— ellie’

Ten Nights by @snowbryneich

Chapter 7 - Consummation

Rhaena looking at Jace with a tear stained face.

You know those couples where you just know the husband doesn’t play about his wife? Thats what they’re giving.

yk what the annoying thing about having a family from balkan is? Everything you do ever since you were a little girl will be judged. Everything you do could destroy the family. Everything you do could damage the reputation. Albanian families will keep their traditions the way they are. It doesn’t matter how many changes the world has made, it doesn’t matter how many more feminists rise, to them it does not matter!! Why is that? Because they raise their children to be anxious. They traumatise their children from when they were little til today. Oh you’re gonna eat more than one cookie at another persons house as a guest? That’s shameful, stop eating! Oh you want to go and play with the boys? You cant do that, you’re a girl that’s embarrassing you will embarrass the whole family!

I always wondered why I knew even as a kid under 10 years old why I wasn’t allowed to play with boys or kiss a boy or be anywhere near a boy.. it’s because of how they terrorise you! Everything you do can bring your family to shame! This is the reason why I understood George from the show Queen Charlotte. I understood his panic attacks of letting a whole empire fall to shit. But his empire was my family. It’s stuck with me now. I get anxious whenever I do something and make a decision. Because I don’t know if it’ll get me in trouble and what the consequences might be.

for the love of god please please please show your username if you want to tell me I’m a dirty whore or to go slit my wrists when you’re invading my fucking “ask me” you colonisers. There’s absolutely no way you guys think you’re changing the world or protecting “your man” from my critics by insulting me. The female insults I was called like “bitch” and “whore” for voicing my fucking opinion on a football player is insane. Also it is not racist to criticise a man just because he’s black. Musiala is a great football player and he doesn’t do gestures towards his crotch after scoring a goal. See the difference? Greatness doesn’t mean you can be arrogant. And all you little girls who think they have a chance with Jude Bellingham and see it as their primary reason to “defend” him by calling me deranged female insults are absolutely mental. Just because your man decides to give every woman on earth the biggest ick doesn’t mean you get to pounce on me you wild lot. Piss off you feckers