Love, Melancholia

I will get back my freedom, my happiness and the whole of me again.

Rest in Peace.

Sorry I didn’t save enough to go Hungary to visit you.

But thank you so much for supporting me in my fencing years and standing up for me when I get bullied.

I love this pic cos u every time say me HAHAH. You never once raise your voice at me even if I did badly in my competition.

She is early, I was late.

We both look almost the same. I guess we both are vain. We both order the same drink, tea.

As we started our conversation, I realized nothing much changed. I see a girl hopelessly in love, searching for the right Love.

I told her the right Love will only comes when you have learn how to love yourself right. Prioritize yourself first. Never look for love in Guy if you do not learn how to love yourself.

Be independent, earn more money so you will be happy.

But don’t waste these money buying friends. It’s fine that you have no friends. They don’t deserve to be your friends because they are jealous of you.

Earn money and let them be more jealous of you. Pray to Jesus, let him get the RIGHT ONE for you.

Maybe being in debt is the only way to keep me alive.

Reached all the goals in life.

Lived the fullest.

I am so excited for this new journey and I prayed all thing will be good.

I thought things will go smoothly but nope, it doesn’t seem like it but I am still holding on to that hope.

I pray to Jesus please let it all goes smoothly. Let me have another job so my income can be more stable. Let me have my bonus. Let me clear all my debts. Please. That’s my birthday wish.