LovelySugawara

So I decided to make one, to keep track ^^ Last updated: October 12, 2021

Fanfiction Series (complete chapter list):

Love Me Again - kuroo x OC

Fanfiction Series (On-going):

Distasteful Pursuit // Kuroo x OC (will update the list when an episode is up):

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

HQ boys:

Kuroo 7 years with kuroo 7 years with kuroo (last part) I love(d) you, Kuroo

Akaashi Letting You Go I Want to Marry You - (pause) Saying "Yes" to Akaashi Keiji

Sugawara His Cupcake your past; sugawara!

Ushijima Ushijima is your love

Tendou Tendou; your paradise

Atsumu I’ll Wait Leaving Atsumu

Osamu Just a friend

Kenma Kenma; a little request A promise of marriage

Tsukishima Tsukishima's annoying girlfriend Tsukishima Kei, annoying confession

Sakusa That wedding, and Sakusa Kiyoomi

Kita Kita Shinsuke, and his lost phone

Haikyuu boys as something:

as your Boyfriend

Haikyuu boys proposing to you (time-skip version): Sugawara, Daichi, AsahiNishinoya, Ennoshita, Yamaguchi, Kageyama, Hinata, Tsukishima

Haikyuu Boys; a kiss on the nape

Haikyuu Boys playing Adorable home with you

Haikyuu boys; Confession and First time you Hold Hands Part 1

Haikyuu boys; knowing they break your heart

Haikyuu Boys; a kiss on the nape Part 2

Haikyuu Boys; when they accidentally end your call while in between fight

Fanfiction Plans: (to remind myself XD)

Awkward Hearts - sugawara x reader

You like Osamu - osamu x reader

NEW FANFICTION 2025

GOING BACK (Gundam Seed Fanfiction) Chapter 1 Chapter 2 - New *** A little about myself- -hi, I'm lovelysugawara, despite my username I'm actually more into Kuroo. hahaha, I'm sorry about the confusion. -I love drama, I guess it's my forte. most of my works contain sad stuff and I'm sorry about that. ^^ I guess I'm really a fan of sad endings. -I love haikyuu, but I'm also a fan of lots of anime/manga since my elementary days. -been writing since I'm in grade 4, but English is not really my native language that's why I have a hard time writing some decent lines. -a fan do pizza, coffee and chocolate XD Thank you for supporting me!!!

Gundam Seed Fanfiction ATHRUN x CAGALLI

GOING BACK (Together)

Chapter 2: Fated Reunion

Gundam Seed Fanfiction ATHRUN x CAGALLI

Hi!!! It's been awhile! Gladly i can go back here and upload a new Fanfiction series. Lots of things happened years ago, and it actually changed me as a person. But well, life must go on, so here I am again! This series is written yearssss ago. Hope you can still read and support it. Thank you~

GOING BACK (Together) Chapter 1: The Present

81 C.E / United Emirates of Orb Union

“Isn’t beautiful? I really love to give it to you, especially when I first saw it.” said by a boy with blue hair while smiling shyly.

“You didn’t have to do it, but thank you. I like it so much.” A blonde girl was still caressing a shining white ribbon on a special wrapped box.

“It’s Saint White anyway; I guess giving something on a white themed gift is somewhat special. That’s just my idea anyway.” The boy continued to explain further.

“Whatever you say, I’m taking it. Like I said, I like it. And thank you.”

A sudden peak on his lips from the blonde girl surprises him, that let him feel so flustered, shy even.

“Thank you for this.” She started to walk away.

“Well, you-you’re welcome!” he followed her. **

90 C.E / United Emirates of Orb Union

It’s always the same every day. She always had a very weird dream about Saint White, that led her to wake up at 5:00am. And she continued to ignore it further. A blonde woman with slightly wavy hair sleepily open the curtain on her full length window, showing almost the faded night sky, a few rays of the upcoming day was visible.

