macaroni tony

I can’t believeeeeeeeee I used to be so sad about someone who didn’t give a shit about me like yoooooooo what was I onnnnn 😭😭😭😭

I be wanting to say what’s bothering me sometimes but I always end up regretting it so I just end up saying nothing and just hope my feelings go away

I can’t believeeeeee that in approximately ONE (1) MONTH me and my lover will be in the same state for good AAAAHHHHHH

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nothing seems to have a point. I’m not getting anywhere.

Idk. I feel like I’m trying so hard and nothing happens. I feel like my effort isn’t recognized. And it really feels like no one cares. I feel like no matter how hard I work at anything I’ll get no where. And I’m tired, I’m really tired.

So…I think I’m gonna start saving to move to another state. Not even in an “I hate this town way” but more like I want more life experiences way. I’ve never lived anywhere other than where I live and I’m tired of being an “I wish I did xyz” type of person. I’ve wanted to live in the city for as long as I could remember so I think this’ll be my belated resolution for the new year. Admittedly, I dont have the best spending habits but I think since I really want this I’ll definitely be determined to change that. I’m determined that within the maybe next year or so I’ll have enough to start this new journey of mine. So irls if you see me with a bag of Outback Steakhouse yell at me!!!! I do not need a blooming onion that bad (😭😭). If you read this I appreciate your time, see ya ❤️

I miss having someone to smooch so bad