2am thoughts

I feel like all the childhood emotional abuse, depression, loneliness, ed obsession, falling in love so deeply and getting heartbroken, has completely ruined my ability to love completely that I always end up doubting and self-sabotaging every good thing in my life.

Lmfaooooo my blog got terminated but this one suddenly became reinstated

Stressed waiting for my passport to come back, trying to finish my application to study abroad but need to check my passport number is correct, my parents had sent my passport off to apply for visa for some religious thing or some shit (which I didn’t even want to go to) and now I’m stressed because I can’t finish my application without my passport ughhhhhh