CagalliYulaAtha starts her day with her daily routine. Taking her bath and preparing for her work, cooking for breakfast and of course, waking her little princess. Her 6 years old daughter Arshan.

“Little princess time to get up, it’s your last day on school, tomorrow you can sleep all day if you want.” She said while pulling the duvet out of her daughter.

“But mommy, I’m still sleepy.” Arshan tried to cover her sluggish face by her pillow.

“Mom, can I stop wearing it?” Arshan ask her mother about her yellow primary school hat. “Arshan, its part of your uniform.” Cagalli explained.

“But it was the last day of school right? My other classmate stop wearing it.” Arshan beg. “Please, mom?”

Cagalli then put both of her hands on her waist, "Okay then. As you wish.” she said, while patting her blue haired little baby’s head. “Yehey! Thank you mommy!” Arshan hugs her.

“All right! It’s time for school; we should go, come on!” Cagalli walk with her daughter hand in hand.

Arshan was still waving at her despite of the small open spot on the large gate of Heliopolis school. She watches until her daughter is nowhere to be seen.

“She’s really a beauty Ms. Attha.” A red hair girl with sunglasses on her eyes greeted her. “She is, Flei. I can see it.” she said while walking towards her car.

The red hair follows her through their cars.

“Do you know that Dearka proposes to Miriallia?” Flei Allister asks the blond.

Cagalli get her car keys at her pouch, “Lacus called me last night and she told me that too.”

“Oww, I’m jealous, I wanted a wedding too.” Flei said it as she stand behind her red car.

Cagalli laughs a little. “Sai didn’t ask you? I thought you two we’re engaged?” she questioned her.

She can see now the irritation behind the red hair’s face, “That coward, we are still on the fiancée stuff. It’s almost eight months since he proposed. And I wanted the wedding.”

“Why don’t you ask him then?” Cagalli said it until she opens her car door. “I’m going to make the move? No way!” Flei almost make her car door fly on her irritation.

Cagalli lift both her hands in the air like she was surrendering and say, “Okay, calm down now. Then don’t. Come on lets go to work, Flei.” She slid inside her car.

Flei also slide inside, still muttering how idiot her boyfriend is.

While driving, the word wedding was like swimming on Cagalli’s mind right now. Will she ever find a man who is willing to adopt her daughter too? It’s been years since he broke up with her, her first love. That man is the guy behind her sorrow. And much to her concern, he’s Arshan’s father.

It’s not that no one’s not willing to adopt her daughter, actually almost all her suitors was willingly to do it. They too fall in love with the child. It’s just that, no one catches her attention, yet.

All her colleagues and friends already set a blind date any other day, but there just no one for her.

Her twin brother, Kira, is the one who help her to raise her daughter, with also the help of his brother’s wife, Lacus.

Cagalli works under the Morgenroute research facility in Orb Union, they were the responsible for the new develop technology of the country.

“Here’s your coffee, good work every one!” a man with a curly brown hair delivered them bunch of coffee and a few cinnamon roll. “Thanks Cassy!” Kira said.

“Cagalli, Dearka and Miri will head to our house this afternoon, want to join us?” Kira said as he put a cup of coffee on her sister’s table.

Cagalli look at him, “Thanks. Hmmm, I had to pick Arshan first, so I’ll be a bit late.”

“Just let Arshan come with you, Lacus miss her,” Kira smiles.

Cagalli sniff her still hot coffee, “How is she? Is her pregnancy affects her a lot?”

“She have to stop to work for now, the doctor said it stressed her a lot.” He said. Lacus is 7 months pregnant; she works as a manager at a supermarket near Heliopolis.

“I should pay her a visit then; maybe she’s really bored right now.” Cagalli said then sip on her coffee.

“Will you come to Dearka and Miri’s wedding?” Kira suddenly changed the subject.

“Yeah! I already make it a promise to Miri, why?” Cagalli look at her brother.

“Well, you don’t care where will be the wedding place is?” Kira hinted her.

