lala

i love random ways in which i can make myself feel uncomfortable; like brushing my hair and accidentally scratching my nipple, not fixing my panties when they dig into my cunt, drooling while i’m scrolling on tumblr and not wiping it off, gagging on my toothbrush etc. ><

invite your friends over and rape me in front of them ! laugh with them at my poor attempts to struggle, mock my begs and cries. make me thank them for using me as a jerk off material 😵‍💫

thinking of my owner putting numbing cream on my cunt and ordering me to grind against his boot with my tongue out >< i’d be rubbing my pathetic cunt, desperately trying to feel something… anything… while he laughs at me and says how stupid i look acting like a desperate bitch in heat ><

can’t stop thinking about watching him fuck another female, except she’s higher in the hierarchy than me. she get’s to cum, experience pleasure and has rights. watching them as i’m kneeling on the floor with only my collar on and a big plug in my ass. patiently waiting for them to finish, so i can clean them - lick the sweat off their skin, suck out cum out of her holes, and suck his cock clean 😵‍💫 all while being denied my own pleasure, and being reminded that i’m always on the bottom, beneath both men and other females.

i wish i had a friend that would constantly objectify and humiliate me ! lift up my skirt in public, grope my tits on the bus, degrade me loud enough, so other people can hear and laugh, open the bathroom door while i’m pissing, give me a wedgie, push me onto my knees when i’m talking to others, pull down my panties in the middle of the street, hit me in public etc.😵‍💫

i desperately need to be throat trained >< i want him to push me onto my knees, place a dog bowl in front of me, and start mercilessly raping my throat until i inevitably vomit all over myself and into the bowl ! after that i need him to grab a fistful of my hair and push my face directly into the bowl, ordering me to eat it like a good mutt, swallow every last drop. that would be my only dinner, so if i refuse - i’ll starve ><

Genuinely can’t stop thinking about someone bullying me till I piss myself 😵‍💫 just imagine it, god knows how long you’ve been grabbing and slapping me, how long I’ve spent on my knees, doing every task you asked of me. I’ve degraded myself so much, already mess and I dare ask to go the bathroom 😳 you’re gonna make me regret that! I’ve probably got nothing on except that tiny skirt and a pair girly little panties, getting pinned against a tiled wall, the cold going straight to my bladder, you’ll laugh at me for whining, push me harder against my stomach, pinch it and make me bend over, tell me to beg for it, only so you can say no again and shove your knee into my throbbing cunt because good girls work for it ☺️ you’ll get so rough with me, throwing me around until I can’t stop it leaking, I’ll cry when you start pointing and laughing at it running down my legs, I’m so pathetic, I can’t even control myself, no wonder I need someone to keep me on a leash. I’ll try and keep it in but you’ll just hit my hands away, make me look at the mess I’ve made. That’s probably when I’ll end up on the floor, curled up cowering in my own filth like the animal I am, still be whining and begging, I’m sure you’ll have to step on my swollen bulge to get me to shut up talking about needing it 😫 maybe you’ll let me piss myself if I get on all fours like the bitch I am, stick my ass in the air if I really wanna know what embarrassment feels like, only when I’m humping air like I’m in heat with your boot pressed firmly against my leaking useless bladder, will you possibly let me piss myself completely

I want to be made into porn. Rape me and film it to share around. Record just my face as you thrust into me and put it behind spirals and text. Make deepfakes and ai videos of me to share around till my naked body becomes a natural part of any porn community.

Edge until your limits disappear.