL methods work. They are nothing but tools.

“I just feel like I’m not ready to shift.” The when will you be ready? Do it scared. Do it excited. Shifting is a spiritual thing, not physical. Meditate and calm yourself down if you feel overwhelmed.

“My desires take so long to manifest, though!” That assumption ALONE is the ONLY one that is making your desires take a “long time” to manifest. Time. Is. Not. Real. On. A. Multiversal. Level.

“I feel stuck.” You are never stuck. You are entertained by an illusion of stuck because you assumed you are stuck. If you believe that you are stuck, change that belief.

“Why is it that my small desires manifest but not my big ones?” This is because you are putting your ‘bigger’ manifestations on a pedestal when in reality, they manifest the same way as ‘small’ desires do. You see them as these grand big things you can’t reach. The subconscious mind doesn’t care whether something is too big or too small, it only listens to you.

no, seriously, what’s your excuse for “not having” your desires or “not” shifting?

is it procrastination? the classic stall tactic?

you put off attempting a method like it’s a dentist appointment for your soul. why? what exactly do you lose by laying down and visualizing one scene? or two? or none? is the world going to shatter because you allowed your imagination five minutes of fun? is your reality going to evaporate because you sat still for sixty seconds and pictured the one perfect detail?

is it that hard? really????

is it that you “can’t stay consistent”?

you can’t say one singular affirmation a day?

imagine one detail? daydream? listen to a two minute subliminal? simply DECIDE that doing nothing, nothing at all, equals consistency?????

you can’t do that? oh, poor you.

poor fucking you.

what’s next, huh? are you going to let a thought so minuscule ruin days of progress you had?

cry, have a tantrum, implode into the same spiral you’ve replayed a hundred times, instead of literally deciding it doesn’t matter?

instead of pausing for two seconds in silence, and thinking one thought like “i don’t care, i still have what i want”?

enlighten me, my darling: is crying for hours on end and wallowing in self pity that much easier than thinking one single thread of thought “i have what i want”?

and listen! listen, this is not erasing real problems.

i see trauma, heavy responsibilities, grief, poverty.

i see that life sometimes slams doors so hard the windows rattle.

this is NOT about shaming real pain. it is about the tiny, defeated story you tell yourself that keeps you in the same miserable loop.

circumstances do not matter. not because they are fake, but because they are not the ruler of possibility.

a source? an example? ME! LITERALLY ME.

i have shifted an unfathomable amount of times.

i have manifested everything i wanted while juggling procrastination, school, an abusive home, and doubts so fierce they buckled my knees at twelve years old.

i sobbed in the dark and still managed to call in miracles. so what is your excuse?

you procrastinate?

decide it doesn’t affect your journey. decide that one affirmation a day is enough.

you can’t be consistent with your method?

don’t be. they are not concrete rules. decide that inconsistency helps, even. make inconsistency your brand.

flip the script. be the person who is wildly irregular and wildly effective. decide that your version of practice is a single thought flicked into your day like a secret signal.

you’re under stress and can’t focus on manifesting or shifting?

do not force it. decide that a free unclear day helps your journey even more. decide that rest is not failure but part of the architecture. decide that pausing is part of the process. decide that your nervous system must be fed before your imagination can perform miracles.

DECIDE, DECIDE, DECIDE.

take advantage of your free will. stop being fucking pathetic about it. you can do this. i know it, and deep inside, you know too.

LOA and shifting did not exist so you could drown in melodrama when your playlist runs out of feels. these tools exist because what you want is inevitable if you cultivate the inner authority to command it.

stop crying. stop screaming. you’re not a fucking toddler who didn’t get a toy. you’re a toddler who got their toy and MORE, yet you are too busy sobbing and smearing snot on the box to notice it in your hands.

procrastination is the polite name for fear wearing pajamas.

oops! i said it, kill me, folks.

you think procrastination is laziness. it is fear that learned to wear comfortable clothes. fear whispers, “not yet, you must be more ready, you must be perfect.”

but perfection is a leash.

and you’re not a dog.

perfection is the thing that keeps you forever circling the starting line.

you think because you do not feel ready you must wait, so you never move.

here’s the truth:

you are always ready.

readiness is a story you use to avoid responsibility. the actual cost of taking one small action is almost always negligible. you will lose five minutes, maybe ten.

you will gain a fragile, dangerous thing.

momentum.

a single tiny imagined scene turns into a flicker that draws attention, and the field reorients. the universe does not require your grand performance.

it requires your decision.

consistency is the lie we use to weaponize shame.

people preach consistency like it is a rule from the gods.

consistency CAN be useful. but obsession with external metrics is a trap. you do not need to cram five rituals into your day and record them on a spreadsheet to deserve results.

the thing that kills people is the belief that if we cannot perform perfectly every single day, we are failures.

that is a lie curated by shame.

true consistency is internal. it is a daily smallness that says, “i remember who i am.” sometimes that daily smallness is one single thought. sometimes it is a nap.