“You lost me, Kira. What do you mean?” Cagalli is now confused.

“Uhm, as you can see, Dearka is from PLANTs right?” Kira started.

“Yeah, we all are!” Cagalli was now starting to be annoyed.

“The wedding is going to be on PLANTs, Cagalli.” Kira finally said it.

Hearing it, Cagalli fall on her chair, blank faced.

Is she ready? Is she ready to head back to the place she least wanted to go? A lot of possibilities lie ahead, and maybe she’ll see him. Was she ready? Facing him is one of her greatest fear now. What if he discovers that they had a child? What will she do if he tried to take away her daughter? Is she still hurt? Heartbroken even? Maybe too broken to face the man who wounded her.

Her head was now searching for any reasons to ditch her friend’s wedding. And hope they’ll understand her.

“Man, this is why I hate to mention it to you.” Kira said as he pulls out her sister on her reverie. “Don’t think of ditching it, Cagalli.”

Cagalli stood up, “Miri will understand it Kira. You know I hate going back there!”

“You are not going back!” Kira reminded her by emphasizing every word to her. “You were just going there for your friend’s wedding day.” Kira insisted.

“I don’t know Kira.” He can now read her sister’s worry.

“I think you really should go and see Lacus, she’s the only one who can convince you.” Kira said while waving his head.

That night, at Kira and Lacus' house.

“What???!! You are not going???” A really shock Miriallia shouted as Cagalli said her excuse for not attending her wedding.

“But why, Cagalli? You’ve been in all of my important occasions since we’re kids, and then you’ll ditch in my wedding day? You’re going to hurt me so much!” cried by the high pitch tone of the bride-to-be.

“I said I’m not ditching, Miri, is that,” Cagalli can’t say any other reason now.

They all seated on the living room at Lacus and Kira’s home.

“If you don’t want us to invite him, it’ll be okay, just say so.” Miribeat to her.

“What? Not inviting Athrun? He’s our good friend too, right? It will be very unfair!” accused by her soon-to-be-groom, Dearka.

“No Miri, it’s not that, Dearka is right, it will not be fair to him.” Cagalli said.

“Cagalli, we all understand what’s bothering you. But isn’t the time that you should go back?” Lacus calmly said to her. “I mean you don’t have to go back to PLANTs, but at least attend the wedding party of Miri and Dearka?”

Kira reach over to hold on Cagalli’s hand, “You know well that there will be time that you should face him, right? Athrun. It’s been almost 7 years since you left PLANTs. Maybe Arshan doesn’t ask you yet, but someday, she’ll do. She’s going to ask about her father, and you’ll have to answer it. You won’t let her grow up without knowing who was her father right? Isn’t the time to finally move on?” Kira still look her straight into the eye.

All of them watch as Kira hugs her twin sister.

What Kira said to her still mingle inside her mind until that night. Athrun Zala. Arshan’s father. And her First love. And first man who break her.

It’s been 7 years, yet she still hurt, she still feels the unfamiliar hollow inside her heart. All those years she chooses to remain quiet about her daughter, isolating herself to those people who had a connection with him. Until her twin brother, Kira, found her in a small town in Orb Union. That time she begged him to not tell anyone about Arshan. However Kira and Lacus decided to settle down there too, mainly to help her raise her child.

The couple helps her to sustain herself and her daughter, the two witnesses how she work hard for the two of them. And then, one by one, their friends surprisingly showed up, and then they all promise to not let Athrun know about her secret. They also helped her, and aided their needs much to her likeness. All through years, she remains silent about the reasons behind their break up. Way back to PLANTs, Cagalli and Athrun were inseparable. The two was very much inlove with each other, and a lot of their classmate and friends envy them. They are still young and in love. But that’s not enough, to make the two of them stay. Athrun say those words, words that until now are clearer than water in her memories.

