dumbass cunt

Boyfriend dumped me, said I wasn’t trying hard enough and always made him feel bad. Also I have covid and lost my sense of smell and taste so guess who’s gonna get skinny again <33

The batteries in the scale are dying and the last time I weighed myself I gained 6-7 lbs and wanted to end my life right then and there <33

I told my boyfriend about my purging and he told me if he found out I was still doing it he’d break up with me “out of love”… granted, he never said he’d break up with me if he found out I was still restricting, fasting, body checking, obsessively weighing myself, or following skinny girls on the gram sooooo .. >:)

SCREAMING CUZ I’M ALMOST THE SAME WEIGHT AS THE BOY I LIKE AND HE CALLED ME FAT like yess trigger me into restriction longer 🥴

LMAO my friend saw me scrolling thru lily-rose depp’s instagram and saving pics of her and was like “omg that’s toxic”

I went to the grocery store with my mom and only to walk out with grapes and a Bai drink and that is my snack for work 😋

Losing weight in the fall/winter time is so much better imo. Taking long walks in the cold, eating snow, it’s all swaggy- until Thanksgiving and Christmas come busting in thru the drywall like the fucking Kool-Aid man

My thighs touch when I sit and when I stand and I hate it.

My sister called me fat as an insult today. Now while it didn’t hurt my feelings physically, it did hurt mentally. Guess it’s time to go back to harder restriction and purging :D