call it lazy holiness. call it micro-consistency. the point is: do not let the myth of perfect consistency stop a single action.

stress—biology will yell but you hold the remote.

when your world is chaos, your nervous system goes into survival mode.

that is biology. science. not your moral weakness. cortisol is loud and stupid and it cheats at attention.

that means your methods will feel harder, not impossible.

the answer is not grit.

the answer is strategy: lower the baseline stress.

eat, breathe, sleep, hydrate, move a little. and then make the declaration. you are allowed to be human while being relentless.

the radical permission i’m offering you right now:

decide that none of your present limitations cancel the power you have.

use your free will like a blunt instrument. decide what the rules are. decide that the method does not matter. decide that inconsistency is permitted. decide that thinking one thought is considered dedicated practice. you are not a library patron asking permission to read the universe.

you are the librarian.

you shelve the book. you write the catalogue.

imagine the person who sat around and thought “i will wait until everything is perfect”, look at them now. stagnant, tired, recycling the same pity playlist.

now imagine the idiot who made a decision and moved. messy. imperfect. loud. triumphant.

which version would you rather be?

(#aaron burr and hamilton core)

being soft is not the same as being weak. being decisive is not the same as being rigid. you can be tender and still be ruthless with your excuses. you can be compassionate with your inner child and ruthless with the narrative that says you must wait.

so answer me.

right now.

what is your excuse?

is it the fear that you might be wrong? the fear that you might be seen? the fear that if this actually works you will have to hold the results and grow into them?

the real work of life is becoming the person you imagine. that is both terrifying and exquisite. choose exquisite.

doubt is not the executioner. doubt is the raw material. when you feel doubt, you are standing at the seam between who you are and who you can be. take that seam and stitch through it like you mean it.

patch the old story with a new memory. say the sentence out loud. whisper it. murmur it in the shower. decide with your throat.

you want a life that does not require permission?

give it permission internally. stop asking the mirror to approve your crown. put it on.

stop being poetic about your suffering.

stop romanticizing the chaos.

stop building a shrine to the tiny voice that tells you you are not enough.

that voice is a liar. a big, fucking liar.

you can do one thing for yourself daily.

even that one thing will be enough to tilt the wobbling scale. even if it is inconsistency itself, even if it is a single sentence, it will be enough to begin the slow, merciless work of unmaking old assumptions.

shut down the excuses.

declare.

decide.

live like the thing is already true.

your desire is not a wish. it is an inevitability being held up by your own attention. so give it your attention.

go on then. gasp for air, breathe like a god in a body that is messy and raw and alive.

stand up. lie down. close your eyes. think one bright thing.

that is all.

you can’t seem to quiet your doubts? okay, every time you doubt, you shift.

you keep thinking about your cr, and assuming you’re there? okay, every time you think about your cr, it pushes you further from it.

can’t stop checking for proof of your dr? okay, every time you check, you shift.

you can apply this to anything. any blockage or hinderance you think you may have, can be turned into a positive. the only thing that stops you from shifting, is the notion that you can be stopped.

none of these things actually hold any power over you. you are the one in control. so, if you assume that these things block you from shifting, then you won’t shift. but, if you do all these things anyway, with a different mindset - the mindset that absolutely nothing can stop you - then you’ll shift.

just realized something. i think a lot of you are focused on how to manifest and i mean how to do the actual act and you might think methods are something to do and it's like oh it's a process and oh you need to do this exact routine or this thing to manifest but you already know how to manifest and you're already always manifesting. so if that helped remove pressure off you, great. you don't need to worry about the act of manifesting, okay? you just need to worry about persisting in the thoughts that you'd be having if you were experiencing whatever it is you want to experience and that's it. thinking is something you already do all of the time and when you hold onto an idea and persist in certain thoughts that indicate you have something, your reality must reflect that because reality is just the mind expressed. you don't need to worry about that part either, okay! the 3d naturally reflects you without you needing to do anything about that. all you have to do is just start intentionally thinking the thoughts as the person who has it would, keep doing that, and it'll manifest. yes it will. again you don't need to do anything to do the act of manifesting or make the 3d reflect and you don't even need to do a method i mean i guess you could consider it as you're using affirming but that's just thinking and that's something you're going to have to intentionally do at first anyways bc you might naturally think the thoughts of the person who doesn't have it right now, so obviously you need to consciously switch it and create a new thought habit. your mind will get used to the new way of thinking ( as the person who has it ) and will switch to thinking that by default after who knows how long it doesn't matter. but anyways just stop being scared or worried about anything else and just persist in being the person who now has it and stop worrying about the 3d because it must reflect anyways no matter what happens today, tomorrow, or later. okay?

i think something to remember is that persistence is a choice. you do not need to eliminate any mental or physical opposition to be able to manifest it, to be able to persist, or to even be able to start thinking like the person who has it. that is literally not what persisting is. persisting is you are choosing to think the thoughts of the person who has it despite the doubts you have, despite the beliefs you have of not having it, and despite your mind naturally getting thoughts that relate to the old story. that is persisting!