** Chapter 2 will be upload tomorrow. ;)

How to say I'm back(?) Hehe Been into a lot these 2021 and 2022. 2021 my boyfriend leaves me and broke me into pieces. 2022 my mom died. I really miss her. I wanted to go back to where things are normal and happy. But I didn't know this is way hard than I thought. I always wanted to stay positive as much as I wanted but it always goes back to square one, where I think of the memories.

A/N: a new story I'm developing. Had a hard time coming back to writing and stuff. Hope I can hear some of your comments on this story. Thank you! ^^

***

“Come. You’ll be the new lady in the house. House of Asmodeus. And I expected you to be of good use to me.”

Raell said after he bought Eunoia from the hell market and made her his wife.

He wanted to become the demon king. But a different one. With intent. Reason. Purpose.

But he will need to sacrifice something to become one. His wife.

Will he get what he wanted? Or there is something more behind his so-called purpose?

Chapter 1_Onto the Demon Realm

Never did Eunoia imagines that something unexpected is going to happen in her dull existence.

She grew up alone. No. Maybe lonely is the right word. With only books to rely on as there were no teachers or mentors, she could learn from. Her parents forbade her to go out, or even go to school so no one could lay their eyes on her. All because of her rare condition.

Her family has bronze hair. And because she doesn’t have it, she was treated differently.

She has this unearthly silky white hair.

Her father doesn't feel anything but disgust for her. While the one who brought her into this world, her mother, thinks of her as a jinx that brings bad luck to their family. Her elder brother doesn’t really care at all. She only feels safe and loved through her second brother.

Even the maids weren’t fond of her. They don’t like to clean after her, or even feed her. Since her parents don’t care if she’s starving or not, she can only eat her lunch once her second brother comes home from school.

“Brother, why are they always mad at me? Did I do something wrong?” She can’t help but ask those words despite her young age.

Her second brother can’t hide the pain he’s feeling for his little sister who is clearly being mistreated.

“Don’t worry, Eunoia, one day I will put you out of your misery. I’m going to save you and let you live far away from here. And you’ll never be hurt again.” her second brother promised her.

Years passed and now Eunoia is at her right age. Based on the books she read, being able to reach 18 years of age means being free.

But something is going to be wrong.

Their family business went downhill. And all of their frustrations and anxiety were shot to her.

“This is all your fault, you wench!” as her father’s words hit her, a loud slap also landed on her face. Her father slaps her again but her knees wobble and she falls to the floor and he misses her innocent face.

Eunoia doesn’t shed tears. She doesn't feel anything. She's numb.

Tears well from her eyes but it doesn’t fall. She could no longer feel hurt and she doesn't search anymore for an answer on why and how they treat her like this.

Until her older brother proposed something.

“I have an idea, father. Why don’t we sell her to the black market? Just look at her. Look at her hair. isn’t she like someone who's reincarnated from the depths of hell? I’m sure we can make money out of her enough to pay our debts, we can even start a new business!”

Her father looks at him and then at Eunoia as if trying to analyze the situation.

“You’re right! Of course! We can do that! Especially now that Ezra is not here. No one is going to protect her.” her father said, agreeing to him.

Eunoia’s horror is already eating her alive, she’s suffocating and for the first time, she wants to run away.

How can her family talk about selling her without feeling any remorse?

She gasps as her father starts to grab her.

“Father, NO-! I don’t want to. Please! I’ll do anything!” She tried to break free from her father’s hold but to no avail.

“Do this one thing and help your family by selling yourself! Then I can give you my gratitude, Eunoia!” her shoulders fell in defeat. Knowing she can’t do anything about it.

Questions started to flood her head again.

How many times does she imagine being free from her family’s ill-treatment?? How many times does she imagine being able to run away and live her own life away from the darkness?

And now it all comes down to this.

Her father kept on dragging her outside the mansion until they reached the door.

“What’s happening?!” her frantic mother came rushing over to them, and Eunoia hoped for her mother to stop what was about to happen.

“Where are you taking her?” her mother said after she reached them.

