Crying till I get the point of starring blankly at my phone on tumblr while snot is dripping slowly out of my nose and my mouth is slightly open except when I sniff and listening to godly sad music and just feeling sick from my depression and feeling slightly crazy for thinking any of anything he told me was real and if I’ll ever see him again, I hate this part of liking someone, I drive myself crazy, not wanting to be sober but if I’m not sober then I’ll make a fool out of myself and drive him away, trying really hard to hide my craziness and or just trying to contain it, then do it all again tomorrow night. I feel crazy, I miss him so bad, all my mind is going to is the feeling of being in his arms and kissing him and looking into his eyes and feeling his arms and hands around me and his laughter and smile and his presence and how it all felt that night. I wonder if he’s thinking and feeling the same, I don’t know and it’s driving me crazy, what if he just did all of that just wanting what he got from me? It feels like that, im an idiot or maybe im not, maybe im just being dramatic but why do I keep crying then not then crying again, I just want to sleep but my brain won’t let me. Fuck.
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