“Mother, we’ll be going to sell her to the black market. Our problems will be solved! I’m sure it’s okay with you, right? I mean because she’s just your daughter.”

Her older brother said who didn’t even falter on his every word.

She looks at her mother, a pleading look. She hopes it will spark the love of her mother for her.

Their mother is silent for a few moments. Eunoia is ready to beg. Just so she could forbid that to happen.

“Is it true? We can really pay our debts by selling her? Why didn’t you say so?”

And once again her world fell apart. The last thread of hope for this cruel act to stop is now lost.

Gone.

“Yes. Not only that, but we can probably start over!’”

“Then what are you waiting for? Bring her to that place so we can start anew.”

“But, what about Ezra? I’m very sure he will search for her.”

“Leave Ezra to me. I’ll just tell him that she ran away and we couldn’t find her.”

Thoughts about her second brother Ezra came to her. Much to her concern, she doesn’t want to part ways with him this way. This is so cruel. They are cruel.

They are talking in front of Eunoia like she’s just trash that they can just throw away whenever they want. Like she’s nothing but a solution to their problems. Something so temporary that they will forget in time.

The moment she steps out of the mansion is also the time she finally accepts her faith. She hopes that if ever the Gods heard her prayers, they will let her be reborn again, but with a loving family this time.

***

She sometimes dreams about those haunting memories she had when she’s still with her family. Being discarded like trash hurts deeper than she expected.

It’s been a year since her family sold her for the amount of 5 million polly. And after that, she never sees them again.

Then the fateful encounter happened that time, on the place she expected to be her graveyard.

The black market.

It was so dark as she wears a blindfold. Her hands are tied.

She can hear women and children crying beside her, probably having the same fate just like her.

The smell of the room already suffocates her, like the time her mother locks her up in a small dark place without proper ventilation.

She should be crying right now, her family sold her, she doesn’t have the luxury to say a proper goodbye to her second brother, and who knows, she might be dying in the next few days. But her tears just don’t come out.

Somehow, she didn’t fear whatever it is that’s gonna happen to her. If she’ll end up dying in the hands of her buyer, she’ll gladly take it. She thinks it’s much bearable, knowing it’s not her own blood who will end up killing her, but some stranger out of nowhere.

She makes herself believe that her buyer might be her savior.

Because they might take her life without her doing anything stupid. Or illegal? Or something like hurting others? She just can’t bear it. No one should be in pain or go through whatever she has to go through.

How many times does she plan to kill herself anyway?

She will gladly take the hand of her killer.

The amount started at 500, 000 and it didn't stop until 30 million polly.

“100 MILLION!!!”

And everyone’s mouth dropped. All eyes to the man who can clearly say “I can buy each and every one of you”.

Eunoia tries to find the one who bids so much money just to have her. But he hides behind a mask and lots of people are murmuring something about him.

He actually wears a demon mask.

After the exceptional bidding, Eunoia is guided in a VIP room where she will meet the person who buys her.

She’s still blindfolded and trying to grasp her situation at the moment. She can’t say she’s terrified, but rather she felt relieved.

She can finally be free, away from her forsaken life, and meet her death.

“A-are you going to kill me?” words that escape from her lips when she feels someone stops in front of her.

The man didn’t bother to answer an attendant removes her blindfold. She slowly opens her eyes and tries to adjust to the light inside the room since she’s been blindfolded for almost half a day.

She then lifted her head and saw the man in a black suit, still hiding behind a mask standing in front of her.

“Kill you? I didn’t waste my money just to kill a human like you,” he said.

Human? Eunoia questions his remark at the back of her head.

Somehow, the tone of his voice doesn’t scare her, she finds it soothing and she feels relaxed.

She looked at him intently and wondered what was his reason for buying her? There’s nothing special about her and she thinks she’s weird for having white hair since birth.

The man removes his mask, and to Eunoia’s surprise, she finds him so alluring.

With his emerald eyes intently staring straight at her own crimson eyes, It feels like he has so many things he wants to say. That the words can pass through his eyes. And with that, she knows he’s different.

The man softly touched her hair like it is the most fragile thing in the world.

“You must know that I’m not a human like you. And I won’t explain it any further. I’m Raellis Asmodeus, one of the Seven Ancients of the demon world. And I will be your husband.”

Hearing this, at first, she thought it’s only her imagination. Like is this some kind of a joke? Because of how desperate she is to get away from her pitiful situation, she’s been convincing herself that she’s going to die. She’s prepared to die actually. But seeing how serious his eyes are, she knows she’s in for a big complicated role.

“H-husband? B-but why? I-I’m not suitable-”

The man offered his hand in front of her.

“Come. You’ll be the new lady of the house. House of Asmodeus. And I expected you to be of good use to me.”

She couldn’t comprehend any of it but hearing how gentle his voice is, she just couldn’t help but take his hand, and fall for his words while his eyes speak deep within her.

Since you all like, Tsukki!

TSUKISHIMA

-sitting next to tsukishima, you actually felt nervous. You two are alone in the classroom and he’s looking straight at you. -as much as you wanted to know what he would say, you can’t speak of anything. He just stares at you for a good 10 minutes. -”hinata and kageyama said they have a crush on you,” he nonchalantly said. You are amazed by the fact he knew that. When in fact hinata and kageyama made fun of you for having a crush on tsukishima, thus they say they have a crush on you so you don’t have to fall for the blunt blonde. -you just shrugged your shoulders and continued finishing your work. “I don’t know tsukishima-kun, they never told me that.” you even fight back smiling because he’s being hilarious with the question look he has. -he then put both his hands on his chest and rested his back at the wall. “Did you somehow like them too?” -you somehow annoyed at him, “i do like my friends, so i like them.” you saw his eyes rolled back in frustration. He can’t get what he wants to say. -”can you tell me what’s the problem, tsukishima-kun? Are you bothering me now just because shoyo and tobio said they like me?” your nervousness is long gone now. -he looks at you in disbelief, “what? First name basis? I can’t believe it, you called them by their first name, while you call me tsukishima.” -and now you’re lost. Why is he being so irritated about everything? (well y/n, he’s always like that XD) -”i did call them like that since forever, they have been my friends since my first year here. Is it strange?” you calmly said. -”so which one do you like, huh? That stupid king (kags), or that simpleton idiot (hinata)?” he directly asked you about it. -you instantly look at him, “Neither of them! why are you so being mean?” -”are you an idiot?” tsukishima said with an annoying expression. “Of course i need to know because i like you!” -what he said didn’t actually register in your mind at first, you looked at him and you saw him blushing, the same intensity as you. -”tsukishima, I-!” you’re about to answer him but then hinata, kageyama and yamaguchi interfere. -”WHHHHHAAAAAT?” the three of them shouts in unison. -and you just laugh as the three of them continued teasing tsukishima. -as the two of you walking home quietly, you are a bit awkward about his confession that afternoon. You wanted to answer him but didn’t have the courage to talk first. -then you saw his free hand, and the desire to hold it kept on going on in your mind. And since you wanted to answer him, you made up your mind and took the initiative to hold it. -tsukishima suddenly flinches a little and instantly looks at your blushing face. “I can do this whenever I want to my boyfriend, right?” your nervousness almost eats you alive after you said those lines, and you know tsukki is too. -”y-yeah, of course,” you both happily walk towards your new life as a couple. XD

A/N:

Hallo! Been a while! I'm sorry I've been away. i have to admit that I really struggled a lot since May. I've been gone to take care of my mom since she had a stroke. plus financial is not really good as of the moment. I'm jobless and can't really find a job bcs i need to take care of her.

I once again posting my Kofi here. I will appreciate any amount you’ll give me to get through this pandemic and for my mom's need.

And you can request anything you want me to write and will post it right away. Thank you so much guys! ^^ See you in my next post.